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Last 2 weeks been a madness week for me. Classes, assignments,works, deadlines and more and more. I was very stressed. Xmas & New Year this year is not that happening and what I am waiting for like previous years. I just hope 2009 never end. When its end , I am afraid to face 2010. I am afraid to face what coming for me. I dont know what to expect. I believe I worked hard these 3 years. Although, I can feel my life change from 15 years ago but I am still lack of something. I need a life. Life like a normal people do. Not just about working only. Coming week will be another stressful weeks for me . Yes this will only end after Jan 2010. So my life from now on till then will be up side down and stressful one! I almost skip my usual Xmas Dinner with Big B , Lil J and Pretty Xiao Mei. I will find room to meet them although I feel hard to breathe with my tight schedule. I will still find time to go back home to spend time with the old ones! Although right now I feel betrayed by their be

I feel suffocated with too many deadlines coming up! Current workload at workplace. My study, assignments, exams. My interview for my ecosway shop and many festive coming up. Xmas dinner and year end dinner with friends. I just dont know how to allocate my time and which one to chase after. Month of November 2009 Week of 15th - 19th : 1. MRC assignment no. 1 due date on 20th 2. Company Xmas & Year end Night with Client 3. eCosway 1st trial interview and form submission 22nd Week 22nd - 29th 1. Raya Haji on 27th definately need to drive back Taiping in 27th morning. Hopefull come back by 29th early morning. 2. SCS assignment 2 - due date on 3rd Dec 3. Co. Accounts & reporting Month of Dec Week 29th Nov - 6th Dec 1. SCS assignment 2 due date on 3rd Dec 2. MRC assignment 2 due date on 11th Dec Week 7th - 13th 1. MRC assignment 2 due date on 11th 2. SCS Class on 11th - 13th 3. SCS Presentation on 13th Week 14th - 20th 1. SCS Assignment 1 written report due on 20th 2. Executor staff

Next week will be a busy and stressful week for me. Thanks to one person who always trying to cheer me up... Brings me to Malacca since I have been requesting for this trip for quite a while. Main reason to Malacca this time is to visit Jonker Walk and hunt for best Nyonya Cendol. Happy smile.... near to river side under the hot sun.. Hot hot hot Ah... who is that fatty woman?? Hungry hungry thirtsty thirsty Hot hot.. faster take my photo Here goes my Supermodel post!!! I am at Laksamana Point Holland??? or Malacca??? Back lane and river side... mmmm many things can be done Boat ride... Jonker jonker... I am coming Yes!!! finally i am here.. lets the hunt begin!!! 1st dessert called Amoy - Fishy shape waffle with nyonya kuih pandan flavour as filling 2nd - gula melaka nyonya cendol mmmmm yummy..... Cendol - ok la can't really taste that gula melaka Nice door and signage Fruitty chocolate.. delicious Jonker walk Waiting for dinner Grilled cockles & lala & sushi... mmmm y

I am so Octopus... My patient level is over my head... Feeling like exploding ... well of course not orgasm explode but seriously feeling like my head is exploding. I feel like couldn't take it anymore. Rina this Rina that and at this age I am still like this. I feel so a looser right now! When is it everything going to be under my control? When is the time I can manage all this thing well? Am I having a problems handling critical issues or I am just not strong enough? I hope I can manage myself well this time, I mean maintain my composure and bleed inside... mm not period bleeding but heartsick bleeding! God! give me some strength to manage all this dark forces around me. Please help me to get rid of this bad thing. Crying inside and here goes my migraine getting back to me... This is what happen if I am keeping up my anger to myself. Suffer and my head is getting heavy and heavy... Time for Dart Board! Imagine the Dart Board is his face and kill kill kill die die my anger...

As I read today The Star newspaper , I feel upset. Winter Wonderland and The Forbidden Palace in Beijing blanketed in white. I wish I was there to feel the coldness and see the beautiful scene of all white. Why Forbidden Palace? I don't know why ever since I was 15 years old I feel belong there. Maybe I am once a concubines or Sweet Princess or maybe I am an Empress or maybe sweet helper in that palace. I just feel the connection. Todays news and photo make my heart crying inside wanted to be there. Maybe in last time I died due to freeze to death? Who knows! Well enough about my dream to be in Beijing. I read an email from my Mei Mei and she was so heart broken and demotivated. Yes ! I understand her feeling very well. I know this is coming... I just hope she could be strong enough to face this evil creature! I just pray for her to hold on and stay positive. I just hope she could make use of her ability and her unique fighting energy and be on top of this evil creature. Dont let t

Enjoy this weekend while I can. Next week will be my 1st interview to open Cosway Shop. Right after will be my final term. Then my days will full with study, assignments and assignments. Here come another Raya... ahhhh another Raya? Why so many??? Halloween... since nobody invite me for Halloween Party so decided to entertain myself with some sushi and my favourite walnut brownies...mmm yummy... Sunday decided to enter Maggie My way contest.... Milky Curry Mee... Sushi King... and I am Sushi Princess Sushi Princess cheese shushi??? Cutie Cutie .... 2 + 2 = 4 ahahaahaha My Brownies & Choc Fudge & me.. Ahhhh.... so delicious and sweeeeeettttt ...mmmmm Cutie Cutie .... 2+2 = 4 yup!!! still 4 Maggie My Way Sedap tak??? mmmm boleh laaaaaa... enough for my Sunday Brunch..

My 35th birthday is on 12 Oct 2009 ,Monday. Its just another day , nothing special but I am getting older. When we get older, what do we get? Wrinkles.. Health not so good.. Boob and booty are sagging hahahaha But I can feel I am getting wiser.. well ageing not that bad after all. Happy because this year manage to visit the unfortunate home and deliver them some dry food. Thats all I can afford! Just love to see their welcome and happy face. No matter what race and what is your religion and I don't bother about your past but whats matter we are all trying our best to survive in this world. Our existense here is not by our wish but some how we were created. Waiting for dinner to be served. I was so stressed up thinking about exam another 4 days. even my bra strap is twisted lol Try my best to stay positive .. cheer up!!! I am so pale and fat!! so sad.. my stress seriously goes down to my waist a lot this year!!! I never been this fat and flabby.. so damn ugly arggggghhhh!!! Never tr

Yes! I know Min Ho in Malaysia. He was in Sg Wang and I am at Pavillion. I may like his act as Jun Pyo in BBF. I may adore him and like him but not that crazy to wait for him and see him from far. I still can control myself. My addicted is just I watched BBF for almost 40 times! Yes! almost every night! May consider buying the DVD rather than watch online or spoil my sis DVD ahahaha ... She will kill me.. I categorise myself as mature fan! Hihihii... The one that like you but wont cry over you. The one will watch you over and over again but wont spend a dime on you. The one who will obsess to see your photo then only off to bed but if I ever meet you one day.. I will not care to say hi or even show the interest!!!! Thats all about my craziness on BBF. I just hope they could come out with season 3 another 2 years! Anyway , just Min Ho who came here not Jun Pyo. The person that I really fall in love with , is not even exist. He just a character and I can see him in different version. Man

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNjiqygkBDw Do you know what's worth fighting for, When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins. One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fightOne, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky, You and I When you're at the end of the road And you lost all sense of control And your thoughts have taken their toll When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul Your faith walks on broken glass And the hangover doesn't pass Nothing's ever built to last You're in ruins.