Sunday, January 31, 2010

MBA over I did it

My final paper last Sat is MRC - Management Research & Consultant.
When I read the paper... OMG the question was so damn boring!
Almost fall asleep by just reading the questions.
Too much theories and it does not interest me at all!
Whatever... I 've been a good girl that day completed all the questions within 3 hours and 40 minutes as required. Oh! ok not all... I miss out quarter! ehehehe don't know how to answer that part. But I know I still can pass anyway..
Ok ok the truth why I stay put until times up???
This is because I made an appointment for Thai Massage at 1pm. ahahahaha....
Anyway.. the massage was sooooo goooooddd!!!
I reached home by almost 4pm.... then a friend called for outing well so call celebration for my exam over...went for Nyonya food at Ah Tuan Ee at The Curve and for the 1st time watch movie at Cineleisure - Spy Next Door... verdict - the movie sucks! like watching Walt Disney movie, Jackie Chan old and saggy..even the intro song was sucks too! the pop corn at cineleisure like chewing paper.....:(
Whatever it is... I am looking forward for the next step in my life.
I need to implement what I have plan... which is toughest than doing my MBA..
Hope I continue to be strong and move forward!
Jia Yor Jia Yor...
Here goes my cam whore.... :)

I am still practising my skills ok!

Pineapple Fried Rice, Sambal Udang Petai, Otak otak

Faster faster snap my photo

I am still waiting!!!! how long you need to adjust the lense???
Hungry!!! Hungry!!!

Can eat ledi ar??? ehehehehehe can't wait to dig in my lunch at 6pm?

Sunday, January 24, 2010

and i am flying like a Superwoman

SCS is over... hihihihi happy happy
Not that difficult and not that easy.
Matter of you want to score or you just want to pass.
Exam suppose to over at 12.40noon but I am outta the exam room before 12.00 noon.
Not to say that I am too clever but when that lady said 'you can write'.
I just write and write and write and write none stop.
I guest I dont give myself time to think at all..... ahahaha
As I said not that easy but not that difficult.
My head feel pain again... feeling suffocated and feel like throwing up again...
Yeah! guess my blood pressure getting low again..
I just took off from that exam room straight to my car and drive and drive and my destination just my home... i feel like flying or floating or don't know how to describe.

Back home thought of eating something... but donno what to eat.
Hate that feeling...especially you feel like throwing up again and headache and feel like floating again...
Decided to go for a walk at Pavillion or Bukit Bintang...
Taking some nice photo!
Yeah yeah I know my photography skill so bad... thats why i need more practice..
Well my condition suppose to stay at home... stubborn as usual... a friend called for a walk!
Why not?
Have light lunch ... well not lunch tea time I guess then off to walk over to Sg Wang.
Taking some construction site... dont ask me ???
I like to take odd scene..
Then while walking in front of KL Plaza
BAM!!!! I flown down to the ground like the drunken Superwoman ... my camera down together with me...yes i feel like in the dark for a second then heard my friend called my name...
Then I feel hurt on my knee and left hand...
My left hand??? OMG!!! I need this hand to write this Sat.
Result... blue black on my both knee..
My left hand pain... my neck feel hurt too...
My luck !!!!

Its over and done!
Now my next worry will be MRC for this coming Sat... Life is so crazy...
since business getting good.. heal my pain.. hope it continues and I will put more effort!

Here goes the photo before and after I become Superwoman.

If in Avatar movie - Pandora they have floating mountain... in Pavillion we have floating Bonsai... believe it or not!!!

Still smiling before be a Superwoman

My lunch??? no my tea time...

Sentence to DEATH!!!! Skinning and Roasted too... don't you think they deserve justice???

I am loving it!!!! so sweet...

I love it!!! so sweet!!!

Cam whore before become drunken Superwoman

OMG!!! they are half tigeress

I think we are living among this mutant... they are real real half tiger half human...

I dont really know why I took this picture...

Not that nice... I think they just ran out of ideas... common be more creative...

Oh yeah.... looking at new development

Right after this photo I cross over and here goes the action the DRUNKEN Superwoman....

Have a drink... coz I feel very dizzy ....after drinking only I realise the restaurant is non Halal restaurant... but I just have a drink... nothing more...

Wondergirl still smiling and still positive... although 2 knee swollen and blue black...

Still cam whore while waiting for my Hailam Chicken rice at one of famous stall at Ampang...
Here goes my Superwoman adventure on Saturday....
MRC next Saturday , Superwoman want to study and seriously I am planning for pampering Saturday!!!!
I need to stay positive for my working week tomorrow...
I will conduct a recruitment day.... tiring day again...

Friday, January 22, 2010


Last night still the same.
Can't sleep.
Neck still hurt.
Headache and vomitting... people may think I am pregnant.. well impossible coz I am single.
Swallowed 2 tablets of painkiller and another tablet that suppose to make me drowsy.
No effect!

Today, I mean this morning was at Plaza Sentral for an appointment.
Ah! the position is Finance Manager.
Me ? Finance again??? huh!
My destiny I guess?
I am running out from Finance but Finance keep coming again and again... look like I have no choice.. need to keep updated in all the Accounting Standards and compliance thingy!
Ah!!! hate it!
As usual although still weak , I still manage to show my positive face and start selling myself.
Bla bla bla bla bla.... I can do this I can do that... the company should do this and do that... well I am asking at this price and not negotiable... I am taking the risk and the company taking the risk well win win situation... I am the talent you need and di dididid daaddaa... me the Queen of Babbling or whatever they call it. I am just trying to survive.
I think my performance deserve an AWARDS!!!! hahahaha as usual I am a Drama Queen.
I should give myself a big pat to my shoulder... no matter I get or not getting anything from this appointment.

A friend brought me for lunch at Jln Bellamy for Grilled Fish!
Enjoy the lunch and hope dont throw up again.
Still headache... and feel a bit shaky and weak...
My friend worried I can't drive back home.... dont worry... I am a SUPERWOMAN!!!
I will survive no matter in what condition!
Cindyrina Jia Yor Jia Yor...

I dont straight home... I want to make myself happy...and get my positive mood back!
Ah! why not pay a visit to the predicurist at PGRM tower.
That lady did a good job for me last time...
That car blocking me from turning to my desitnation...
Damn!!! you ruined my plan!!!!
Well since I am that type that hate to turn back... so I just move a head for my back up plan.
Cheras Leisure Mall here I come...
Enjoy my predicure so much!!!
Met a TV actress... donno what her name but she looks familiar...
Since I am the only one Malay people keep mistaken me as Chinese Lady too and keep talking in mandarin... wor pu chi tao wor pu chi tao....ahahahaha

Back home do some final readings....
Then exercise and make myself sweat...yeah yeah so long never sweat..I hate sweating though!!!
But hey my tummy getting bigger and bigger... I need to fit into my old baju .... and get back my figure.... MBA really did a lot of damage to my body...

After exercise... feel headache... yeah throw up again... feel like fainting... no... i need to survive... i keep telling myself that!!!

Take warm shower... drink milk... and eat almond... yeah yeah... I need to watch out my diet...

I will sleep early tonight... Dont know what to expect for tomorrow... so... no point thinking and worry anymore... I just need to face it as usual... YES!!!! Just need to face it and do it!! Give my best shot!!! Whatever result comes out .... i will accept it with open heart!!!!

Yes !!!! Cindyrina is back and I know I am always a tough girl to survive in this world alone!!!!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Mix feeling

These few days , I have a mix feeling.
I don't know whether I should feel happy or feel upset.
Let me begin with the suppose to feel happy.
I make my dream comes true when I launched my on 16th Jan 2010.
My online store brings OEM stylish gadget from Chinese manufacturer. Most of this items from Samsung, Nokia technology.
1st week launched my sales reached almost USD1k beat my record in ebay which is USD750 for one month.
I feel so blessed and after MBA plan to concentrate on creating online advertorial for Malaysian web surfer and allocate some funds for facebook and google adwords advertising.
So far most client from international country like Russia,UK,US,Spain and also middle east.
I see the oppotunity and hope business grow and I will continue strategise.

Sad news is my health not so good.
My workload at work place killing me.
I am very upset with my Boss.
Maybe my personality who unable to relax and take thing too seriously make me at nervous all the time and affect my health.
I can't sleep at night.
On Tues night I can't sleep at all.
The next morning went to work with headache and stiff neck make me vomit.
I still survive at work throughout Wed.
Thing get worst in the evening.
Trying to study for SCS this Sat exam at night.
Just too exhausted.
Lie down tried to sleep but my leg keep cramping.
So so painful.
My head feel like wanna bang to the wall.
I feel mad.
Just keep on crying the whole night.
I don't know how many painkiller went into my throat that night.
The next morning on MC this body feel dont want to move from my bed.
Just lie there until almost 12 noon.
I regain my strength and pay a visit to clinic.
Have a blood test - doc confirm my body lack of calcium that why my leg keep cramping.
My nerv system is shrinking.
My head-painkiller again.
Got myself an energy booster coz I told doc I need to sit for exam this sat.
So ... if you at my place how should you feel?
Happy or Upset???

Seriously I don't know how should I feel?

Tomorrow morning I have an appointment with headhunter.
Hope this time round work and seriously I dont want to be choosy anymore.
I hope to get out from that place start new life.
My business my career and save as much cash possible and retire another 5 years and just let my cash work for me.
I dont want a luxury life but just comfortable life is enough for me.
I just want to continue my life doing charitable work and help people.

Today, I will start thinking and strategise for my exam this Sat.
I will build up my confident for this Sat and will give my BEST SHOT!!!!!!

Gambatei!!!!! Cindyrina jia yor jia yor.....

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Mini Yee Sang Day

I was committed the whole Saturday morning to late afternoon for my SCS study. Case study was very boring one! But forcing myself to understand what the heck they trying to deliver. Gosh!!! final final final...
I need to concentrate for my finale next week and the next week.
Then merdeka! merdeka!
Saturday night dinner was the most exciting one after the hard work during the day time...
Yeah! early mini Yee Sang at Sushi King!
Here goes the story........

Waiting for my food to be served. Look like an 'Angel' ehehehe...

My Hotate Sushi

My donno what sushi... but got long bean on top

Nice nice

My wasabi plate after digging on both sushi.... yeah so good manners huh! very ugly scene with sushi rice all over the plate ehehehehe...

My favourite garlic rice & Saba Udon..yum yum


Dig in time!

Mini Yee Sang from Sushi King.... so proud coz got to eat Yee Sang early this year. Very fresh and nice nice and nice...

I am so bless... Loh & Loh & Loh & Lohhhhhhhhhh SSSSSaaaaannngggg.... goood yyyyyeeeeaarr and gggooooddd yeeaaarrr .... may to take off and take off and take off

My finale... Fruche Peach and Fruche Blueberry.... but look so different from the ad... verdict.. ok le..

As usual still want to Cam Whore

Here goes the damage for Saturday night!

Stomache full... so cam whore again le..

And again...

And again.....
Finally its the end and back home study again... back to reality...huhuhuhuh very nervous waiting for the day next week!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Blood Donation 2010

I am glad!!!
I am eligible to donate my blood this year 10th January 2010.
Although the level of eligibility is just at the boarder line but ... Thank Almighty God!
Well... I end up spend RM100 for 2 bottles of prune concentrate.

I hope my life will get better and better.
My health will recover soon.
Hope my love ones for the same too.

I am very nervous for this year.
I have many plans in my mind.
It will all start after 30th January 2010.
I will be more busy than next year except this year is bigger think.
It will involve a drastic change to my life and future too.
I want to be a different person.
I don't want to be Rina 3 years ago.
I want to be more enterpreneur!
I want to create job for myself.
I dont want to be a slave to that @#$%!

God give me strength and God please bless me!!!

This year reso:
* beautify myself
* Create a job for myself
* be more enterpreneur to earn for a living
* start savings to aquire a land & dev (to make my long time dream happens)
* do more charities
* help people in needs

I will work harder and make this reso as real for this year!!!!
Now I will kick my own butt to study for my finale..... 23rd and 30th exam.....:(
Short term dream 30th Jan 2010 after 1.30pm - I will hurrrrrrrayyyyyy ppppparrrttttyyyyy moooovvvvviiiieeeeeee and sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep.........wwwwuuuuhuuuuu

Finally manage to fill up 2nd line in my blood donation book after 1 year

Celebration lunch @ Papa Rich Sunway

Cam Whore - as usual hihihihi :)

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Its all about u

This week is not a good one for me.
Everything seems to be against me.
My emotional level getting worst!
10 factors built in and causes this emotional condition. And all because of ONE and only PIKACOO....
1. It is giving me hard time.
2. It is being unreasonable.
3. it is weirdo.
4. It is a psycho.
5. It is mad.
6. It have small heart.
7. It is trying to be my enemy - well you are my enemy since my 2 week there.
8. It think it is GOD! and ppl to worship it!
9. It think it is the smartest and the most successful animal in the world!
10. It likes to press ppl.

I just could not take it anymore... it surpass my patient level!!!!
My temper... is going over the limit!!!!!
I feel like can die with heart attack listening to every word come out from it mouth.
I feel like my head going to blow and my artery gonna explode of anger everytime see it face!!!
Everytime it start talking is like listening to.... mmmm can't describe the feeling but I prefer hear the dog barking to my ears rather than listening to it!
Looking at it face feel like wanna smack it with my shoes!!!!
I am trying to control myself .... nothing much I can do apart from clench my teeth and hold my fist tight!!!
ARRGGGGGGGHHHH!!!! so angry!!!!
I need to patient, to complete my MBA and I am out!!!!

Ok... back to my mentioned in my other post.
This morning went to collect my splint.
Start wearing it.... aiyo!!!!
Look like wearing braces on your lower teeth...
When talk sounds weird and my mouth oso look very very handicapped!!!
Well ... I submitted my SCS which I choose to analyse Wal-Mart, last night!
Tonight burning midnight oil for my MRC.
Hope to get it done by tonight!
I need to wake up early for blood donation tomorrow morning...
Just received case study for my 23rd Jan exam.
Need to analyse Patagonia sustainability strategy. Interesting case, but quite difficult company!
Anyway my MRC individual result came out and gotten Credit for it! OK la...
Our SCS group result is Distinction!
Great! I need to buck up for this 23rd and 30th Jan 2010.
OK let me get back to my assignment!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

My 1st Damage in Year of Golden Tiger

I was sticking in front of computer working on my SCS assignment since Thursday night, I am very ambitious this time choosing Walmart towards becoming sustaining corporation. Result I was still doing it up to now. 2000 words is very hard to achieve this time since I am loosing my words. My mind just not working properly this time. Come on! this is my final please co operate on me. I need to achieve my target to complete at least by Tuesday.

Then I need to move on to my MRC - Research Proposal on Natural Health Farm on Staff Retention. Gosh! not that easy and not that tough. My target to get it done by Saturday night!

Then I will be waiting for Case study for our exam on 23rd Jan 2o10.
I need at least 2 weeks to work on it!

Finally , manage to see the specialist on my Jaw problem.
Doc mentioned the its all because of stress.
My Jaw disc move forward and it cause the blockage on my jaw movement thats why it got stuck. Thank God my jaw is not dislocate.
Its still doesn't make sense to me, stress can cause this damage to my jaw.
But according to that specialist- when you nerve and stress your blood vessel push up and one of the damage is pushing out my jaw disc.
The only solution is to wear a splint on my lower jaw.
The % on getting better is 8%.
Well, no harm trying although the % is very low.
Guess what , I was prescribed with anti depression pills too for 2 weeks.
The damage is RM975 for all.
Here goes the story in picture for my Saturday, 2nd January 2010 adventure...
I was at home working on my assignment from 30th, 31st Dec 2009 and 1st Jan 2010.
Below are my 1st appearance in year 2010...
Stress working on my assignments at home

My damage for my jaw problems...

While waiting for my appointment at Dr Ling Clinic near Mid Valley

Morning coffee break at Coffee Bean, Mid Valley

Finally, after so long I was longing for Coffee Bean Break 'O' Day Breakfast set... yummy!!!

Lunch @ Popeyes, midvalley
Beyonce favourite fried chicken.
I tried classic and spicy... my verdict!
mmmm not that nice almost same like KFC

nice deco...

1st Chilli Sauce & Ketchup I saw in year 2010

After the damage still smiling - spend almost RM1,200.00 that day.
My fate!!!!
Earn and spend.... enjoyment???? well I eat well though!
The end of my story for this week.
Next week will see me collect the splint and wear it day and night for the sake of working towards the 8% chances to live like normal people.