Wednesday, June 30, 2010


" Ridiculous thing can bring you millions!!!!"
I am more convince after I read this morning The Sun newspaper as I was having my morning breakfast Yong Tau Foo.

I read this articles on Billing Woes by Nury Vittachi about this woman from Canada is suing this phone company for breaking up her marriage.The telco firm sent an itemized phone bill and her husband spotted unusual phone number then when he give a call to that number and turned out to be her secret lover. Her husband pack his bag and left. The woman is suing for C$600,000 (RM1.8 million).
Suing a phone company for an itemized billing and imagine if she win.... WOW!!!!

Then I read this article on a French internet billionaire who made his 1st million from offering sex chat service and then later shook up French with cheap connection packages from his provider free.

There are many classic case to give us inspiration.

We just need to think ridiculous, act ridiculous , be ridiculous and maybe talk ridiculous????

Most of our Boss being ridiculous all the time....
Are they richer than us???
They make more money than us???
Well , here goes... one living truth example right in front of us..

Today is 30th June 2010 - half year gone.
My achievement for the the half year is get out from my previous company and land myself in another ridiculous company.
Therefore, today, 30th June 2010, I am going to act ridiculous, be ridiculous , think ridiculous , talk ridiculous and do ridiculous thing to get rich.

Monday, June 28, 2010

I am speechless to myself

I feel speechless to myself on these two weekends.
I feel time is not enough for myself.
I feel I spend too much time on something else and not to myself.
But.... what should I do if I spend time for myself apart from watching my mushy mashy korean drama then laugh or cry alone????
I need to find some useful hobbies rather than spend most of my time at shopping malls.

Seriously last Friday back home very late night....
Suddenly other people problems become my problems... and expect me to do magic again.
Well.... I should think about becoming a full time magician then....
Anyway, I don't give a damn about all this nonsense... I just want to focus on my July thingy.
Hope everything work out well!
My recruitment for receptionist position is a let down.
Those attitude problem people... arghhhh!!!! giving me headache!
Now I understand.... where we are now.... is all because of our attitude problems.
They don't finish their studies.
They can't speak well but yet they demand high salary.
They choose what they want and dont want to do.
Then once we offer them they give you thousand reason not to start work.
Seriously shameless people!!!
They deserve where they are right now!!!
They can't blame the government for not feeding them.
They can't blame other races if they are not competent.
Blame yourself!!!!!!!
Arghhhh!!! seriously emo if talking about those people.

Me too need to change!!!
I guess my attitude problem make me meeting with all those bad bosses.
I need to change myself to change my luck!!!!!

Here are snapshot of my two weekends but hey... the connection having problem last night so.... I got very frustrated and almost throw away my notebook..... I upload half way ehehehehe me and my uncontrollable temper again..

Love the rattan lightings... exotic

Here are modern oil paintings deco

@ Bayou, Alamanda

Another sinful treat last 2 weeks... ehehehehe Chili Cupcake , really spicy and salty chocolate cupcake..... mmmmmmm I don't feel like repent at all.... delicious... and my belly getting bigger and bigger....wahahahahaha

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Meaningful Recruitment

Its still not finalise.... aish!!!!
Last candidate I met is on Wednesday.
Last question from my last candidate is......

Candidate A : " Miss! are you married???"

In my heart, ishhhhh.... is this relevant??? Hell !!! nooooo!!!!
I still need control my professionalism.... cool down Rina.. cool down..

Me : " Dear!!!! what I mean , do you have any question... question relevant to company??? question on postion you applying??? "
Still with my smiling face although I feel like slapping her face.

Candidate A : "ehehehe... sorry ar!!!! but are you married??? eeeerrr sorryy ar!!!! "

In my heart, Big OMG!!!!! do you have brother to introduce is it????
Still with smiling face and control my professionalism....maintain maintain... I keep telling myself.

Me: "I believe you don't have any relevant question anymore. Lets end our interview today. I will give you a call once you finalise everything in another week or two. Thank you for coming!!!"

I took her application form and get ready to get up from my seat.

With puzzle face..
Candidate A : "Miss! you don't answer my question yet???"

Thats it!!!!! I will make this as interview to be remembered!!!!

I leaned down to my seat with relax and ease position and with my both hand firm on my lap and start my lecture...

Me : "It seems your question about my marriage is very important to you. I am still single. Hope you can go back and sleep tight after this since I had answered your question. For you information this is a sensitive question and irrelevant to this interview.
Let me ask you question....."

Me : " How many job interview have you gone through since you 4 months jobless???"

With puzzle face and nervous...
Candidate A : " 6 interviews."

Me : " Good!!! there are 6 oppotunities for you within these 4 months!! How many of them reply to you??? "

With suspense face...
Candidate A : " None..."

with mood of giving lecture tone... I continue..
Me : "Do you ever sit back at home and think again, I mean do flash back on any possibility ,you done anything wrong? Question? your preparation during your interview? your attitude during the interview? the way you talk? your answer to each question from the interviewer??? Do you practise in front of mirror if you have problem talking in front of stranger??? prepare with answer on possibility questions?"

I starred at her with , I guess my eyes rolling down at her....
Scarred leh!!!! mmmmm.... you ask for it dearie..... now you got it!!! you start it dear.... now listen to me......
She look small to me.... She kept quiet and head down...

I feel a bit guilty... maybe I scarred her or maybe she feel de motivated...
and with lower tone, I continue..
Me : " Dear!!! I am not scolding you... I would like to remind you... you are still young. You may not realise this because you are so green..if you want to be successful you need to believe in this...99% efforts and 1% luck!!! when you not able to get something do flashback what you have done wrong during the process of getting it!!! always try to improve your self...and there few mistakes I need to highlights to you :
1. You was dancing twist (she actually keep turning the chair to the left and right) in front of me on early interview until I asked you to stop.
2. We have a sound effect during the interview because you was busy click clacking your pen.
3. Your answer to my question is all over the place and the question is most basic one... eg. Tell me about yourself and you end up telling me about your previous company..
4. You forgot to include your mother in your family list until I ask about her
5. When I asked you in English you answer to me in Malay without even want to try

I know you are nervous.... I told you in early interview... I don't eat people... I don't scold people.. with this I seriously hope you could think through what I have highlights to you.
We don't judge people if you are not fluent in English but most important effort and not afraid. All of us still learning. I did not mean you are so bad there are few things good about you maybe timing too short for me to indentify your goodness but believe me all of us have our own strengths and if you have more weaknesses than strengths is better because at least you know your weakness and try to improve it..."

She just kept quiete and seems like she is doing some thinking and then look at me with bright and glowing face.......

Candidate A : "Miss! I want to be like you!!!! Just now you asked me question... what is my ambition??? I said I don't know... now I have an ambition... I want to be like you!!! Miss! please hire me!!! please please please.....????"

In my heart, crying ...Nande!!! NANDE!!! NANDEEEEEEE!! with my both hand grabbing my hair up!!!! if you watch scene in Hana Yori Dango, when Makino at this elite school and everybody was wearing top to toe sky high pricey branded items... this is how I feel... but of course different situation... like this also can... I should congratulate myself because I just created one fan or follower on my own... and then my imigination went as far as IP Man scene where few potetial students knee down... and sifu sifu sifu....aiyo!!!! almost drop from my seat when heard this from her mouth.

But I still maintain... ehehehe Drama Queen can do anything in any a PRO...

Me : " Dear!!! you hardly know me. We just have one hour conversation and I am you idol, now??? You go back and think back on what you have done and don't give up to improve your weakness but of course fist identify your weakness one by one..... I asked you 3 strengths and you gave me 4 without hesitations but when I asked for only one mistake and you said you have none?? I have other candidate waiting for me to be interviewed (I lied , ehehehehe). I want you to go back and think again.... I will call you if you are shortlisted. Thank you for coming !!! "

I wrapped up the interview... and when I walked her to the door she shake with me....

Candidate A : " Thank you !!! Thank you!!! this is the first interview and very meaningful... I will go back and think back what I have done before "

With smiling face..
Me : Thank you to you too.... Good Luck!!!"

She even say bye bye after I closed the glass door.... poor girl .... look so lost... hope she meant what she promised to me...and I hope I could change somebody's life too and of course positive change that I hope for... myself .... I almost gone PHD (Permanent Head Damage) due to all these innocent nonsense and no sense questions that I have been receiving since day one started this recruitment drive..... BIG OMG !!!!!(Usher's new song style)

Tomorrow Boss back in town.... and then he is flying back the next day... ah... late night tomorrow...

Friday, June 18, 2010

Recruitment with RINA and THE DON'T (s)

I have been meeting candidates almost every single day.
I am getting sick of it!
I have been calling people for interview and I feel like throwing up!
I have been browsing through resumes after resumes and I get migraine by just a glance of it!
By now, I can feel how the recruiters feel....

When Rina is the recruiter......
1. ..... and when she got through the resumes ....
* She reject any resume without photograph
* She hate SO MUCH when candidate send photo with camwhore style or cute face or model style
* Job hopping or Grasshopper - REJECT
* Asking too much salary at least 50% more than current but yet stay just one yr at current one - REJECT

Then when she call candidates for interview ...
* they never pick up call after 5 rings - she label them as not responsible
* They answer call with "arrrrrr" or "aha" or " mmmmm" or "what " or "ha" - she feel they are lucky for not being in front or her or she need to commit a crime by slapping their face.
* They will tell her to email them the details and put down the phone just before she finish her message to them..... she feel ppl trying to order her do the work and she feel offended - REJECT
* They will want to come according to their timing not the timing she set prior - SHE FEEL TOTALLY HATE THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE.
* She will blacklisted candidate who never show up without call
* She will not entertain any last minute changes - last minute meaning 30 minutes before interview they call and said they are in meeting or sick - BULLSHIT!!! for me this mean your time management SUCKS!!!!

During interview.....
* She hate candidates who forgot to bring pen
* She hate it when people wear casual
* She feel offended when the candidates wear low cut until can see their boob. AH!!!! what are they trying to do ??? Showing off??? make her feel inferior because hers smaller than theirs.
* The candidates play with their ears wduring the interview - What trying to seduce??? not happening!!!!
* They asked me question what is her race???? SATU MALAYSIA LA!!!!
* Moving their chair while talking..... what do you think this is funfair????

and many more to list down...... too many character to face almost everyday!!!!!!

When we are looking for job or go for interview:
* be humble
* be prepared
* be polite
* ask intelligent question or at least a general one
* behave yourself
* do not over do
* don't over demand or thing will backfire

This is basic thing..... the rest is all depends on yourself and be the best of you to get yourself a good job!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Another sicky weekend

Yeah! weather not so good for me.
I was conducting recruitment and at the same time sick like an old lady.
Imagine I am having difficulties with itchy throat while talking to potential candidates.... ah!!!! I feel like getting a fork and scratch my throat.

Friday night a bit lonely... didnt go to gym at all.. but end up wondering at KLCC having my dinner alone. Then I came across a sinful kiosk!
Bijou cupcakes!!!!! OMG!!!! very pretty and look yummy... here we go... I never taste pretty cupcake before so despite being sick and when I realise I have two cupcakes in my hand.

Saturday night another unpleasant night for me. I cna't sleep due to my bad cough and my astma make a come back!! OMG!!!!

Tomorrow is Monday, another recruitment day.... I can't afford to go for MC... hope I heal fast..

Sunday is the worst when I came back home around 2pm and the electricity were out until almost 8.30pm. A friend of mind came toask me out for dinner then only I realise, my house is the only one without electricity.
Aish!!!! now only I know it was one fuse goes down... cehhhhh!!!! i was without fan and entertainment the whole sunday for nothing.... I should have known that....I feel so stupid!

My two sinful cupcakes... mmm I feel regret

very regret!!!!

My Saturday Dinner - the 3 stooges fish

Takoyaki yang cute!

One Japanese girl

comel tak???

Another Saturday night dinner at Chicken Rice Shop.... yeah yeah I eat a lot last Saturday!!!

Friday, June 11, 2010

What am I

How do I start my entry for this week???

I have been doing recruitment for the whole week.

Monday to Friday , I can say I have been seeing at least more than 25 candidates.

Many types and many interesting character.

I have at least 6 candidates asked me the same question at the end of interview.

" What are you?"

mmmmm.... how should I answer this people???

What am I?

Who am I?

I am a human, idiot!!!!

or should I start saying , Hidup Malaysia!!!! Satu Malaysia!!!!

What the heck girls???

Although you curious on what race am I , you shouldn't be asking this irrelevant questions!!!!

1st and 2nd candidate asked me , I still give them a descent answer but when come to the 3rd, I got fed up and my temper rose up high and high and high.... so my answer is, I am philipines.
ahhhh1!!! ambik kau... geram betul!!!!
I saw their funny and puzzle face after listen to my answer.... tu la kay poh sangat... and obviously they are not listed in 2nd interview......too bad... wrong question girls!!!!

I have been going to gym for straight consecutive 4 days despite being sick.

Cough , flue and fever on and off.
My whole body aching badly.
I guess musle torn here and there.
I feel so hurt to sit on the toilet bowl and feel very difficult to lift up my body upon sitting on it.

Tonight don't think want to go to gym.
Maybe go window shopping at KLCC ahhhh!!!! forgotten to bring my book.
Maybe stay at office and work until 7.30pm.
Anyway, Friday is still long way to go.

We will see what is the problems arise later..... I am now a middle person in between of my Finance Manager and my Boss. My Boss want me to monitor the FM and give instruction to him. OMG again....poor girl.... always stuck in between .
I guess this make me General Manager here then...ahahaha.... I want to go crazy to thing about my current position.... everyday about strategizing and doing a mind challenge to deal with different level people.

Tomorrow I feel like staying at home and be cocoon again.... and roll and roll and roll like a spring roll on my bed... but yet feel like going to Cheras Gym nearby for body combat or belly dancing.
Its all depends on the gravity on my bed. If it is too strong then I will remain there for whole morning but if I can beat the gravity well..... off I go to Gym.

Do I loose my weight???
Hell nooooooooooooo.....
I feel very disappointed.
My waist still as big as a log.
I eat 3 meals and moderately.
I watch what I ate.

But...... what happen here?????
That trainer of mine were saying I dont eat very frequent and thats why dont loose weight.
You siow ar you.... I want to loose and maintain not keep eating and exercising then bloating like balloon????
What are you saying????
Me and my confuse face expression again!!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Sick Weekend

I am officially sick.
Sore throat, flue and cough.... complete package.
I believe I got it since Friday night!
I am suppose to finalise my own accounts but end worst sick on Sunday.
Ah! hope I still have my voice for recruitment week starting tomorrow.
I am seeing at least 5 candidates in a day until Friday.
I don't know how I am going to do this but I have to.
I need ore people to work for me or I am doom.

How is my mood swing???
My PMS dried up early, well maybe will end up menapouse early then.
I am still in upset mood although I am pretending to look ok but in my heart is not ok.

Saturday morning as I mentioned, I wanted to be a cocoon.
Yeah! did it for almost 2 hours then be a spring rolls rolling from south to west on my bed.
I feel great!!!
But still I feel like don't want to do anything at all....
Then my phone rang!!!!
Ah!!!! a friend asked me to go out!!!
Prince of Persia???
Maybe he know I have been in bad mood for almost a week.
Trying to cheer me up by asking me out!!! sweet!!!!

Here goes my Saturday before I fall sick on Saturday night itself....
I just took pearls powder to cure the heat in my body.... mmmmm so far still not cure....ah!!! guess will take 2 weeks to cure...

Trying to cure the toxic in my throat with Pandan coconut

Ah! my friend said I look like balloon fat!!! I know....

Tokyo G Dinner

Ginger & Wasabi

Mussles Carbonara Pasta at Tokyo G???

Camwhore Queen will never miss the opportunity

She just love to adore herself...

Miso soup with clams mmm yummy!!!!

Bento set with sweet unagi... yucksss!!! too sweet!!!

Enjoying my last dinner before fall sick!!!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Everywhere I go

Everywhere I go is always a recruitment day!!!!!
Today started my 1st recruitment day.
We are looking for candidates to fill in 3 positions in our company:
1. PA to SVP
2. Admin Executive
3. Receptionist cum Admin Assistant
Response from the applicants is great but the quality is sucks!!!
These candidates just whack and click apply although they are not qualified or over qualified.
I had 3 candidates came in today.
My receptionist candidate came in with jeans and light brown contact lense.
Another receptionist came in with after smoking smells and very transparent baju kurung revealing her black push up bra. My last candidate for the day is for PA position. Unfortunately, when she start talking her eyes keep looking up and left and right ? Am I too ugly to look at? I was wondering until now.
Next week Mon - Fri is back to back recruitment. Jia you!!!
Well the politician still with his own politics trying to find alliance here and there but I just entertain him.
For the dog keep barking at me but I just pretend deaf ears.
I only listen to one person in my co. he is the one who pay me salary and bring me in to turn around his company.
I have many thing to do. I don't give a damn on what shit you people agenda is , but my ultimate goal to bring changes to this company. May be difficult but I believe I can do this. I am quiet lucky to have a good staff under me. Hope with these people support I can meet my goals.
How is my mood swing???
I am still not so positive to myself.
I feel very down down down down....

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Power puff girl name bubble

I was at gym almost every evening.
However, I feel myself not loosing the kilos.
I feel bigger.
I don't want my bisep look like popeye's.
I don't want my hip bigger like old hindi movie star.
I control my eating by eating frequent but lesser quantity.
I avoid rice!

No wonder my 1st time at gym I see big people than smaller people.
More people with flabbies than without it.

I sees more more big fat ugly naked bodies than the skinny nice looking bodies in the changing room. These wooommaaaann too open minded with another woooommmaaannn. They can just walk naked and talk to other. My eyeballs almost drop when 1st time saw this scene.
Like watching no star porn movie try out!
Yet!!! me Asian being asian. Shy and timid just go change in the toilet and came out with everything already hide in my bag and ready to go.
I never try to take shower at gym. I dare not go into the sauna when I saw few naked bodies inside.
Ah!!! how to go Japan like this???
How am I to go Korea???
How am I to go to Hawai and wear my bikini and lie on the beach???

Aishhh!!! need more practice....oooppppsss I mean need more open up!!!
Even my wearing is the most conservative one.
I am always with my long legging and long minis.
Favourite color black or grey. no others.

The other day my trainer asked me .... are you going out later after gym???
I said no.... and he said you look like going somewhere...
and I just said ... ah !!!! I love to be different!!!
The truth I just want to hide my big butt, my huge hips and at same time my flabby tummy.

I remember when my trainer asked me to do push up.
I asked him to stand in front of me and back facing me.
He asked me why???
I said i just need you to do that!!!
Then he keep insisting why and why... I lost my patient....
I almost shout my breast is sticking out!!!!
Oooopppsss!!! it seriously slip my mouth.
That fella was where and where and I was covering and covering and he was laughing almost rolling to see me quickly squating instead of in push up position.
I cant do my push up anymore. Even few person near me also stop exercising when heard my claim.
Damn!!!! memalukan diri ku sendiri...
Siowwww!!!! you make me spill it out.
Urrrgggghh!!! why i need to do that????
Why i need to said that out????
I lost my control again!!!

Ohhhh!!!! what I get myself into.
Am I at the wrong channel???
Ah! my hormone play with me again.
My pms finally came this afternoon.
But why I still feel so so upset and down???

Today attend body training again.
My balancing sucks!!!
No wonder I always fall down and kiss the ground all the time.:(
But I need more practise.

I am seriously in strategy and mind game war.
I am not afraid with the game but I just afraid the work load.
Too much sucker inside!
So I need more tai chi and qi gong skills.
A lil bit of aikido and ninja skills too.
Yeah! not forgetting a lil bit of karate. Just a lil bit!
When its necessary I need kung fu , judo and when the worst scenario case and no turning back case we need to apply sword skills and machine gun.

All this will be in my next book.

Guess what ??? most of the time I prefer to be a power puff girl name 'bubble'.

I am now surrender my faith to God!!!
I am tired and tired to strive anymore... it is too hard and should i give up or be like normal continue fighting the current????

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

My Post PMS Syndrome

I blame it to my post PMS Syndrome.
Since yesterday, I am not so motivated to even drive to work in the morning.
I am so down. I feel very weak and my positive spirit run away from me.
I think my PMS will visit me soon.
Faster come so I feel relieve!

I feel the same way this morning.
So tired and so demotivated.
Did my positive angel left me alone???
Di manakah dia pergi???
Kenapa tinggalkan saya seorang diri???
Saya sangat sedih sekarang!!!

Seriously, feel like to cry now. My emotion totally sucks now!!!
I just can't wait for Saturday morning and I just want to be a cocoon on the bed and lie down without moving for 2 hours.
I tried to lie down in my car this morning but doesn't work , in fact my level of positiveness at negative level now and my anger level rise up!!!!
I know my psychotic disorder come back.
I need to control myself harder.

Ah! I thought my constant EPO intake will help to control my hormones.
I need to find alternative.