Saturday, February 6, 2010

Courage of a woman

This whole week is like a mess with tonnes of workload.
And of course that pikacu giving me a hard time and of course pressing me down whenever he can. Of course again I still put up my shield with me whenever he start talking to me. Yes! that defensive attitude and put the huge barrier until he will give up! He almost give up .... I am not far from making him feel hopeless to talk to me.. my dad meh??? you my mum??? you my what ?? my who?? you are nobody in my life...
I try to maintain my positive mood and hope does not effect my health.
Damage been done!

Fever, sore throat and so on and on... so uncomfortable!

This morning I woke up with high fever, sore throat and flue!
I almost can't get out from house for my car servicing... but as usual I am wondergirl!
I manage to force myself!
Thank God! the place not so far away from my home.

While waiting, I manage to chat with this lady.
She is Malay woman.. look quite young and I guess she is almost my age.
I found out she is a single mum of 2 teenage daughters for almost 6 years.
(Yeah yeah I have none)
Her story is very interesting.
I quite admire her for her courage and strong heart!
Imagine this her husband suffer leukemia for almost 1 year and pass away.
She even told me the experience taking care of the leukemia victim.
Sound horrifying and sad.
She never work before. Got married right after SPM.
1st daughter was 13 years old when her husband pass away.
She dont even know how to drive.
Although its very sad and a bit afraid to ask further I still asked her this question.
Yes! as usual out of curiosity and stubborn me :)
I asked her, how did she manage to move on.
She told me she was very sad and almost feel liked of the end of the world.
Her 1st daughter was very distraught since the father past away since she was attached to him while he is alive. Her girl almost went crazy and up to extend need to seek for doctor help.

She just put up her brave face to move on for sake of her daughters.
Since she is only a housewife , she dpends on husband pension which is almost RM300 per months since husband x worker at UKM. She realise its not enough!
She started taking kids from working parents around her neighbourhood.
From there she start earning for her household living.
She learn how to drive and manage to drive her husband 10 years old proton saga.
She now an independent single mother.
She manage to send her daughters to university.
Her family meaning her sisters support her morally to keep her motivated to continue her life as a single mother.

We manage to exchange contact before she go off since her car is the 1st car and mine is 2nd.

Then I continue talking to one Malay uncle and that uncle start talking about car to me on and on and on and on... boooooorrringgggg and I feel more sick suddenly and thank god its not for long when the lady came and said my car is ready... bye bye..ahahaha

Then I headed to clinic and get myself diagnosed.
Brought back antibiotics and another few packets of tablets to swallow down.

Then went to nearby hypermarket and thought want to boiled chicken feet soup.
Bought myself one pack of chicken feet , celery and cauliflower.
Well when reached home I start cutting the chicken feet.
Well I feel so disgusting and feel horrified to see those feet and keep imagine how the chickens died and how they feel when got slaugthered and how the feet rolled when they feel the pain before they died!
Unbearable!!!!! i can't help it! I cannot stand any longer!
I dont think I can cook this and I dont think I can eat this....

I throw away all the chicken feet and cook myself a pack of maggie mee with cauliflower and celery added. Here goes my lunch!!!!

Read newspaper and online and online as I am now starting my SEO course online.
Yeah! more investment for more knowledge.
I think this course is good for my online business.
Later in the evening I will start my spring cleaning... ah!!! i am so lazy!
Whats for dinner tonight???
Maybe... well.. I have 3 choices.
1st eat all the junk food in the cupboard or
2nd cook meatball spagetti or
3rd just eat almond and drink milk..
Depend on my mood at that time.... because currently I have a nose block and itchy throat!

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