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I was at gym almost every evening. However, I feel myself not loosing the kilos. I feel bigger. OMG!!! I don't want my bisep look like popeye's. I don't want my hip bigger like old hindi movie star. I control my eating by eating frequent but lesser quantity. I avoid rice! No wonder my 1st time at gym I see big people than smaller people. More people with flabbies than without it. I sees more more big fat ugly naked bodies than the skinny nice looking bodies in the changing room. These wooommaaaann too open minded with another woooommmaaannn. They can just walk naked and talk to other. My eyeballs almost drop when 1st time saw this scene. Like watching no star porn movie try out! Yet!!! me Asian being asian. Shy and timid just go change in the toilet and came out with everything already hide in my bag and ready to go. I never try to take shower at gym. I dare not go into the sauna when I saw few naked bodies inside. Ah!!! how to go Japan like this??? How am I to go Korea???

I blame it to my post PMS Syndrome. Since yesterday, I am not so motivated to even drive to work in the morning. I am so down. I feel very weak and my positive spirit run away from me. I think my PMS will visit me soon. Faster come so I feel relieve! I feel the same way this morning. So tired and so demotivated. Did my positive angel left me alone??? Di manakah dia pergi??? Kenapa tinggalkan saya seorang diri??? Saya sangat sedih sekarang!!! Seriously, feel like to cry now. My emotion totally sucks now!!! I just can't wait for Saturday morning and I just want to be a cocoon on the bed and lie down without moving for 2 hours. I tried to lie down in my car this morning but doesn't work , in fact my level of positiveness at negative level now and my anger level rise up!!!! I know my psychotic disorder come back. I need to control myself harder. Ah! I thought my constant EPO intake will help to control my hormones. I need to find alternative.

I was walking to my Gym and overheard a girl asking her man " Brad! do I look fat?" and I heard the guy answer the girl , "No Dear!!! you are not fat!" I walked slowly and let them pass me. Huwaahahahahuwahahaha.... I almost burst!!!! manage to control my laughter... If I am the girl I don't want to ask that guy. Although he is my boyfriend or whoever he is. That guy is damn fat!!! very overweight and the girl is obviously chubby and plum... Silly Girl you got to ask the right person for your important question. I know I know I am very very bad to say this but hey.... please ask the right person for honest answer. Sunday!!! I read on the newspaper about the World Milk Day @ Pavillion. They are giving away free milk. Well I am so ambitious to be part of the crowd. Reached there arggghhhhh totally let down. Nothing much to expect just an event organised by Dutch Lady!!! Chehhhh!!!! Well, I end up went straight ahead down to check on my Honeymoon Dessert Bar. Its

This week everytime came back from Gym , I will watch Japanese series title Bambino. Lead actor is Matsumoto Jun the one played that Hana Yori Dango. Story about a passionate Chef. Its all about pasta and pasta. When I watch they cook pasta look so delicious and feel like having one on my table. mmmm since tomorrow is a holiday so maybe i should experiment some pasta. Ehehehehe ... look like somebody gonna burn the kitchen again!!!! These 2 weeks was working hard with my body. I will work out for almost 40 minutes. Last night was the most suffering part. Doing cardio work out with my personal trainer. OMG! hurt every part of my body. Hope this work to kill off that flabbies around my waist. Dreaming about having a nice body is a beautiful dream. But to make it happen... OMG!!!! I feel like dying....with all the diets... drive me crazy!!!! Tomorrow I saw Cheras Gym Schedule , they have inline dancing at 10am. Thought of driving there and have some work out and sauna then back home to co

I manage to find my way back again!!! congrats to me!!! Ah! happy nyeeee... Last night ,I went to gym, walk and walk manage to walk 2.2km for 30 minutes and burn 125 cals. Hey! not easy to burn 100 cals. Next time don't want to simply eat food. I need to eat better food so I can burn it fast. Then I move on to cardio work out for 10 minutes. Today, I can see progress. Manage to walk for 2.65km for 30 minutes and burn 137 cals. Then as usual move to cadio manage to do for 15 minutes then off to sauna for 30 minutes. Wah!!! I can loose 5 kg like this. Hopefully! Currently at 54.4kg. The intructor said I am not fat but full of body fat. uwaaaaa!!!! I confuse what do you mean?? Anyway, he said my ideal weight is 47kg. This mean I need to loose at least another 7 kg??? Ngor Sei lor!!!! sure need to watch what I eat. Aiyoh! what to do getting ageing is the worst because more difficult to loose weight. These few days spending my time working on my presentation to my Boss on this Sunday. H

Early morning, busy entertaining the politicians. Then off meeting with the bankers. Call for staff meeting on messy accounts. You won't believe my findings after doing surface checking on the closing 2009 in this place. I don't know what that fella doing over there. My Senior Accounts staff here almost gone crazy after I taught her to do some internal cross checking. Now she know, thing is not as simple as she thought! More things to be done dear! I just show you a starting point and let me lead you and just wait when you reach to the peak! With another girl who wanna resign because she feel she can't grow with this company. But I manage to talk thru and she agreed. Now she know how many thing she can learn from me. I will from now on, call for at least once a week staff meeting to just solve their probs. Hope we can be the most efficient team in the company. Yesterday, I manage to come out with my 1st draft for the employee handbook. Not that thick. Just 25 pages long! Ma

3rd day.... ahahaha finally manage to find my way back home. Many things to be done in this place. At least I am now getting started and hope can finalise some issues by this Saturday. Whatever.... it is still early to judge thing over here. I just need to play some drama here and there. Last night, my 1st gym session. I don't even know to use the gym equipment. So, asked one of the trainer there to help me with the machine. I was a lil bit angry when I overheard him called one of his Personal Instructor and say, ' Bro! help this Filipino girl! she need a trainer'. Filipino your head! I am Malay le Malay le... Then when get to know this Trainer he was talking to me as if I am a foreigner here. Aiyoh!!! After using one steps machine for 15 minutes, I hear echoes from his voice and everything started blurring. I grabbed his arm and said I am fainting! I am fainting! He panicked!!! He quickly lead me to the floor mat and asked me to lie down with both leg up on the gym ball. T