Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My Birthday Dinner 12 Oct 2009

My 35th birthday is on 12 Oct 2009 ,Monday.
Its just another day , nothing special but I am getting older.
When we get older, what do we get?
Health not so good..
Boob and booty are sagging hahahaha
But I can feel I am getting wiser.. well ageing not that bad after all.

Happy because this year manage to visit the unfortunate home and deliver them some dry food.
Thats all I can afford!
Just love to see their welcome and happy face.

No matter what race and what is your religion and I don't bother about your past but whats matter we are all trying our best to survive in this world.
Our existense here is not by our wish but some how we were created.

Waiting for dinner to be served. I was so stressed up thinking about exam another 4 days.
even my bra strap is twisted lol

Try my best to stay positive .. cheer up!!!
I am so pale and fat!! so sad..
my stress seriously goes down to my waist a lot this year!!!
I never been this fat and flabby.. so damn ugly arggggghhhh!!!

Never try The Manhattan Fish Market. Look at those food all oily!!!! ahhhh.. my 1st and my last. Thought of eating sushi but don't know why that night seats was full. So no choice to go for this food. Anyway! thank you God for the food you put on my table. Hope all the unfortunate people out there have a better food and life. Amen...
what is in that platter??
Yummy cheesy prawn
Herbs rice
Onion rings
Fish & Chips
and don't know what thing but just digged in.... feel bless and thank to god for the food that day although it never turn up like what I wish and wanted.
Here are Dilmah Green Tea to neutralise the oily and greasy food. Well I have this tea bag back home...here there are charging RM8 for one cup and can't even re fill...
Should just asked for hot water and took out the tea bag from your bag hehehe

sauces goes with the food!!!
Linggam Chilli sauce maybe then mayonese and grated garlics

Love the table deco and setting!!!

I don't know which one is pepper and which one is salt
What did I get for my birthday??
Car MP3 Player and mouse pad from my dearest lil sis (Mel).
Thank you dear!!! you are one very thoughtful person I ever knew.
I also got an odd figure of red packet!!!
Thank you dear although you never know what you mean by that odd figure any reason????
I suppose to treat and pamper myself but it never happen until now.
Maybe next week... ahahahah decision is in my hand..

Monday, October 26, 2009

Close but still far

Yes! I know Min Ho in Malaysia.
He was in Sg Wang and I am at Pavillion.
I may like his act as Jun Pyo in BBF.
I may adore him and like him but not that crazy to wait for him and see him from far.
I still can control myself.
My addicted is just I watched BBF for almost 40 times!
Yes! almost every night!
May consider buying the DVD rather than watch online or spoil my sis DVD ahahaha ...
She will kill me..

I categorise myself as mature fan!
The one that like you but wont cry over you.
The one will watch you over and over again but wont spend a dime on you.
The one who will obsess to see your photo then only off to bed but if I ever meet you one day.. I will not care to say hi or even show the interest!!!!

Thats all about my craziness on BBF.
I just hope they could come out with season 3 another 2 years!

Anyway , just Min Ho who came here not Jun Pyo.
The person that I really fall in love with , is not even exist.
He just a character and I can see him in different version.
Manga version
Taiwan version
Japanese version
Korean version whom I really madly deeply in love with...

He only exist in my dream in my fantasy but not in reality...

This is the confession of the mature fan :)
Saranghae ... Jun Pyo

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Green Day - 21 Gun


Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fightOne,
21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

Sunday after exam

Finally , can have normal Sunday like others do.
Woke up with very good mood.
surfing to net and received orders from my beauty store.
mmm ... I feel so good!

In the afternoon, study products knowledge for my coming interview on 8th Nov .
Hope everything goes well for me.
God! bless me for my fighting for the store... I want it I want it... help me with this.
I am putting my 105% effort and hope God grant me with 45% luck!

In the evening went Pavillion for my favorite Yau Char Koay with porridge and Ipoh Seafood Curry Laksa, then treat myself with soft and creamy J&J Co. doughnut!

Back home re charge for tomorrow war at work!
Suddenly my spirit goes down to the drain!

Trouble is A Friend


Trouble he will find you, no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the morn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control...
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mineAh ooh...
Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road...
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mineoh oh
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mineah ooh
How I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave,
I try, oh oh I try.....

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

What a life

I have a very bad migraine these days!
My head feel heavy and hurt.

I miss my favourite TV shows.
I miss to read newspaper every morning.
I miss my life I can play I can sit down and dream and can lie down on bed at some other time other than at 12.00 midnight.
I miss my old days!

My life right now seems to be full of too much serious thing!
It hurt me a lot!

Is this a sign I am getting older?

These days my life all about working and working and studying and studying.
Well for now... how about next year?
How my life gonna be?
No more study but just working?
Am I still going to be at the same place?
I hope not!

I need to plan for next year.
Next year is not far from now.
I can't find time to plan... thats my biggest problem now.

My place now in a mess.
Don't have time to do proper cleaning.

Gosh! so tired right now but still need to crack my head for my IB case studies!
Nak mati rasanya...
Maybe I will die due to overworked myself!
One day everything just malfunction and there I go to see the ONE!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Another new week

Tomorrow its another new week.
Monday! I am suppose to feel positive about Monday.
I don't know why, I feel not so good.
Maybe I am nervous.
3 reason to feel nervous this week.

1st - My interview coming up on 20th (Tues).
I need to load my brain with all those serious info.
Serious meaning business talks.
Get myself updated.
I don't what to expect but I definate try my best.
I need to get myself into this corporate world if I want to be somebody important.
Yes! This is important... can I make it to be in the corporate scene?
What do I need to sacrifice?
I don't know... I hope not a big one...

My current small timer business its my preparation if my bunion feet getting serious and also for my old age. Most of it extra income which I think helps me a lot!

2nd - How to skip my work to go for that interview?
I feel guilty about this.
However, my future is more important.. don't you think so???
Hope everything fine and God give me courage for this 'white lie'!

3rd - My International Business paper this Saturday.
I seriously feel nervous about this.
This subject is way too serious for me.
I am trying hard to study and keep up with this subject.
Hope I go in the exam hall with calm mood and can answer the question smoothly.

I hope for a good week ahead and pray hard everything fine and GOD BLESS all of us!

Ah! watch my Jun Pyo on Boys Before Flower again... I just can't get over you.
I am obsessed!!!!!!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Feeling Sulky

Finish my Leadership exam just now!
One down one more to go!
This one need trillion effort and really really really need to buck up or I doom!

I am seriously cannot even look at all those people who cause me just a pass for group assignment. I feel like vomitting to see their faces just now!
I can't forgive them until now. Yes! my heart not that big to forgive such unforgivable wrong doings on me. We can avoid this thing and can at least earn a credit!
Its not I cannot handle pressure to do last minute job.
Well, I have done this many many times but that was work and due to not enough information or what so ever.
However, this one really can be avoided and do a well plan and structured.
If you guys and old woman follow my structure sent earlier , we may do as good as other team.

My hand was so tired just now, writing and writing . I need more practise so that I don't feel hurt during exam due to writing too much.

After exam I went straight home. I walked out with hope to get at least a Disticntion for this subject. I got it in my individual assignment and hope can accumulate everything and give me overall! Pray hard for this one!

I need to research on my International Business case studies ' Geely's Drive to Globalisation'.
Don't know what question to expect!
Cracking my head hard to do a summary and list down as many possible questions for this case studies. At least 70% marks come from the case study!
I need to do it well!

Same time , my online business ad stating tonight so cross my fingers and hope it take off like a magic carpet!!!!

I need a good sleep toonight!
Re charge for tomorrow study time!
My God gives me all the strength, I need!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Deepavali exam

Yes! I neglected my blog for quite sometimes.
I have been very busy and need to focus on something more important.

My 35th Birthday on 12 Oct 2009
Nothing special!
I declared half working day and end up running errants up and down for half a day.
Rushing for interview appointment all the way at Kota Damansara.
Then rushing back before post office close to arrange delivery for my downline in Sabah and Sarawak.
I end up having lunch around 4.30pm!
Night time thought of having sushi for dinner but end up at Manhattan Fish Market.
Well my verdict is 1st time is my last time. The food was so oily! Yucks!!!
Ended my Birthday night with nobody want to propose to me. So sad and sian!!!! sob sob sob..
end up being alone until I die...what a looser!!!

Tomorrow is deepavali but also I am sitting for exam at 10am.
Leadership Dynamics. Am I prepared??? No comment!
I will try my best!

I just launch new website selling general heathcare products. Hope it will do well!
My ads will run starting tomorrow for 3 days.

Next week another exam.
The tougher one!
Group assignment result for this subject not so good.
Well ! who asked those people go and cut my write up???
The lecturer comments obviously is what I had wrote ealier!!!
Argh! I am so angry!
Here goes with you people last minute job!
I seiously need to buck up myself in this subject to chase after at least a credit.
I dont want just a PASS!
I paid this course with my hard earn money!
My blood my sweat my tears!

I am so not satisfied with the results!!!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Study is the hardest thing

Today since morning when I reached office and thing about the workload waiting for me and the needs to change hats many time make me feel sick!
My anger level up to my almost maximum limit..
I feel like want to kill myself immediately to end the story!
But when I think about how messy is my house (I cleaned last week but the messiness come back again hehehe)
I love to throw thing so what you want me to do..
mmm at least if i die the house is in order so when other come to the house will have a good thoughts about me.

From morning to the evening , I just like wanna cry (almost cry though) and feel angry angry angry...

Then reached home went for mini gym for a threadmill walk for 30 minutes.
At least my anger reduce and manage to calm myself down.

Drink horlicks for dinner!

Then here goes my study!
I am about to open my leadership text book here come my Goo Jun Pyo to my mind.
So end up watching Boys Before Flower again!
Aishhhh! thought of watching 2 episode but end up with 4.
aish!!!then here goes my facebook cafe need my attention hehehe

Then I tried to open my book again and here goes inquiries on the business plan.
Yup! my attention divert again!

By the time almost 11.30pm...
Aiyoh! when should i start without disturbance and devil disturb me???

I am getting panic with exam coming up!
But yet I do nothing!

OK ! starting tomorrow I am going to put tripple effort and throw away all the disturbance.

Go go Rina... put up your strong face and fight fight fight...

Got carried away again

I feel proud of myself this week.
I went to Genting after 10 years.
Best thing is I drove up and down there... ish so terror la me!
Hebat! hebat!
I feel like Jay Chou in Initial D, my car not 86 but 5756 hahah...
cepat sing song like Jay Chou and sell tofu... uhuhuhuhu
But of course i drive with two hand on the steering not only one... over la..
If i can do that...mmmmm i become drift queen ledi..
Cool babes!!!
Yeah cool babes yang comel!
When you are 35 years no more cute la no more comel but yuckssss!!!!

Genting was very very cold!
Aish! how am I going to London???

Air Supply? mmm the show ok.
I only know 2 of their song.
The singers old and saggy!
But overall performance entertaining!
I can see all the auntie and uncle singing and dancing and they are just in their own world.
Even one auntie sat behind me was singing like she is the back up singer for the night.
They were young once.
Maybe I will like them when Linkin Park come another 10 years from now!!!!
huhuhhuh oh nooooo...
Nothing much that I can do to just enjoy the night and join the crowd!

While on the way visiting all starbucks in Genting to hunt for coffee mug or thermos we bump into one of the guitarist.
Yup! we were walking against the strong cold win and thanks to the xiao mei.
I was freezing like hell (oh hell will be hot) just to find the starbuck!!!
He look like Doughtry though!
He was walking towards Safari the Disco.
But i more interested on the other one , more Italiano look with dark hair and tall... but this one he just 'Botak', not my type woorrrr...

Last night, I weighted myself and I was almost fainted to see increase 6kg!!!!!
Aiyoh! how can this happen.
Only last week before off to Genting I lost 3kg.
How can this happen????
Just now I weight myself again... mmmm the result still at increase 6kg.
Ishhhh!!! I've been a good gal la this 2 weeks.
Exercise...running on the threadmill for 30 minutes and working out on the bicycle and abs machine every Saturday!
Then I lift up my weighthing machine... ahhhhhh! its happen again... the setting out la...
Ceh! make my heart stop for 10 seconds la...
Hehehehe i lost 3kg... ish happy happy happy..

This week thought of going celebrating my birthday night at Seol Bolgogi grilled and steamboat buffet spread but yaikkkkksssss! my Boss beautiful plan and damage to ppl like me (sickening when 2 weeks got to spend my Saturday night with my Boss).
Imagine that I need to almost celebrate my 35th Birthday at Ragaa Awards 2009.....

Apa ni ? apa ni? how can this happen to me??? (sing song like simple plan song)

Donno what to say!!! I need to sacrifice myself again for the sake of surviving to this job! Damn it!

Anyway, I am pretty busy on Sunday too!!!
With more presentation coming up and hopefully recruiting more people under me and start earning cash out of it!
Hard work!
Thats all I need for time being...

Exam coming up next 2 weeks....

huhuhuhuh... everytime I want to open my book my Goo Jun Pyo come to my mind!!!!
Ah!!!! i want to be him!!!!
Goo Jun Pyo forever!!!
Sarang haeyo!!!!!

Ok ok... i will start my revision tomorrow morning...
Need to go straight to turbo ledi no more gear one or two or three....

mmmm.. i feel like want to buy another teddy bear la!!!
I want light brown teddy with blue ribbon!

Oh ya! I got my birthday present from my 'chicken lil' last week.
Car MP3 player and cute teddy mouse pad.
She so thoughtful!!!

Thank you, Xiao Mei!!!
Love ya!!! xoxo

Friday, October 2, 2009


Month of October getting very weird to me.
Why did I said that?
1st I have been very supportive towards my Boss.
Not like me at all.
I normally against him.

2nd I have to drive up to Genting after 10 years this Sunday.

3rd I am watching Air Supply because I am supportive to my Boss.
Why not Beyonce or All American Reject concert ??? Why??
Aish!!!! need to put up with all those mushy mashy love song.... naeyyyyy!!!

4th Manage to show pathetic face to Boss for room sponsorship Thank you Boss hehehe
Should have booked the suite hehehe my boss will reply back ' Your HEAD!!! ' haha

5th Manage to ask permission to come to work late this Monday with some lame excuse. Thank you Boss again and again... are you going to treat me bad or good after I come down??? aish!!! forogtten I have to spend at least 2 hours with him for cheque signing on Monday! God Bless my soul!!! huhuhuhuh suffer ..with the nagging... enjoy and suffer.. the pain is so great! Should have ask for whole day leave... mmmm I am a good gal!

6th I am allowing myself to be trained to squeeze people for better margin. God Bless me! got the talent just need to allow to be developed. ah!!! Devil wear Prada in the making???

7th I am attending Ragaa Awards 2009 at Palace Golden Horses on 10th Oct 2009.
Again one of my support towards my Boss.
Allow myself to be exploited attending a Bollywood style function with Gold & Glamour theme. OMG! what to wear??? should I wear a wig or blow my hair sky hair and thick make up to look glamour? or should I wear blinking glitters jewellery to look glamour? or just 2 pieces tiny gold necklace hehehehe
Best thing is vegetarian food .... God knows what will happen that day. hope they speak in English though or we end up listening to tamil the whole night long!!!
My wish is my Boss sponsor Hitz instead of ragaa..
Need to start listen to tamil song next week...

8th I am now trying my best to eat less meat and now to eat more vege.. may one day to turn myself into a vegetarian to save the animal... mmmm angel face suddenly!!!
But i still love fish!!! God Bless the soul of all the living creature I had swallow into my expanding tummy... amen!!!! Forgive me... forgive me..

9th I didn't go for massage for almost 2 month??? or 1 month??? mmm cant remember...no wonder my body is aching!!!
No budget ledi!!!
Next month maybe!!!

10th on 2nd October 2009 many things happened.mmmmm what next until Oct 31st...

Yup! coming up..
Tomorrow morning go to tiny gym for execise then study more on product knowledge then about 4pm need to go Cheras Mahkota, got people registering under me.

The Sunday morning 10am going for trial interview and submit my form.
Then after lunch head to Genting , lucky I have one beloved 'Chicken Little' with GPS following me. So at least got company.
God bless our journey!

10th Oct - Gold & Glamour function

11th Oct - Glamour photo shoot for my 35th birthday... hehehe coming soon ...I will look like Siamese or Chindian...the last time taken on my 28th Birthday...

12th Oct - Walahhhh ! i am officially old.... huhuhuh

17th Oct - Deepavali & Exam... aiyooo people celebrate all of us need to crack our head

24th Oct - Exam again....

Hope my life getting interesting and interesting....

Need to work harder and behave with hope my Boss compensate me by CNY... huhuhu need that badly for my saving for business coming up next year hopefully...

God Bless me ! God Bless everybody... love myself! hehehe

Thursday, October 1, 2009

My Birthday Wish

Since my mood not so good this week and week after.
Let me entertain myself with sweet dream :)

My crazy wish for my 35th birthday :
1. Holiday on 12th Oct

2. Breakfast at dome near lot 10

3. Go shopping

4. Lunch at Japanese restaurant

5. Buy grocerries and donate to 3 orphanage homes

6. Visit lil france and enjoy coffee while wearing white dress. Romantic nyeeee

7. Dinner Steamboat and grill at lil korean restaurant

8. I want new canon camera

9. I want my KENZO Flower perfumes and ever after Elizabeth Arden 5th Avenue

10. I want dior lipstick

12. I want new speaker for my computer

13. I want IPhone

14. I want car mp3 player

15. I want buy new clothes from at least 5 boutiques at Pavillion

16. I want LV bag

18. I want DIOR watch

19. I want and i want and i want and i want....

list will continue until my last breathe mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I hope I could be go jun pyo super rich and realise my dreams... for time being just my sweet dream...

Gosh! got to drive up to Genting after 10 years never been there...
Why la why la....all because of one person just one person just one person.... what should I say.... the GOAT always trouble the TIGER.
This is the FACT!
God Bless me!