I am doing a lot of thinking these few weeks and days.
My mind is full of thoughts from many subjects.
When I am at work.... my mind is thinking of something else.
Things keep coming into my head while driving to work or back home or when I walk to toilet or sit in the toilet or walk to the lift or stand in the lift or while talking to anybody or while reading the newspaper or while sleeping.... yeah hardly sleep these days.
My panda eyes getting darker and darker and I can admit I am panda sibblings now...
I made up my mind but still hesitate with my decision.
I am just afraid on making the wrong step.
Am I daring enough to face yet another tough challenge in my life.
Like I said previously, life is like playing monopoly. Everything we work for will go back into the box. But doesn't mean we dont have to work or work harder? We just need to balance up!
I have been through many difficult situation.
I hope I could go through this with open heart.
Nobody know how worried I am right now.
Nobody will understand why I make this decision.
Like any other people... I just feel this is the best for me.
Because I am just a human.
Hope God continue allow me to continue have my courage and strong heart to live on.
I promise I will put my head up and walk forward without looking back!
This is a story... called 'Tripping by the Beach ' one fine morning ... beautiful bright sky and fine weather...