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Put your hands on the air everyone!!!! Its weekend coming..... and today is Friday. How hard is today, I will endure it.... I will be positive despite going to face those people this afternoon. Heaven! its going to be a long meeting and long Friday for me.....Princess fighting!!! Owww!!! getting chubbier than before.... need to eat less need to eat less need to eat less.....exercise more exercise more exercise more exercise more.... 

Today post may be a bit distubed for some of you... Please read further to understand my good intention! Let us be thankful to what we have now... I am not trying to scare everyone off my blog. On 2 Jan 2012, while having my morning coffee, I read this sad story about this 15 years old girl. Her name is Sahar Gul from Kabul and she is only 15 years old. Married off 7 months ago to evil family. From that day her nightmare begin... The evil in-law including the bloody husband tortured her like she has no feeling at all. They tortured her because she don't want to be a prostitute..... hell that family!!! She is currently being treated in hospital and her condition is totally bizzare state. Reading all this.... how do you feel? Your currently life still unfortunate? Still wanna grumble? For all...thankful for the shelter, for food,for job,for monthly salary,necessity we own! When we think our life is pitiful, please think about others who may

Year 2012 will be a challenging year for me. I am not going to set any resolution this year! Tired to list resolutions when most of what I listed last year , either half way through or never even get started..... Oh! what the heck! Checking on the astrologer for Tiger in Dragon year. Well since Dragon and Tiger when they meet they will fight to the max, then this year Tiger in Dragon year will be noisy...Oh! damn!!! The reading doesn't motivate me at all. What the heck! It says : - Must be careful not to be emotional and control temper this year - Oh! what the heck! when my emotional is totally like a merry go round. My hot temper and impatientness are beyond describe.... ok I will try to slow down! - be careful not so stubborn - Oh! what the heck! my stubborness is beyond repair hehehe - career - it says not so lucky...damn! need to work harder this year? - health - Oh! its says not so lucky too.... mmmm need to take care.. mmmmm... anyway there is mi

This my latest Power Puff Girl Collection items. So adorable!!! Buttercup - sticker dispenser Bubble - Memo pad dispenser Blossom - stamp So happy to place all three on my writing table. :))))

A cup of Latte in the festive morning  Follow with a great brunch.... Mushroom Lasagna with Salad  A festive atmosphere deco or just go for Seafood Aglia Olio Maybe start with Belgian Potatoes fries top with Cheddar Cheese Cream Sauce Listening to beautiful and soothing carol Beautiful atmosphere and make our heart feel calm Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all friends and WWW

Reach early in the morning! Hope they allow me to check in early. Yeah Yeah... I know subject to the room availability. I was out from house since 4:00 am to catch that 7:00am flight. Yup! thanks to MAS don't know how to fly to that place direct and force me to take that AirAsia.  AirAsia always fly at the odd hours which I hate the most. I was sick since Monday. As usual body heat and down with on and off fever. Throat is dry like a dessert place. Good luck to me to explore Jogyakarta with this kind of condition. I am praying hard to God not to let me just stay in Hotel because of my health condition. Fluaway!!!! Fever go away!!!! Headache go away!!! Cough go away!!!! Good Health...I welcome you..... Thank you God!!!! for looking after me always!!!

Last Sunday, woke up at 8:00am.... huarrrrgghhhh!!!! so early in the morning for Sunday! mmmmm..... thats explained my Panda eyes,huh? Joy Garden Home again for my regular contribution. Hope can bring happiness and they can enjoy good food. 25 people in the home. Mix women and men and mostly old folks and also some mentally retarded teenager. They welcome me with a cheerful smile  at early in the morning! Thank you God for your bless  and will contribute more to Joy Garden Home next year!

Last 2 weeks have been a nightmare with my own self conflict. Normal... for us living person. One day we are happy and next we are sad and next we gone crazy like mad woman. I was so sick until feel like I want to die ... .yeah work stress... Can't eat, headache, can't breathe, can't sleep, so suffer last 2 weeks..... Admit it I loose with my own self egoistic attitude... stubborn case! Self destructive attitude to be exact....mmmmm smells like DANGER!!!! Manage to clear off my mind and go over this by burying  myself with all those addictive korean drama hehe... sleepless night in my own world after a week ... I am back to normal me..... yeah yeah sounds a bit immature but hey..... as long as I don't go crazy and kill myself, right!!!! Flower Boy Ramyun - very entertaining!!!! Man of Honor (Glorious Jane) - love the story line

Festive mood is everywhere now.... Decorations and items sell on shelf.... the feeling is WOW! Me... sitting , reflecting and thinking.... Any achievement this year? mmmmm.... what should I do next year? Anyway, for past few weeks I was stress and sick..... hey! I am not going to be that way for long!!!!!  I am a survivor! My fighting spirit is like..... hehehehe power puff girl... of course! This coming Friday I am flying out of here..... to the land of cultural and ancient history.....

Suddenly feel difficult to breathe again.... One of my left hand finger goes numb and I can see my blood stuck below the finger and blood seems don't flow correctly. My body feel very cold as ice. I went to see the same doctor again.... Me : Doctor! uwaaaaaaaaaa.... my finger feel numb...sob sob Doctor : Are you fever? Me : No! but I feel cold like in the freezer! sob sob huhuhuhuh Doctor : Do you feel stress today? Me : No! .... how Doctor??? why my finger numb??? uwaaaaaa ... am I going to die??? Doctor : Come lie down I take your temperature then your blood pressure! Me : o ok! sob sob Doctor : ooooo you blood pressure gone down very low.... your temperature a bit warm close to fever.. Me : Am I going to die??? why my finger numb?? Doctor : hahahaha no dear.... I can't explain why it numb.... because you are my first case like this....you just need to rest your mind and relax... don't panic like this ok? I will give you some medication to relax yourself...

When you feel like mental breakdown the best thing to do is talking to somebody. I am very shy to talk about my stress to people around me. So I decided to go to the nearest clinic and let it go to the doctor. Doctor is the stranger.... so if I feel embarrass then I don't have to see her again. The doctor is mid 30s lady. Doctor : How can help you? Me : I eat I throw up and I feel difficulties to breathe then I can't sleep too.. Doctor : Are you stress? Me : Nooooo... Doctor : Then anything bother you? .... work? how is your work? Me : uwaaaaaaaaaaa.... I have to do many things and i feel burden until I difficult to breathe now.... and me continue my whining bla bla bla bla     and with uuuuwwwwaaaaaaa.... sob sob (talking with my tears rolling down like raining cat and dog) Doctor : (quickly hand me box of tissue) shhhhhhh.... poor girl.... so young stress like this...do you want me to give you anti stress pills? Me : Dont want! ...isk isk sob sob Doctor : ok ok

This is my confession! Confession of everyday road user. Driving to office trap in heavy jam and back home also have to go through all this horrible jam. Whenever I am in traffic jam... here are my thought....  Stress!!!!! I wish I can just ride a bicycle to work.... I wish I could just abondon my car and walk on top of all those electric cable.... yeah! become roasted Rina then...  I wish my car could grow wings and fly off up onto the sky I wish I am hot witch!!! wink wink  ....... at the end I made up my mind!!! I wish I am cute 'Bubble' from Power Puff Girl!!!! Yippeyyy!!!! up to the sky girl!!! I am dreaming again...... wake up!!!! Yeah! I go crazy again...all because of horrible traffic jam everywhere and everytime.... STRESS!!!!

What is the craziest thing a girl could do??? Falling in love or crush on those handsome stars!!! I am not so saint and have my own idol crush time too.... Here goes start from my young and teenager years and until now when I can call myself a lady (too old to call myself girl now!) opppsss... before that thanks for google search for all my stars photo!!!! - don't sue me... Tommy Page popular with 'Shoulder to cry on' love him like crazy when I was around 15 - 16 years old   Now he grow older and I don't love him anymore.....  Johnny Depp in 21 Jump Street.... Oh Gosh!!!!! so crazy over him for many many years..... and now when he grow like.....   This!!!!! owhhhh.... why? why? He is not Hot anymore....I move on...  Aaron Kwok.... he is hot!!! then... he became like this.... I move on for another hot guy!!!! ehehehe  Wong Ka Kui the lead singer of Beyond (Canto rock star).... he died when he is so young and at the p