Sunday, November 29, 2009

Assignments assignments assignments

Mum spoil me with loads of chocolates

Yesterday post show my determination to finish up my assignments.
Well... its a failed mission.
I was reading Monsanto case study yesterday then feeling tired.
Decided to lie down on the bed. It was 5.30pm.
I woke up when feeling hurt on my bladder.
Yup! seriously hurt.
Went to toilet and then thought of continue lying down on the bed.
See the clock and almost jump out the bed.
Aik!!! 2.00am?
Checked the clock at my dining then confirm at my phone clock then another watch.
Ahhhh!!!! I overslept myself...
Here goes my assignments..
End up continue sleeping until 6.45am.
Wake up ,clean myself get a coffee and continue my assignments.
Seiously , locked myself in and my meal until now just a guava, rambutan and chocolate and everything mum gave me to bring back home. Feeling hungry for proper meal right now! But it is late for dinner. I will wait for tomorrow to have proper meal.

Up to now , I finished 2 cases out of 4 cases to analyse for 3rd Dec due date.
Ahhhhhh!!! so angry with myself for overslept!
I know my body feel very tired but hey! I cannot afford to sleep.
I can't turn back time.

Late afternoon just now received one sms from my staff saying she need to take Emergency Leave due to her grandma past away.
Reported to Boss right away and as usual he required a report and daily update from her.
Ah! come on....people died people died people in grief people least have some mercy and compassionate...I am the one who feel hurt!

God! Almighty!
Can you answer me at this moment why do you create such cold hearted people in this earth???
Can I pour the hold water and make this man heart melt?

Well... I miss my Staturday night.
I am still doing my case study...
When can I complete this?
Hopefully by tomorrow night!

Tomorrow need to drag myself to work..

Thank you God for providing me job and to sustain me until now.

Thank you for the food! Thank you for the good health! Thank you for giving me a comfortable life. I love you God!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Yes I am back

Mum bought me Teddy! yipeeee...
Friday morning woke up as early as 3am and start my journey around 4am.
It was dark! duh! early morning!
Many cars thought...
Since my eye sight not so good with driving in the dark, along the way at highway I kept seeing the flying lorries above me.
Well I can't really see the fly over above me so everytime one big lorry pass by on the flyover it will look like as if the lorry is flying above me. Woooo my hair standing and feel spooky everytime its happen.

I was so hungry since my journey started very early.
Tried to find food at every R&R was seriously a disappointment.
Yup! end up reach Taiping around 7am with my gastric.... ouchhhh!!!

I head straight to kitchen when reached home that day!
Yeah! my mum chicken rendang and fried rice...

Then I cook Laksa Sarawak for everybody... well very tiring.
Not that nice anyway ehehehe well my so called once a year cooking... what to do I am one busy woman.
With only 2-3 hours sleep before seriously make me almost dead that day.

But hey since I need to go back KL the next day I did not sleep at all during that day. Only go to sleep around 11.35pm that night after long chat with mum.

Yeah Mum..
I feel betrayed and you bribe me with teddy.
you are forgiven for time being...:)
My new teddy my new teddy...

Son in law or monthly allowance from me?
Choose only one...
Yes! I am cruel in this sense but hey stop nagging me..
I didn't trouble any of you..
I am independent I don't need a man to survive...
Stop it mum or you dont get any of the choices anymore..
and even loose me...
Yes! I am capable in doing so..

Since going back KL the next day so I thought its not so polite to doz off and not mingling around with my mum and dad.
And of course before that helping mum cleaning up in the kitchen because her grandchildren is seriously the spoil brat. Well if they are my children I will spank them one by one and hang them on the moving ceiling fan ehehehehe child abuser in the making !
Yup! they are that type who eat and leave everything to the so called maid in the house.
I am so angry but yeah I manage to control my temper ahahaha I improve a lot!
Tried my best to control my best to confront anybody that day just to ensure everybody have peaceful raya.
Yup! I suck up and swallow all my angers to myself... well end up it goes down to my waist again!

This morning woke up around 7am shower and cook my blackpepper fried meehoon for everybody. Well thumbs up from everyone in the house... mmmm not bad!!! ehehehe

I started my journey around 9.35am and reach back KL around 12.45 noon.

OK now back to reality and hiding myself in the house until tomorrow for my assignments.... ah!!! another torturing moment for me a so called 'The Princess' ?

Don't you think I am one pathetic Princess????
or I am one overworked Princess?

Happy holiday everyone.....

Monday, November 23, 2009

New Baby

When everybody is crazy on owning an apple Iphone, me too have same ambition.
But what stop me is the budget.
I can't afford RM2k for jz a phone.
However , my determination to realise my dreams is more than anything!
I received mine today!
China version Iphone called odyssey.
I can use 2 sim card.
Can watch TV, WIFI,Radio and many more function.
I believe functions is more than Apple Iphone.
How much it cost me? mmmmmm less than RM500.
I just need to get use of this new gadget of mine.
This is my 35th Birthday gift cum xmas gift cum New Year gift to myself.
Hope I can enjoy this new gadget of mine :)
I manage to download Wondergirl - Nobody for my ringtone ahahahaha happy nye...
Oh ya not forgetting my SCS & MRC assignments.... uhuhuhuhuh I need to get back to my reality now.... ah! can't wait for Feb 2010 then...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Pre Xmas 2009

Last 2 weeks been a madness week for me.
Classes, assignments,works, deadlines and more and more.
I was very stressed.
Xmas & New Year this year is not that happening and what I am waiting for like previous years.
I just hope 2009 never end.
When its end , I am afraid to face 2010.
I am afraid to face what coming for me.
I dont know what to expect.
I believe I worked hard these 3 years.
Although, I can feel my life change from 15 years ago but I am still lack of something.
I need a life.
Life like a normal people do.
Not just about working only.

Coming week will be another stressful weeks for me . Yes this will only end after Jan 2010.
So my life from now on till then will be up side down and stressful one!
I almost skip my usual Xmas Dinner with Big B , Lil J and Pretty Xiao Mei.
I will find room to meet them although I feel hard to breathe with my tight schedule.
I will still find time to go back home to spend time with the old ones!

Although right now I feel betrayed by their behaviour - never end hiding here and conspiracy here and there. Hate when they did this again and again....repent!

Today, woke up and a friend called up for 2012.
Well, why not?
I can spend the whole night studying and continue on Sunday.
As usual my favourite spot always Pavillion coz of their Food Republic.
Managed to buy ticket for 11.30 am show.
Grab quick brunch at FB - my favourite Ipoh Seafood Curry Laksa.
Then off for movie.
Yes my stomache still have room for Caramel Popcorn!
Need to release my stress with all the food.

After movie about 3.00, I feel like eating Nasi Dagang.
So head to Lil Ben for their special Nasi Dagang & Lemon Grass Tea.
mmm Yummy!!!!!

Hihihihih... today no need to read books yippeeeey!!!
Sailormoon aka Puteri Bulan

ahahahaha comel tak???

Whats that??? deer suicide mission???

Where is the Santa?

Beautiful scene at Pavillion... mmm love Xmas

Everything seems to feel like magical and fantasy... perfect for me

Ah ... let me sleep to dream about my fantasy and sweet dream...

Nasi Dagang, Cut Fruit (Fuji Red & Green Apples) & Lemon Grass Tea
Only RM9.90
Visit Lil Ben @ Pavillion (near to Old Town , Pizza)
Tasty ha?

Yum yum yum yum....
You can watch me eating but I am not going to share with you...

I am naturally drunken.... soooo no need alcohol... just a lemon grass tea is enough to make me high.. ahahah

Here goes my Saturday afternoon....end up at lil ben
So... whats next and whats coming up apart from my continuously deadlines and workload ???
I just bought myself one expensive gift for my 35th birthday cum Xmas & new year gift...
What is that???
Ahahahahaha.... secret until it reach me next week...
Yes! me and my evil mission again..
I need some entertainment to release my stressful life.

Sunday, November 15, 2009


I feel suffocated with too many deadlines coming up!
Current workload at workplace.
My study, assignments, exams.
My interview for my ecosway shop and many festive coming up.
Xmas dinner and year end dinner with friends.
I just dont know how to allocate my time and which one to chase after.

Month of November 2009

Week of 15th - 19th :
1. MRC assignment no. 1 due date on 20th
2. Company Xmas & Year end Night with Client
3. eCosway 1st trial interview and form submission 22nd

Week 22nd - 29th
1. Raya Haji on 27th definately need to drive back Taiping in 27th morning. Hopefull come back by 29th early morning.
2. SCS assignment 2 - due date on 3rd Dec
3. Co. Accounts & reporting

Month of Dec

Week 29th Nov - 6th Dec
1. SCS assignment 2 due date on 3rd Dec
2. MRC assignment 2 due date on 11th Dec

Week 7th - 13th
1. MRC assignment 2 due date on 11th
2. SCS Class on 11th - 13th
3. SCS Presentation on 13th

Week 14th - 20th
1. SCS Assignment 1 written report due on 20th
2. Executor staff nite - 17th

Week 21st - 27th
1. SCS Assignment 2 - part 2 written report on 27th
2. Xmas 25th
3. Co. Accounts closing

More due date coming up for Jan 2010.

I just feel cannot breathe right now!
Somebody will be very angry with for neglecting xmas dinner with them this yr.
I am sorry... I jz can't find time.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Malacca Trip Jalan Jalan cari Cendol

Next week will be a busy and stressful week for me.
Thanks to one person who always trying to cheer me up...
Brings me to Malacca since I have been requesting for this trip for quite a while.
Main reason to Malacca this time is to visit Jonker Walk and hunt for best Nyonya Cendol.

Happy smile.... near to river side under the hot sun..
Hot hot hot

Ah... who is that fatty woman??

Hungry hungry thirtsty thirsty Hot hot.. faster take my photo

Here goes my Supermodel post!!!

I am at Laksamana Point

Holland??? or Malacca???

Back lane and river side... mmmm many things can be done

Boat ride...

Jonker jonker... I am coming

Yes!!! finally i am here.. lets the hunt begin!!!

1st dessert called Amoy - Fishy shape waffle with nyonya kuih pandan flavour as filling
2nd - gula melaka nyonya cendol

mmmmm yummy.....
Cendol - ok la
can't really taste that gula melaka
Nice door and signage

Fruitty chocolate.. delicious

Jonker walk

Waiting for dinner

Grilled cockles & lala & sushi... mmmm yummy
Imagine eating sushi on the back lane... mmmm not so match... should have take the grilled fish instead!!!
Grilled lala and cockles very expensive too...
Behind me is Aik Cheong coffee store - bought back 2 bags of coffee
and not forgetting my 2nd cendol for the day Nyonya Cendol....
Not that nice... coz the ice was too roughly shave...

Notice this on top of one of the shop

I use to hate pineapples but I kind of like the taste now after gave a try last year.. so I am now enjoying the taste ..
Pineapple juice... sweet and refreshing..
Thought of bought back few pineapples but lazy to peel in another word I dont even know how to peel it... RM1.50 each

Final Nyonya Cendol at Bibik House
This is the best Cendol... ice was smooth and melt in your mouth and the Santan and cendol was yummy too...

Famous Malacca Pineapple Tarts - bought back 2 packs for my hungry stomach

My background is a man giving tatto to one of his customer... street tatoo.????.. mmmm quite scary!!!! how about the maintainence???
But according to that man - not hurt at all ...

End of my Jonker Walk visit....
It was memorable and happiest and sweetest day in my life.
Back home and read an email saying this Sunday will be having a presentation...
Ah! suddenly I feel the stress ....

Tuesday, November 3, 2009


I am so Octopus...
My patient level is over my head...
Feeling like exploding ... well of course not orgasm explode but seriously feeling like my head is exploding.
I feel like couldn't take it anymore.
Rina this Rina that and at this age I am still like this.
I feel so a looser right now!
When is it everything going to be under my control?
When is the time I can manage all this thing well?
Am I having a problems handling critical issues or I am just not strong enough?
I hope I can manage myself well this time, I mean maintain my composure and bleed inside... mm not period bleeding but heartsick bleeding!
God! give me some strength to manage all this dark forces around me.
Please help me to get rid of this bad thing.
Crying inside and here goes my migraine getting back to me...
This is what happen if I am keeping up my anger to myself.
Suffer and my head is getting heavy and heavy...
Time for Dart Board!
Imagine the Dart Board is his face and kill kill kill die die my anger.... poke u poke u... :)
I am full of anger right now... If you love to watch cartoon you could imagine how I like right now! ehehehe

Monday, November 2, 2009

I want to be there

As I read today The Star newspaper , I feel upset.
Winter Wonderland and The Forbidden Palace in Beijing blanketed in white.
I wish I was there to feel the coldness and see the beautiful scene of all white.
Why Forbidden Palace?
I don't know why ever since I was 15 years old I feel belong there.
Maybe I am once a concubines or Sweet Princess or maybe I am an Empress or maybe sweet helper in that palace.
I just feel the connection.
Todays news and photo make my heart crying inside wanted to be there.
Maybe in last time I died due to freeze to death? Who knows!

Well enough about my dream to be in Beijing.
I read an email from my Mei Mei and she was so heart broken and demotivated.
Yes ! I understand her feeling very well.
I know this is coming...
I just hope she could be strong enough to face this evil creature!
I just pray for her to hold on and stay positive.
I just hope she could make use of her ability and her unique fighting energy and be on top of this evil creature. Dont let this creature destroy your positive mood dear!
I have faith on you and hope you have faith on yourself!
Be strong and be strong you the most amazing 21 yrs old I ever met.

My left arm getting hurt!
Yup! over do due to my latest craziness on my new dart game that I bought last weekend.
heheheh... yup! I am still crazy!
For people who know me well should be guessing who's face that I imagine when I am throwing that darts! ahahahah
Yeah! baby ... you got it right!!!!
Die die die kill kill kill brutal side of me leashing out and its unstoppable!!!!!

Let me get some ice cream and later study for my interview 8th Nov 2009....
Jia Yor Jia Yor

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween Weekend

Enjoy this weekend while I can.
Next week will be my 1st interview to open Cosway Shop.
Right after will be my final term.
Then my days will full with study, assignments and assignments.
Here come another Raya... ahhhh another Raya? Why so many???

Halloween... since nobody invite me for Halloween Party so decided to entertain myself with some sushi and my favourite walnut brownies...mmm yummy...

Sunday decided to enter Maggie My way contest.... Milky Curry Mee...

Sushi King... and I am Sushi Princess

Sushi Princess

cheese shushi???

Cutie Cutie .... 2 + 2 = 4 ahahaahaha

My Brownies & Choc Fudge & me..

Ahhhh.... so delicious and sweeeeeettttt ...mmmmm

Cutie Cutie .... 2+2 = 4 yup!!! still 4

Maggie My Way

Sedap tak??? mmmm boleh laaaaaa... enough for my Sunday Brunch..