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Suddenly feel difficult to breathe again.... One of my left hand finger goes numb and I can see my blood stuck below the finger and blood seems don't flow correctly. My body feel very cold as ice. I went to see the same doctor again.... Me : Doctor! uwaaaaaaaaaa.... my finger feel numb...sob sob Doctor : Are you fever? Me : No! but I feel cold like in the freezer! sob sob huhuhuhuh Doctor : Do you feel stress today? Me : No! .... how Doctor??? why my finger numb??? uwaaaaaa ... am I going to die??? Doctor : Come lie down I take your temperature then your blood pressure! Me : o ok! sob sob Doctor : ooooo you blood pressure gone down very low.... your temperature a bit warm close to fever.. Me : Am I going to die??? why my finger numb?? Doctor : hahahaha no dear.... I can't explain why it numb.... because you are my first case like this....you just need to rest your mind and relax... don't panic like this ok? I will give you some medication to relax yourself...

When you feel like mental breakdown the best thing to do is talking to somebody. I am very shy to talk about my stress to people around me. So I decided to go to the nearest clinic and let it go to the doctor. Doctor is the stranger.... so if I feel embarrass then I don't have to see her again. The doctor is mid 30s lady. Doctor : How can help you? Me : I eat I throw up and I feel difficulties to breathe then I can't sleep too.. Doctor : Are you stress? Me : Nooooo... Doctor : Then anything bother you? .... work? how is your work? Me : uwaaaaaaaaaaa.... I have to do many things and i feel burden until I difficult to breathe now.... and me continue my whining bla bla bla bla     and with uuuuwwwwaaaaaaa.... sob sob (talking with my tears rolling down like raining cat and dog) Doctor : (quickly hand me box of tissue) shhhhhhh.... poor girl.... so young stress like this...do you want me to give you anti stress pills? Me : Dont want! ...isk isk sob sob Doctor : ok ok

 Thanks to my friend for his thoughts - Chocolate from Italy Life is unpredictable! I decided to end my year 2011 with another traveling adventure. I will be going off for a short trip less than 2 weeks from today. Where??? Not China because the weather  now is not suitable for me! I am afraid of cold... Somewhere more tropical..with live active volcanoes and huge jungle and rich of culturals !!! Best part ... I just booked myself a room at 'Gay Friendly' hotel!!! Ouccchhh!!! not aware  about that until yesterday after all the booking fully confirmed... Look like I will be meeting many handsome not straight man soon!!!! God knows what will happen???? Wait for my next update after my wildest adventure!!!! Tonight is Annual Dinner and God knows what to expect tonight...... so demotivated to attend function like this!!!  Big sigh!!!!! Whatever it is since tomorrow is Saturday and today is Friday.... I am going to sing shalalalalalalalala....

Last Thursday, a friend of mine treat me for a dessert... Tong Pak Fu @ KLCC I love dessert but don't really can take ice. I fall sick if I eat or drink anything cold...but the stubborn side of me...mmmmmm the rest see below Mango Milk snow ice.... refreshing!!!! Chocolate Snow Ice... yummy!!! Sesame Glutinuos Rice Balls.... I love this one delicious!!! I was shivering when eating those snow ice... and the moment I went back home my throat felt dry and fall sick the next morning of course!!!! My fault totally!!!!

This is my confession! Confession of everyday road user. Driving to office trap in heavy jam and back home also have to go through all this horrible jam. Whenever I am in traffic jam... here are my thought....  Stress!!!!! I wish I can just ride a bicycle to work.... I wish I could just abondon my car and walk on top of all those electric cable.... yeah! become roasted Rina then...  I wish my car could grow wings and fly off up onto the sky I wish I am hot witch!!! wink wink  ....... at the end I made up my mind!!! I wish I am cute 'Bubble' from Power Puff Girl!!!! Yippeyyy!!!! up to the sky girl!!! I am dreaming again...... wake up!!!! Yeah! I go crazy again...all because of horrible traffic jam everywhere and everytime.... STRESS!!!!

What is the craziest thing a girl could do??? Falling in love or crush on those handsome stars!!! I am not so saint and have my own idol crush time too.... Here goes start from my young and teenager years and until now when I can call myself a lady (too old to call myself girl now!) opppsss... before that thanks for google search for all my stars photo!!!! - don't sue me... Tommy Page popular with 'Shoulder to cry on' love him like crazy when I was around 15 - 16 years old   Now he grow older and I don't love him anymore.....  Johnny Depp in 21 Jump Street.... Oh Gosh!!!!! so crazy over him for many many years..... and now when he grow like.....   This!!!!! owhhhh.... why? why? He is not Hot anymore....I move on...  Aaron Kwok.... he is hot!!! then... he became like this.... I move on for another hot guy!!!! ehehehe  Wong Ka Kui the lead singer of Beyond (Canto rock star).... he died when he is so young and at the p

When I am tired.... I did silly things : - I tried to open my house grill door with my office door access card - I raised out my mobile phone instead of my smart tag when I am passing through the toll gate - I used my smart tag to open the gate at the guard house - I drove all the way to KLCC parking when I am suppose to make a 'U' turn back to go back home - I used my facial cleanser as moisturizer to my face - I used the tooth paste to wash my face - I tried to open other people's  car , when my car is only next to it - I replied message with alien language - I reached home open the door and straight jump to my bed and doz off... till my alarm goes off and I kept it silence..... at the end I was late to work!!! This is all true story and I had done it before...... which mean I am freaking tired!!!!

Sharing this information on how your blood type could link to your character. Japanese scientist Takeji Furukawa assigned character traits to each blood group in 1972 as follows: Type O * calm, * patient, * in control of their emotions, * strong-willed, * unyielding and * full of self-confidence despite a quiet appearance. Type A * reserved, * mild-mannered, * full of worry, * indecisive, * cautious, * deeply moved by things, * non-combative and * self-sacrificing. Type B * cheerful, * independent, * light-hearted, * talkative, * sensitive, * sociable, * caring and * flamboyant. Type AB: group B on the outside, but group A on the inside. Yours truly is totaly A type person! Co incidently I am full of worry, indecisive and as described! Whoa!!!! Anyway, don't believe all these too much. God created us with our own individual characteristic and all come in the package. Have a good weekend everyone!!!!

White Chocolate Macadamia Cake for Birthday girl.... mmmmm not me of course! Mix mushroom soup as starter! Seabass pasta...mmmm Finish with warm vanilla cupcake with chocolate sauce Gifts.... ...and gift again My shopping splash at Crabtree & Evelyn ....and the free gift I receive which is with a cost as above!!!! ....mmmmmm great shopping theraphy!

Christmas tree at Star hill gallery... almost the same every year! Mind my sloppy shot.... yeah! me with my lack of photography skills. Metrojaya @ Bukit Bintang Spirit of Christmas @ Pavillion My skills never improve until now :( Minus that green fella and that all those people the view should be fantastice Loitering around Tropicana City Mall last Sunday and found myself in a goodie land Christmas  Look like Hansel & Gretel FairyTales Giant cup cakes More cup cakes and ice creams.... mmmmm yummy!!!! mini Christmas set up in the office....