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Dark Lord or White Lord and I end up giving up myself to the Gray Lord instead.Neutral is the best if you are not daring enough to face the outcome. What is my next plan? No plan. As mentioned earlier my new year 2011 is to live as it is and let my destiny take me. I just want to wait for what is next and play along with my destiny. I come to the point of no point working too hard. I hope I could do this and just work for the sake of working and at same time enjoy for happier life. Again, work and work until 3rd Quarter . Then I will spend my time play and play on the 4th Quarter. At least , I can still travel out and open up my eyes to other world before I leave this world. Let me play along with my destiny this year.... Since most of us believe everything is written up there... then let me see what God store for me this year. I have faith in you and I believe everything happens with a reason behind. Good or Bad I have no choice to accept it as it is!

Talk about soft hearted!!!! I win 5 times in a row... Hard outside soft inside..... Na Uh-dduk-hae ??? (in korean means What should I do??) What should I do with myself??? I can't pass people who asked me for favor. all my life I am living for people and not for myself. When can I learn to live for myself? Am I strong enough to put myself first then others??? Am I going to make it this year??? Well hopefully , early year complication means positive sign??? or it just another bad start? I hope to see this as positive and when I start with complicated way means I have more time to rectify things and make things better???? OK! I will try to solve all this complication one at the time and will take it positively. I need to be clear and hope can think and will sort out at least 70% as what I want it to be. Cindyrina fighting!!!!! Jia yor jia yor!!!

I started my new year week with a healthy routine. Good that i received few orders from UK and from one rare country call Cyprus. Wonder where is this Cyprus and last week I received one from Kazakhstan. Wow! shocking.... never imagine to do business with these countries. Last year I got chance to deal with Brazil and Israel. Major bulk of business from either UK, US or Australia. Small money but at least something , and it counts when you are jobless and hope my business prosper this year. I am now getting use to get my body work out with my Zumba fitness dance routine and force myself to do 100 sit up. Hope can get my 49kg back in 2 months time. Its all depends on me. Owwwhhh!!!! I need H2O.... Career, I have job interview tomorrow at 11.00am (this one with the dark lord). Coming Wednesday I have another job interview with the white lord. mmmm hahahaha sounds like Star Wars??? Yeah my life now like in Star Wars movie and I am a mid age Jedi Anarkin Sky Walkrina hehehehe.Yeah Yeah me

Happy New Year to all human kind and other species on earth!!! I started my new year with bad health condition. My blood pressure drop again and was headache and vomitting again. Although I am very tight up with my preparation to my next year life, I still manage to spend time with my old buddies of 15 years at De Palma. 4 remain single and 2 married with on kid. Everybody success in their own way and I am very proud of them. When you talk about new year many will say, lets start a new book. or let us make list of resolution to achieve. I am one of them previously. I made a long list and not many in the list is achieveable . Hahahaha it was easy to list down but not so easy to make a move to achieve them one by one. I can say first step and determination is important to make it happen. OK this year I will not do anymore resolution. I will live my life as it is and goes with the time. No more list. No more empty promises to myself. I want to see what is the different to live the life wi

Every where I go , I will observe people around me and create my own story... Yeah! if it is not because of my non photogenic camera face I would become an actress by now or a script writer ..huh! it is just my dreams. I still dreaming to be an actress but afraid to pursue my dreams. Why? I know my emotional not so strong enough to handle all the critics from others! I am a little mermaid and I want to find my way back to my under water world.... Digging! digging! digging... ahhh!!!! water water... I am almost there... Life is difficult! but I will move on with my head up! I just want to play dead! omo omo who is going to feed my 12 kids at home ??? ah! I can't play dead yet! Berapa bu? Tauhu nya?? sedap nggak??? you think you the only one customer??? sedap ni sedap ni... semuanya ya! saya beli!!!! 1 2 3...... Yeay!!!!!! We in Bali!!!!! Son! if you can dig thumb of gold for me I will bring you back home.... if not... you better dig your own

I have a feeling I am gonna start my new year with running nose.... I can feel it coming....the symptom and the sneezing... huhuhuhuh I dont like it this way :( Back to my long journey in Bali kekeke... when I said my 24th Dec 2010 ends at Taman Ayun Temple... I am wrong hahaha... I finished my Bedugul Trip late afternoon. But hey! it is Christmas Eve why should I stuck in the hotel watching that Indon sad drama. mmmmm armed with my camera and of course my passport and cash (dont want to end up in Bali lock up because I am foreigner here). I went strolling by Legian beach and noticed many people sitting waiting anxiously... what are they waiting for? Just like normal human curiosity comes to my mind. I waited like others... I stand there and look at the same direction like other human.... not alien ok repeat again human!!! Owhh!!!! magical! I am fascinating and like being hypnotised with the creation of God! Beautiful! marvellous! amazing.... hehehe a bit out of space because this is m

Here goes my part 3 for Bedugul Trip... my 24th Dec 2010 ends here....Taman Ayun Temple. Emperor temple and garden. Beautiful scenery everywhere. I love this view as much as I love Tanah Lot. I didn't make my trip to Uluwatu since they are having major worshipping starting 23rd Dec 2010 for 3 days. It will be crowded and I just settled for good self touring aroung Kuta and Legian by myself on foot. kekekekeke yeay!!!! I surrender myself to the sun and also witness God creation... the beautiful sunset view at Legian Beach... i will put in my next post and I have drama in bali too ..... Cannot enter this place so just snap from outside... they are preparing for worshiping...yeay!!! now I know why people practice Yoga in Bali.... spiritual place...and my driver said they have magic like harry potter and ' lord u know who' kekekeke ... I like the roof of all the temples... according to my driver again the black roof only can be used for temple... house and any other can't u