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Finally , can have normal Sunday like others do. Woke up with very good mood. surfing to net and received orders from my beauty store. mmm ... I feel so good! In the afternoon, study products knowledge for my coming interview on 8th Nov . Hope everything goes well for me. God! bless me for my fighting for the store... I want it I want it... help me with this. I am putting my 105% effort and hope God grant me with 45% luck! In the evening went Pavillion for my favorite Yau Char Koay with porridge and Ipoh Seafood Curry Laksa, then treat myself with soft and creamy J&J Co. doughnut! Heaven!!!! Back home re charge for tomorrow war at work! Suddenly my spirit goes down to the drain!

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I have a very bad migraine these days! My head feel heavy and hurt. I miss my favourite TV shows. I miss to read newspaper every morning. I miss my life I can play I can sit down and dream and can lie down on bed at some other time other than at 12.00 midnight. I miss my old days! My life right now seems to be full of too much serious thing! It hurt me a lot! Is this a sign I am getting older? These days my life all about working and working and studying and studying. Well for now... how about next year? How my life gonna be? No more study but just working? Am I still going to be at the same place? I hope not! I need to plan for next year. Next year is not far from now. I can't find time to plan... thats my biggest problem now. My place now in a mess. Don't have time to do proper cleaning. Gosh! so tired right now but still need to crack my head for my IB case studies! Nak mati rasanya... Maybe I will die due to overworked myself! One day everything just malfunction and there I

Tomorrow its another new week. Monday! I am suppose to feel positive about Monday. I don't know why, I feel not so good. Maybe I am nervous. 3 reason to feel nervous this week. 1st - My interview coming up on 20th (Tues). I need to load my brain with all those serious info. Serious meaning business talks. Get myself updated. I don't what to expect but I definate try my best. I need to get myself into this corporate world if I want to be somebody important. Yes! This is important... can I make it to be in the corporate scene? What do I need to sacrifice? I don't know... I hope not a big one... My current small timer business its my preparation if my bunion feet getting serious and also for my old age. Most of it extra income which I think helps me a lot! 2nd - How to skip my work to go for that interview? I feel guilty about this. However, my future is more important.. don't you think so??? Hope everything fine and God give me courage for this 'white lie'! 3rd -

Finish my Leadership exam just now! One down one more to go! This one need trillion effort and really really really need to buck up or I doom! I am seriously cannot even look at all those people who cause me just a pass for group assignment. I feel like vomitting to see their faces just now! I can't forgive them until now. Yes! my heart not that big to forgive such unforgivable wrong doings on me. We can avoid this thing and can at least earn a credit! Its not I cannot handle pressure to do last minute job. Well, I have done this many many times but that was work and due to not enough information or what so ever. However, this one really can be avoided and do a well plan and structured. If you guys and old woman follow my structure sent earlier , we may do as good as other team. My hand was so tired just now, writing and writing . I need more practise so that I don't feel hurt during exam due to writing too much. After exam I went straight home. I walked out with hope to get at

Yes! I neglected my blog for quite sometimes. I have been very busy and need to focus on something more important. My 35th Birthday on 12 Oct 2009 Nothing special! I declared half working day and end up running errants up and down for half a day. Rushing for interview appointment all the way at Kota Damansara. Then rushing back before post office close to arrange delivery for my downline in Sabah and Sarawak. I end up having lunch around 4.30pm! Night time thought of having sushi for dinner but end up at Manhattan Fish Market. Well my verdict is 1st time is my last time. The food was so oily! Yucks!!! Ended my Birthday night with nobody want to propose to me. So sad and sian!!!! sob sob sob.. end up being alone until I die...what a looser!!! Tomorrow is deepavali but also I am sitting for exam at 10am. Leadership Dynamics. Am I prepared??? No comment! I will try my best! I just launch new website selling general heathcare products. Hope it will do well! My ads will run starting tomorro

Today since morning when I reached office and thing about the workload waiting for me and the needs to change hats many time make me feel sick! Angry! Furious! My anger level up to my almost maximum limit.. I feel like want to kill myself immediately to end the story! But when I think about how messy is my house (I cleaned last week but the messiness come back again hehehe) I love to throw thing so what you want me to do.. mmm at least if i die the house is in order so when other come to the house will have a good thoughts about me. From morning to the evening , I just like wanna cry (almost cry though) and feel angry angry angry... Then reached home went for mini gym for a threadmill walk for 30 minutes. At least my anger reduce and manage to calm myself down. Drink horlicks for dinner! Then here goes my study! I am about to open my leadership text book here come my Goo Jun Pyo to my mind. So end up watching Boys Before Flower again! Aishhhh! thought of watching 2 episode but end up w