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Here goes the story... Open my email on Monday morning... my worst enemy shot an email on Friday night. Working late huh???? Yeah! since you are the only one working in this company the rest all 'shaking legs and booties'!!! Wakakaka... Anyway, talking about that nasty 200 words email as replied to just one email asking politely, 'do you mind forward me our existing HSE policy?' Not worth it for me to feel upset on Monday morning, especially when my temperature is already damn high (fever). Anyway, the best about him is... jeng jeng he cc the email to even my Boss! GOOD!!!!! very very good!!! you kill yourselllllffffff!!!! I don't need to do anything at all. His words tell the story... wakakaka...wanna roll off the chairs instead of mourning and feel upset about it! I win! I win!!! I feel tired like mad when my fever getting bad complete package with flue and cough. Ah! I can't drink and even eat medicine. Today I just hired one girl as admin&hr assistant. I

Last week its not good week for me. Many dramas going on. Why? Person who feel threaten to my exisiting in the company is back. Of course lot of games going on... Don't know how to use my Tai chi ledi... I just try my best to keep calm and maintain positive. My confirmation is due tomorrow. I wrote to my Boss and ask him to release me. Yes! I am not at the right mind at all. He replied back with saying he is more than happy to confirm me. He asked me to wait for him to come back to KL. uwaaaaaaaaaa... i am crying in my heart. (Yeah! call me weird ... I refuse to be confirmed please fire me!!!!) I must be doing a good job for him until he still wants me after few nasty emails I had sent to him in separate occassion... as usual I am emo and outspoken. I write emails like I am speaking my mind out! Can't wait for Sep... another 2 -3 weeks... Fasting month never been easy for me. I am sick today with bad throat and toothache. Ah!!! so hurt... not to forget my endless neck and shoul

Today is the most weird interview day. I allocated 2 candidates to come in the morning for the post of Admin & HR Assistant. 1st Candidate She came in as a descent 23years old girl. When she start talking will be with hand gestures as if she is in debate class or something. I asked her one question that I regretted until now. (I shouldn't asked her this question) Me : How should I called you? Candidate : Tamus! (with proud and confident face) Me : Tamus? very unusual name? Where do you get this name? Bible? (I have not read this anywhere in bible) Candidate : No... I am like hippopotamus.So I put my name Tamus! Hippopotamus have big mouth same like me. See see I can put in the whole hand inside my mouth.... (She really put in her whole hand inside her mouth) OMG!!!!!! This is seriously weirdo... I can't even blink my eyes for 3 secs and seriously at that moment I am speechless. 2nd Candidate 29 years old and very talkative. She talk too much and reveal info she is not su

My BOF fever is over! Go Jun Pyo love ended... I found a new love.. Here goes Jin Ho love on the way.... Lee Min Ho acting as Jin Ho in Personal Taste is killer! Killing my heart though... How I wish I am Park Gae In in that drama... How I wish I have gay pretty friend by my side and then he turn into a gentleman... wow!!! Call me freak call me lunatic but being in love to a character in the movie is my hobbies. hhahahahahahaha ( with my crazy laugh ) Got carried away a lil bit... back to reality.. Recruitment day just now is a flop! Many never turn up! I have 2 candidates turn up. One too shy to even talk and the other said got no ambition at all and also hate to take people instruction. mmmmmm.... don't know what to say... Guess!!!! all these people don't need a job. mmmm ... I will change to my plan B then. Talk to my Boss in Yangon, he sounded sick! Ah! continue sick and don't come back please!!! yeah! me with my evil mind again... My worst enemy whom just came back f

Last Friday was not so happening. Problem after problem at my work place. I feel tired to crack my head and try to maintain calm and try my best to solve it one by one. While I was driving home, my headhunter who introduce me to this new workplace, called me. mmmmm... well she were asking me about how am I doing in this company. My feedback was easy, don't do business with this company again if you want to maintain good rapport and not to spoil talented people future. Basically in harsh statement I would said " This is craps and hopeless company".She asked me to stay at least 6 months. I will not comment on that and this is my future you are talking about dear. Don't make me scream at you. So stop it!!! i am trying to be nice here.... I was rolling on my bed at 8.15am , and received a call asking me to bring her for baby clothes shopping. So Saturday end up, spend time at Jusco selecting baby clothes. Really get crazy to see all these cute baby clothes. Since she is e

I came from very tough and demanding environment... Expectation on work quality is high. I try my best to lower down my expectation on my people to suit their capacity.. I can't lower myself to low! Thats nonsense... we are doing business not running a charity organisation. But wait a minute... even charity organisation emphasis in good and quality service. Well... today I received one resignation. There are talks about me flying around this organisation and it fly to my ears. I am too hard on these people, maybe. Whatever! I can never please people. and I will never do that because I don't care what people say about me. My ultimate objective to give good service to people who employed me. But if you decided to hang around shaving your beard and shine your nails in this office, well you are dealing with the wrong leader here. I am one result orientated person. I will guide and teach you but I can't concern too much on how you do it. If I need concern on these small things,

I can't upload my photos for few weeks to my blog. I feel very upset because of this. Everytime I tried to upload, it will hang halfway through. Arggghhhh!!! so sick! I have my photo having breakfast with my friends @ Oldtown, JayaOne, eating Ramen at Korean Restaurant, Floria 2010 @ Putrajaya, Papa Rich Dimsum breakfast and also my July 2010 Size S,M&L gathering at Pavillion. So not happy because I can't store all this moment to my online diary. How if I die before even have time to upload this special moment in mylife??? Oh No!!!!! Yeah! me with my drama again.... What happen to me after keeping mum for few weeks? How is my work??? Hate it to even think about it? As mentioned earlier, as for work I am just let my destiny brings me to the next stop. I will not strive anymore. I am just going to let thing happen. Why? Maybe I feel tired! I did not stop striving for the past 20 years! I guess I feel down for a while. Last Saturday end up having my breakfast,lunch at Golden

Questions and statements that I hate the most for these 2 months. 1. How are you doing? 2. So.. you new job better than previous? 3. No more working late hours ha? 4. Look like your earning is better than previous. 5. No more lecture and nagging? 6. Easy job ha this time? 7. You are doing high level job since you earn your Master? and many more to list. In real fact, I am currently lost my direction in life. I am now like the brown leaf drop into the river and let the current to drag me to places which I don't even know where is my next stop. All these years, since I was 16 years old, I am trying hard to change my luck and my fate. I see drastic changes in my life. But I still find living my life is the most difficult thing to do right now! I would not talk about death, because that means no turning back point. So hopefully I am still strong enough and face the challenge in being a sole survivor. The only motivation left for me is ' My life is difficult but many others is facin

Situation 1 Me : Why do you think you deserve this much of salary? Candidate : Oh! my husband said I am good! (Aisshhh!!!! why suddenly your husband come into the picture? I am confuse!!!! helpppp!!!!) Situation 2 Me : Why do you ask for very high salary? Candidate : I have many commitment...my credit card bills , my baby sitter bills, my car loan , my house rent and bla bla bla... (Go on go on... I am listening.. I am charging 20% per annum daily compunded. Please fill in this form) Situation 3 Me : Please list down 3 strengths... Candidate : 1. Talk strong 2.Work strong 3. Listen strong I am almost burst out my laughter Me : How about your weakness? Name me one... Candidate : Headache (Aishhhhhh... like that also can... I almost go crazy.... ) Situation 4 Me : What is your hobbies? Candidate : Listen to music. Me : what kind of music? Candidate : Lady Gaga!!!! you know that Poker face singer??? (Aish!!!! poke your eyes then you know.... ) Situation 5 Me : One of your hobbies says you

Today is my unplanned Graduation Day!!! I never thought of going since I had received my parchment and spending money to be up on stage with that nervous feeling will kill me. Anyway, my friend keep telling me , I will not have this chance anymore unless I continue with Doctorate. Ah! make sense after Master will be Doctorate. Doctorate??? OMG!!!! I don't want this now. I want to earn money, save money and retire in style. Earn flat money? Yes! Save money ? Not yet! Retire in style???? Ohhhhhh!!!! looking at my situation now may be I can't even think about retiring.... uwwwaaaaa... Here goes ,my will be last convocation??? Maybe.... I am planning to migrate soon! soooooooo.... I need to work extra tripple hard from now on... Oh! by the way... my leave was not approved... so I am actually skip work for my convo... whatever... I don't give a damn... No flower , no bear for my convo? ah... nope.. Any supporter for my convo?? ah nope.. But I got myself unskilled photographer th

When you are just a human... you have your limitation in many things. Last Friday is the down time for me and up to today I am still feeling down...hopeless..helpless... worried... sad...uncertainty... Nobody to turn to. Suck in everything to myself and my body feel numb, my chest feel suffocated and my head feel heavy. What should I do? How long more you want to put me on your test? Is this what my life suppose to be? When ppl said every ppl fate is written up there and decided... is it really true??? Then, why should we bother to work anymore? I should just leave it to you and wait for the outcome? Is that what I should do? I know I am lucky in a way for having a good life but I feel difficult to maintain everything. I am worried about my future... I dont know what to do now... feeling lost in direction.

Yesterday evening while walking towards my gym at Menara Maxis, a Malay couple with their lil toddler was walking in front of me.What attract my attention to this couple is their lil toddler was walking bare foot. mmmmm.... her parent was very selfish to my thought. Both of them know how to protect their feet but they are very ignorance about the lil one. Then the wife turn to her back and asked her husband. "Dear! have you seen our other child?" OMG!!!! (Usher new song style) like that also can ar???? Malaysia sangat sangat boleh!!!!! The best thing is the husband replied. " Let him be le!!!!!" Arrrrrr???? My jaw drop to hear the reply. Then this couple and bare foot lil toddler walk ahead without even stop by and curious about their other kid whereabouts. I am very amaze with such thinking from a 'so called parent'. This morning while having my morning Yong Tau Foo AGAIN... I read this news about a woman won RM1.4million suit again Gombak Police. The suit