Friday, January 31, 2014


Today is first CNY and we are in the year of horse!
I am one tiger survive in year of horse.
Happy CNY everybody!!!

 I bought cookies during my day trip to Malacca last two weeks.
Happy Tiger! bought her favourite ......

Dragon cookies....50 pieces

Pineapple cookies 80 pieces...

This crab stick fried snack bought it near my office....with add to my collection...

I bought all to enjoy during first day CNY while watching Stephen Chow movie...
Who glutton side spoiled all my plan...

My Dragon cookies all gone way before CNY eve...hohohohoho...I can't wait...
At first ..I tried one...then another one then another one...and another continues...none stop...
since that dragon melted away and taste yummy to this the time I realise...dragon cookies all gone! huhuhuhuhu...I miss you deeply Dragon cookies!!!!

Pineapple cookies...I opened the second jar on CNY eve...thank God this one still save from my glutton appetite!

The crab stick snack...since this one is too oily...I am skipping it...kekekekekeke

Enjoying my holiday while finishing my online course!

Friday, January 24, 2014


Very healthy red rice heh?
But this is very hard red rice...yeah yeah..I suppose to put more water.
My bad!

My awesome Kimchi Jjigae save my lunch treat!

Very easy to make this soup.
Boiled water then add in cabbage kimchi, raddish kimchi, then add in tofu, optional salty fish.
No need to season since I pour in kimchi juice in...serious awesome when you hungry!
Served this with hot rice...

Wednesday, January 22, 2014


Do you ever encounter this feeling?
... you don't understand why you doing something not sync with what you thinking?
Sometimes...we are thinking of something else and suppose to do something else and end up doing something else...and there you go...gossshhhhh!!! it is totally something else!!!

Do you know what is the farthest distance in the world?
Since I always end up doing something else from what I am thinking...I came to conclusion... the farthest distance in the world is between our head and our heart!


No matter how hard we try to figure out....why we are doing this instead of that and this and that and why this happening and why not that instead of that...confusing right?

We will still cannot figure out and never understand why and why and why.....

Gosh!!!! I am cracking my head hard with all this why and why.....Good Luck with your surviving mode...all!!!

Tuesday, January 21, 2014


The month of everywhere red is here....
CNY dull this year.
I guess...after that disappointment budget announced....people kind of not in celebration mood.
I don't feel the joy of festive even CNY is coming up another 2 weeks time.

I am a tiger surviving in year of horse this year...mmmm...prediction seem not that good for tiger this year.
All tigers...let us show the power of surviving to all those stallion!
Stay strong tigers!!!! 

We wish to go through year 2014 like this pretty flowers!!!!

Monday, January 20, 2014


Home alone...and when feel hungry and lazy to drive out...I love to prepare simple and delicious food for myself. Yup! not so instant noodles fan since I am ageing this much! 
I was watching 'Appa Oddiga' one of korean variety show. In that episode all the dad need to prepare their own noodles for young kids.

I then find myself digging out my treasure in fridge...and see whether I can do some magic for my growling stomach.

Sauce mixed :
* Gochujang pepper paste which I bought from Korean Air last two years(still not expire yet ok)
* Add in kimchi juice (I always made raddish and cabbage kimchi once in two months and keep this in my fridge for my consume)
* Add in my plum juice enzyme (I made this 4 months proud of me hor!)
* Mixed all this need salt since the gochujang mixed with salty bean paste and sweet and sour taste from honey plum enzyme is enough)
* sprinkle roasted garlic sesame (i bought this from my Bagan , Myanmar trip last year...hahaha not expired yet too)
Finish the sauce mixed. 

Noodles and side dish mixed preparation :
* Boiled longevity noodles
* While noodle is boiling...cut in small pieces :
- Cucumber kimchi
- radish kimchi
- cabbage kimchi
- I added in japaleno since I love to snack this when I feel like snacking and trust me..japaleno is very sweet and delicious.
- cut one hard boiled egg (I normally bought eggs and hard boiled it then keep in fridge for my easy consume when I am hungry and lazy)

Then arrange the noodles at the center and all side dishes at the side nicely...lastly pour in the sauce mixed express kimchi mixed noodles....serious this is delicious to my taste! especially when you hungry ...don't want to go out and don't feel like eating instant noodles.

Anyway, for those who don't have stock of kimchi in the fridge.....this is not express noodles then...hahahahaha...there you to 'Appa Oddiga' korean variety show for my version of kimchi mixed noodles.

I made this less than 15 minutes and finished eat this less than 10 minutes muahahahaha...

Friday, January 17, 2014


I am glad to be at home.
No place as warm as home.
Starting my day with hot coffee while writing in to my diary...enjoying 'Big Bang' song....I feel like I get my path right today. Praying hard God let me go through out today with peace!

I find myself busy bee since new year 2014 started 17 days ago....
Good sign ? Bad sign?
Don't know....only God knows what coming for me through out the year.
I just hope..what coming is not that bad and not that difficult to handle.

Anyway, I find myself going through some paid off debts time since year started.

1. My car two front tire was very slippery and almost cause me accident...end up changed 2 front tires and the mechanic told me the tire was at that danger bad for being ignorance!!!!

2. Saving somebody ....yup!!! part of my existence on earth to be that 'Wonder Woman' and rescue everybody around me. That is why I hate to be around people especially the so called human who live selfishly. Anyway, what 'Wonder Woman' got to do ..she just need to do it without complain. I live it to you God!

3. Sent my parent back North (sound like I sent them off to North Korea eh??? hihihih)....on the way back..then stone hit my front wind goes..more cash and time out to change that big wind screen. Yaya... I have that insurance that I can claim...but all this takes time and very troublesome and disturb my daily life. 
Then another half way drove back, one stupidly modified proton wira at the fast at the middle lane. That stupid modified wira car drove fast over took me...then that car ...I think rubber from bumper...flew off and hit my car...I got stunned ( imagine yourself drove at the highway at 90-100km speed then one thump thing hit your screen) tell me who not stunned by that. You hit the break for sure...but at least I dont really hit my break hard...but I almost lose control though... since that rubber flew off to my windscreen then slip down to my front headlights and down to my bumper...the effect both my headlights gone. I guess that bloody so called rubber hit it hard..yup!! loud thump sound! Just got my headlights changed! damn it!

4. On the way to work was driving towards Loke Yew road then heard the loud 'thump' sounds...then from my rear mirror saw one motor biker fall off and roll down and don't know what thing from that motorbike flew off and hit my car. I stunned again...and still continue my journey to work while praying hard...God! hope for no more cash out this time. Reach office..checked goes another scratch and bend to my bumper...sharks!!!! isk isk isk...why? why ? why? not even a month yet ??? I feel so burden and heart sick to face all this.

5. On the way back from work another motorbiker rolled down behind my car due to that fella 'zig zagging' and end up hit the front of the car behind me. Seriously, it is a horror moment to witness all this accident...scary...all the way back weak heart go thump thump thump as if it going to explode! The picture of that motor biker rolling down keep coming to my head...damn it! nightmare that night! my dream.. I am the biker instead...gosh!!!

6. At work...I feel like I am 'Tom Cruise' in 'Mission Impossible'.Maybe my name can be Cindyrina Cruise with CC initial??? eheh?
Most of the task given to me is ridiculously impossible to solve. Trying my best to stay positive!
To me the impossible can be possible. I keep thinking this is my talent and this is why I can earn my living earnestly. Yup! inside is suffering but outside pretend to be everything alright! Sound like a psycho trying to live then...whatever!!!

All come with a reason...I pray hard I can get over this bad omen period peacefully with strong heart!
The only way to stay strong is to keep thinking ...others going through worst than me...and... mine??? just like eating 'peanut'...its hard to chew but its delicious. Chewing the hard peanut could ruin your tooth...and you can always go to dentist to fix it . There is always a way to solve problems! So for those who think they face some difficulties in this life.... try your best to face this challenge calmly...just like me. kekekeke..i need a pat to my back to stay strong though!

I find myself wiser and calm since I am ageing....reflect back if I am to face this...10 years back...gosh!!! I think I flip out and goes hysteria...hahahaha..DRAMA QUEEN as usual....the old me!

Thursday, January 2, 2014


New year eve...busy sorting down my past year bills filing while watching Gu Jun Pyo in Boys Over Flowers and eating kit kat when I feel I need a break....yeah fanatic fan of Lee Min Ho. I watched that Drama for many many many times.

That baked beans is my first breakfast in year 2014.

My lunch treat for year 2014 is this 'meed siam with spicy squid' and  hot lime juice at old town

Then off to TESCO to shop for my Joy Garden Old folk house for my giving back to society project.
Bought lots of food stuff for those aunties and uncles.
Hopefully, this deed could help me when God call me....please call me in peaceful way!

There you simple entry for what I did on 1st Jan 2014.