I just realise I am developing into a Crowd Phobia symptom at this age.
Crowd Phobia is also known as Demophobia , Enochiophobia or most commonly crowd makes one person feel anxious with thought of getting lost in a crowd.
The other day, I went for a meeting at KLCC.
It was a school holiday the place was damn crowded at 1:30pm....ah lunch rush hours too.
The feeling of almost got black out after seeing to many people ...really make me panic.
I feel fear....I feel lost!!!
Especially , I am alone and feel totally out of place and hell don't really know where to go.
I end up late...because I am trying my best to go through the crowd calmly...girl...my condition was like in the movie I watched.
Serious...the whole body feel hot especially my head...feel like exploding soon.
My chest was like going to pop out!
I am researching on how to combat this new non healthy development within myself.
Ah!!!! why on earth I am suddenly ....like this????
Happy Monday everyone!!!