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When I received call from my coursemate last night saying result for MF is out, I feel very nervous. I expected to flunk on this subject because it was toughed.I am very nervous to even look at the result. So scary! But when I saw the result, my tears started rolling down.. Oh! my God... I don't need to re sit! yeay!!!! Happy! happy! God Bless me! Thank you.. Thank you.. Although just a pass without a credit I more than happy and thankful... For E&I as expected I got it through smoothly and as long as I maintain credit in my result I more than happy. A distinction will be a bonus to me. So far manage to get through with all credits on 5 subjects plus 1 pass. Its tough though. Good! everything as schedule and hey finish my MBA on Feb 2010 .. here I come... I am planning for far away trip after my MBA. Adventurous Rina is going backpacking to London or Brisbane coming Feb or Mar. And for now... I need to concentrate on my new subjects which starting since 9th May 2009. Next week ...

How to start this week post? Nothing interesting in my life and I feel boring Let me see...I just got back from my North trip. Not that great but just fine! Back to work overloaded as usual but manageable. Health not so good as I am feeling very weak and hope everything back to normal by end of this week as I seriously need to catch up on my studies and assignments. I just not in the mood to start anything but hey I still need to force myself or else..... Looking for swimming instructor to teach this fat ass woman how to float and swim. I need to swim to stay in shape and healthy currently all my exercise routine seems doesn't work at all.However , my biggest fear is to get into the pool. I can't swim without not getting in?? hehehe Let me go and soak my feet there first for a start. One toe in at one time then the whole feet in then walah... got in and float. Ah! the water very cold and how if somebody pee in the pool damn I will get itchy whole body.

Quite long time, I didn't drive back to North alone. I guess almost 3 years. This Friday I will be driving back alone for the 1st time. I normally car pooling with my Sis since my car is old junk and quite dangerous to travel that far. But now since she got married and I bought new wheel and also expecting busy for next 2 month, I just grab the chance to pay a visit to my old folk. Yeah! owe them due to last Raya end up only one night due to unexpect tragedy. How I feel right now?? Nervous actually because I am afraid I will get lost. I always have bad sense in term of direction. Remember when 1st time bought my car and suppose to drive back for Raya for the 1st time. I told my mum I will be starting my journey at 5.30am and by 9.30am I am still in KL trying to find way to get into the NSE. Yeah! that bad. My full tank petrol need to refill due to too many rounding. Make thing worst its Fasting month! I am so panic like mad and almost give up. Early morning call whoever I can just ...

Today, I am feeling good as usual because is Monday! Monday is 'The Mother' of the week so it is important to start my week right or else... Work as usual nothing new.. meeting few scary look people. I left around 6.30pm with good spirit and thought will do SERIOUS revision for my studies. On the way home stuck in traffic jam at Kerinchi Link towards federal highway as usual le.. But... today a bit different One hot guy in Dark Grey Honda City beside me hihihi... I suddenly feeling flirty.. ( yeah! I am bad today) I look at the guy and he also look at me.. just want to test power hahaha I throw my sweetest and seductive smile to him and wink hahahah BAD RINA! Very unusual of me.. mid life crisis like that le.. POWERFUL ONE!!! Response... haha he actual look at me smile and wink back.. as mentioned he is at the other lane. He look so adorable but... Seriously I feel guilty.. When the traffic start moving he actually accidently kiss the car in front of him. Oooopppsss ! not my f...

Yesterday (Saturday) is the best day for me. I love travelling and be adventurous and discover new places. Its all started with going to Semenyih Post Office to collect documents and Semenyih Town is new place for me. Semenyih town is very busy and very small and old town. I reached there around 1.30pm and its lunch time and then I decided to have lunch at the restaurant nearby. Ordered one Mee Jawa and Lychee then add on 5 mutton , 5 chicken and 2 Perut Satay. Wow! I ate a lot yesterday. Despite being told by my chiro doc in the morning not to take too much meat and hard thing as my jaw allignment still not in good condition. As usual I love to break the rules... Oh ya! talking about my adventurous day yesterday... After collected the documents then suppose to head back home. But suddenly I remember watched one tv programme on Ostrich Farm near to Semenyih. Aiks! thought I saw the signage just now on the way to the town... so I divert to Ostrich Farm instead of heading back home. Actu...

The other day when I was talking to one friend, I did mentioned about my worries on who is going take care of my body when I am dead? How?? Since my family is way too distance from me. Its not that I am not good with them, I just got so carried away with my career and totally don't know how to pick up from where I left. I am totally feel embarassed on my attitude towards maintain good relationship with them. As much as my PR skill is 'sucks' towards people around me same goes towards my 'so called' family too! I am that bad ha??? Yeah! I don't deny! I am concern about my feeling too much until I am afraid to show my affection towards others. I just afraid to get hurt and to get turn down.I don't like disappointment. This is also affected my personal relationship as well. I am too afraid for rejection or disagreement. or maybe feel unhappy with me or anything that make people judge me. I wish to have close knit family like other people. Sisters or broth...

I started out very bubbly and chirpy as usual on Monday morning. Everything went hair wired after lunch. No.. no.. not due to heavy lunch! I just took mushroom omellet and my favourite 'okra' for lunch. Maybe part of it due to my 2nd day PMS. Yeah! when you are not married and mid 30s your hormones tend to influence your system and emotion. I can't deny this. Mid life crisis hahaha... Yeah yeah I still can laugh despite having a bad day. Not too bad but still unexpected for Monday. What happen after lunch? I got bad migrane and make thing worst I have to maintain my sweet smile despite being in pain just to make sure my emotion doesn't affect people around me... If not people will start saying yeah!!! she is not married and lack of sex thats why so emotional....Ah! so painful.. I went back on time today. Thank God! my Boss went home early today. My uterus part very painful plus my head feeling like got hammered or something. I still need to drive home.. on the way feeli...