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I can't upload my photos for few weeks to my blog. I feel very upset because of this. Everytime I tried to upload, it will hang halfway through. Arggghhhh!!! so sick! I have my photo having breakfast with my friends @ Oldtown, JayaOne, eating Ramen at Korean Restaurant, Floria 2010 @ Putrajaya, Papa Rich Dimsum breakfast and also my July 2010 Size S,M&L gathering at Pavillion. So not happy because I can't store all this moment to my online diary. How if I die before even have time to upload this special moment in mylife??? Oh No!!!!! Yeah! me with my drama again.... What happen to me after keeping mum for few weeks? How is my work??? Hate it to even think about it? As mentioned earlier, as for work I am just let my destiny brings me to the next stop. I will not strive anymore. I am just going to let thing happen. Why? Maybe I feel tired! I did not stop striving for the past 20 years! I guess I feel down for a while. Last Saturday end up having my breakfast,lunch at Golden

Questions and statements that I hate the most for these 2 months. 1. How are you doing? 2. So.. you new job better than previous? 3. No more working late hours ha? 4. Look like your earning is better than previous. 5. No more lecture and nagging? 6. Easy job ha this time? 7. You are doing high level job since you earn your Master? and many more to list. In real fact, I am currently lost my direction in life. I am now like the brown leaf drop into the river and let the current to drag me to places which I don't even know where is my next stop. All these years, since I was 16 years old, I am trying hard to change my luck and my fate. I see drastic changes in my life. But I still find living my life is the most difficult thing to do right now! I would not talk about death, because that means no turning back point. So hopefully I am still strong enough and face the challenge in being a sole survivor. The only motivation left for me is ' My life is difficult but many others is facin

Situation 1 Me : Why do you think you deserve this much of salary? Candidate : Oh! my husband said I am good! (Aisshhh!!!! why suddenly your husband come into the picture? I am confuse!!!! helpppp!!!!) Situation 2 Me : Why do you ask for very high salary? Candidate : I have many commitment...my credit card bills , my baby sitter bills, my car loan , my house rent and bla bla bla... (Go on go on... I am listening.. I am charging 20% per annum daily compunded. Please fill in this form) Situation 3 Me : Please list down 3 strengths... Candidate : 1. Talk strong 2.Work strong 3. Listen strong I am almost burst out my laughter Me : How about your weakness? Name me one... Candidate : Headache (Aishhhhhh... like that also can... I almost go crazy.... ) Situation 4 Me : What is your hobbies? Candidate : Listen to music. Me : what kind of music? Candidate : Lady Gaga!!!! you know that Poker face singer??? (Aish!!!! poke your eyes then you know.... ) Situation 5 Me : One of your hobbies says you

Today is my unplanned Graduation Day!!! I never thought of going since I had received my parchment and spending money to be up on stage with that nervous feeling will kill me. Anyway, my friend keep telling me , I will not have this chance anymore unless I continue with Doctorate. Ah! make sense after Master will be Doctorate. Doctorate??? OMG!!!! I don't want this now. I want to earn money, save money and retire in style. Earn flat money? Yes! Save money ? Not yet! Retire in style???? Ohhhhhh!!!! looking at my situation now may be I can't even think about retiring.... uwwwaaaaa... Here goes ,my will be last convocation??? Maybe.... I am planning to migrate soon! soooooooo.... I need to work extra tripple hard from now on... Oh! by the way... my leave was not approved... so I am actually skip work for my convo... whatever... I don't give a damn... No flower , no bear for my convo? ah... nope.. Any supporter for my convo?? ah nope.. But I got myself unskilled photographer th

When you are just a human... you have your limitation in many things. Last Friday is the down time for me and up to today I am still feeling down...hopeless..helpless... worried... sad...uncertainty... Nobody to turn to. Suck in everything to myself and my body feel numb, my chest feel suffocated and my head feel heavy. What should I do? How long more you want to put me on your test? Is this what my life suppose to be? When ppl said every ppl fate is written up there and decided... is it really true??? Then, why should we bother to work anymore? I should just leave it to you and wait for the outcome? Is that what I should do? I know I am lucky in a way for having a good life but I feel difficult to maintain everything. I am worried about my future... I dont know what to do now... feeling lost in direction.

Yesterday evening while walking towards my gym at Menara Maxis, a Malay couple with their lil toddler was walking in front of me.What attract my attention to this couple is their lil toddler was walking bare foot. mmmmm.... her parent was very selfish to my thought. Both of them know how to protect their feet but they are very ignorance about the lil one. Then the wife turn to her back and asked her husband. "Dear! have you seen our other child?" OMG!!!! (Usher new song style) like that also can ar???? Malaysia sangat sangat boleh!!!!! The best thing is the husband replied. " Let him be le!!!!!" Arrrrrr???? My jaw drop to hear the reply. Then this couple and bare foot lil toddler walk ahead without even stop by and curious about their other kid whereabouts. I am very amaze with such thinking from a 'so called parent'. This morning while having my morning Yong Tau Foo AGAIN... I read this news about a woman won RM1.4million suit again Gombak Police. The suit

" Ridiculous thing can bring you millions!!!!" I am more convince after I read this morning The Sun newspaper as I was having my morning breakfast Yong Tau Foo. I read this articles on Billing Woes by Nury Vittachi about this woman from Canada is suing this phone company for breaking up her marriage.The telco firm sent an itemized phone bill and her husband spotted unusual phone number then when he give a call to that number and turned out to be her secret lover. Her husband pack his bag and left. The woman is suing for C$600,000 (RM1.8 million). Suing a phone company for an itemized billing and imagine if she win.... WOW!!!! Then I read this article on a French internet billionaire who made his 1st million from offering sex chat service and then later shook up French with cheap connection packages from his provider free. There are many classic case to give us inspiration. We just need to think ridiculous, act ridiculous , be ridiculous and maybe talk ridiculous???? Most of o

I feel speechless to myself on these two weekends. I feel time is not enough for myself. I feel I spend too much time on something else and not to myself. But.... what should I do if I spend time for myself apart from watching my mushy mashy korean drama then laugh or cry alone???? I need to find some useful hobbies rather than spend most of my time at shopping malls. Seriously last Friday back home very late night.... Suddenly other people problems become my problems... and expect me to do magic again. Well.... I should think about becoming a full time magician then.... Anyway, I don't give a damn about all this nonsense... I just want to focus on my July thingy. Hope everything work out well! My recruitment for receptionist position is a let down. Those attitude problem people... arghhhh!!!! giving me headache! Now I understand.... where we are now.... is all because of our attitude problems. They don't finish their studies. They can't speak well but yet they demand high

Its still not finalise.... aish!!!! Last candidate I met is on Wednesday. Last question from my last candidate is...... Candidate A : " Miss! are you married???" In my heart, ishhhhh.... is this relevant??? Hell !!! nooooo!!!! I still need control my professionalism.... cool down Rina.. cool down.. Me : " Dear!!!! what I mean , do you have any question... question relevant to company??? question on postion you applying??? " Still with my smiling face although I feel like slapping her face. Candidate A : "ehehehe... sorry ar!!!! but are you married??? eeeerrr sorryy ar!!!! " In my heart, Big OMG!!!!! do you have brother to introduce is it???? Still with smiling face and control my professionalism....maintain maintain... I keep telling myself. Me: "I believe you don't have any relevant question anymore. Lets end our interview today. I will give you a call once you finalise everything in another week or two. Thank you for coming!!!" I took her a

I have been meeting candidates almost every single day. I am getting sick of it! I have been calling people for interview and I feel like throwing up! I have been browsing through resumes after resumes and I get migraine by just a glance of it! By now, I can feel how the recruiters feel.... When Rina is the recruiter...... 1. ..... and when she got through the resumes .... * She reject any resume without photograph * She hate SO MUCH when candidate send photo with camwhore style or cute face or model style * Job hopping or Grasshopper - REJECT * Asking too much salary at least 50% more than current but yet stay just one yr at current one - REJECT Then when she call candidates for interview ... * they never pick up call after 5 rings - she label them as not responsible * They answer call with "arrrrrr" or "aha" or " mmmmm" or "what " or "ha" - she feel they are lucky for not being in front or her or she need to commit a crime by slapping

Yeah! weather not so good for me. I was conducting recruitment and at the same time sick like an old lady. Imagine I am having difficulties with itchy throat while talking to potential candidates.... ah!!!! I feel like getting a fork and scratch my throat. Friday night a bit lonely... didnt go to gym at all.. but end up wondering at KLCC having my dinner alone. Then I came across a sinful kiosk! Bijou cupcakes!!!!! OMG!!!! very pretty and look yummy... here we go... I never taste pretty cupcake before so despite being sick and when I realise I have two cupcakes in my hand. Saturday night another unpleasant night for me. I cna't sleep due to my bad cough and my astma make a come back!! OMG!!!! Tomorrow is Monday, another recruitment day.... I can't afford to go for MC... hope I heal fast.. Sunday is the worst when I came back home around 2pm and the electricity were out until almost 8.30pm. A friend of mind came toask me out for dinner then only I realise, my house is the only o

How do I start my entry for this week??? I have been doing recruitment for the whole week. Monday to Friday , I can say I have been seeing at least more than 25 candidates. Many types and many interesting character. I have at least 6 candidates asked me the same question at the end of interview. " What are you?" mmmmm.... how should I answer this people??? What am I? Who am I? I am a human, idiot!!!! or should I start saying , Hidup Malaysia!!!! Satu Malaysia!!!! What the heck girls??? Although you curious on what race am I , you shouldn't be asking this irrelevant questions!!!! 1st and 2nd candidate asked me , I still give them a descent answer but when come to the 3rd, I got fed up and my temper rose up high and high and high.... so my answer is, I am philipines. ahhhh1!!! ambik kau... geram betul!!!! I saw their funny and puzzle face after listen to my answer.... tu la kay poh sangat... and obviously they are not listed in 2nd interview......too bad... wrong question g