Saturday, April 30, 2011

Dont smile at stranger

I like to smile at people.

But sometimes my smile will lead to misundertanding for certain people.

Yesterday morning , I was so happy because it is Friday, meaning Saturday is coming tomorrow.

Since I am in cheerful mood , I am smiling all the way to work.

Although the thoughts of going to work with open heart is totally not my style hahaha

When the lift door close I saw one man standing, exchange glance , he smile at me and I returned his smile. That is all..... I thought!

I went up to my office put down my handbag , pick up morning newspaper hurried down for my quick breakfast.

Breakfast for the day Tuna Sandwiches. While I was enjoying my breakie and checking through the newspaper for latest info..... then suddenly one man came to my table.... ah! that same man smiling at me just now.

That smiley man : Excuse me miss! can I sit here?

My thoughts ( What the heck so many other empty space and you want to sit here )

Me : NO!!!!! (With my eyes open widely and rolling at him)

Yeah! now you know, why I am still single at the age of 36 years old and soon to be 37 years old

:(..... uwaaaaa I am one fierce lady hehehehe

I don't know why. I am too content with my life and end up don't like the ideas people intefere or even appear into my life.

Oh ya! what happen with that smiley man?

hahahaha he hurriedly walk away and sit far far away from me like Jerry got scolding from Tom. kekekekeke....

He dare not exchange glance with me.

I must be scared him off huahahahahahaha... (wicked laugh)

Oh ya this is the only photos I could upload since this internet connection not giving me good co operation today.

siew bao! anyone????

Have some siew bao buffet....delicious as always

seafood spagetti... yum yum

tomato soup....refreshing

Shortage of playground... these kids end up playing at petrol station?..result from too much commercial development nowadays

Too late

I have few photos from my previous weekend which I am still in lazy mood to upload.
Yeah! it is another weekend now.
I am waiting for this day almost every week.
I like the feeling of spending my time at my own leisure and do what ever I like.
Ithought of going out in the morning but end up doing my weekend chores.
mmmm... not in the mood again.
We will see whether I make my decision to service my car tyre.
I have been dragging this since 2 months ago.

Anyway, work place nothing much to talk about.
The time I am waiting for almost make to realise next week 3rd May 2011.
Manage to force through despite many challenges.
This is not the end of everything but this is just a starting point.
The most challenging part is the next step which I am quite nervous to face it.
Am I strong enough just for the sake of being the survivor?

The most important person whi suppose to show his face on the day not coming to the last minute. Yeah! this what my beloved friend always telling me 'Cause and effect'

When most of our time spends to earn cash for living, we don't need to neglect family just for the sake of money. Balance it up. Spend time, appreciate them and treat them good.
Do it before too late.

This person is on the midst of amending his neglecting part. For him damage have been very severe and to amend it back , no hope for him. Too late!

Earn that billion but no love or even loyalty around him.
His fate and destiny! May God show him the way....and bless his life.

My destiny is living day by day.... and face whatever challenge God bring down for me.
Anyway put aside all that feeling...
I will enjoy my weekend to the fullest and make it more meaningful.

Photo maybe later if I decide not to be lazy....kekekeke

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Love or Loyalty

I did some thinking while enjoying my peaceful Saturday morning just now.
Doing some cleaning then filing up my tax form.
Blend my yogurt drink and reading Saturday newspaper.

Love or Loyalty?
What is that?
Emotion, affection and stong attachment.

What it loyalty?
Faithfullness and devotion.

If you were to choose between love and loyalty, which one you will choose?
Don't be greedy to choose both.
It is very rare to have both in your life.
You need to choose only one.

Myself personally choose loyalty.
Yeah! I am one realistic person who don't really love will last.
Human will change according to time.
Couple meet fall in love. Stay together with hope both love could last forever.
mmmmm.... it is very rare for this feeling not to change .
This is proven by the increase in divorce rate nowadays.

Loyalty is ok without love. It is purely devotion and faithfulness and be able to accept whatever weakness or strengths of the other party. For me this will last forever.

It is not necessary to have love to live in this world but sense of loyalty is enough to make me move on to live the way I am right now.

Anyway this is depends on the individual. Many will not agree with me. Well we are free to think and express our feelings.

What is sincere love?
So many people separate

Heart broken like a wave
Heart shaken like a smoke
It can't be remove easily like a tatoo

Cry and hurt
You feel like dying and give up
You can't live even one day
It is tormenting to fall apart
It is a sad world

Try to move on
Seek for loyalty
No more love
Just move on

Don't look back and leave
Be happy and let the roses bloom
Be yourself and live well

Heart broken...
Just dash of pepper in your life

p/s. I am not in the midst of broken heart. I am happy with my life and I have people who are loyal around me. This is just a thought that I have this morning kekekeke... :) and I have a fun lazy saturday morning do some crazy stuff at home. ahhahahaha life is great when you live honestly.

Friday, April 22, 2011


TIF World!
Rebecca Black song

'It's Friday Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's looking forward to the weekend , weekend'

I have been in bad health for almost two weeks now. Coughing sounded like bedridden old woman. Sleepless night and wake up with my cute Panda eyes to work.
Worst thing is, its Recruitment week.
Ah! it is hard to talk and preach with my itchy sore throat.
Even now I am suffering with itchy bitchy throat.

Anyway, since TIF (Today is Friday) , I am FH (Freaking Happy) :)
Tonight, I will start to play and enjoy myself and but my stress working life behind.

Today is my ex Boss birthday. Yeah! the one tortured my mental ehehehe but I learn a lot from him through out my employment under him for almost 3 1/2 years. Hate him but at same time thanks him for the experience.
I ordered 16 pcs of cup cakes to be delivered to his office today. Just an appreciation and remembrance. Hope my gift could bring joy to him.

So far there 2 ex boss really in my heart and both in advertising industry.

Later need to preach people again....I need to sing Rina Don't Preach!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011


Second day, I am still dancing kpop song till I sweat when I reached home in the evening. mmmmm.... good progress! Hope I could continue to discipline myself.

When I was driving this morning, I have a little thinking to entertain myself during heavy traffic jam.
Many of us always said hate to make decision. Hard to make a decision. bla bla bla bla...stop whining and live with it.

Do you know from the moment you wake up until you go to bed is all about making decision?
Imagine this..
- Every morning , you need to make decision to wake in the morning.
- To shower or not to shower ?
- To empty you bowels or keep it rotten there
- You need to decide to eat or not to eat?
- Then goes , what to eat?
- To be happy or not to be happy?
- To scold people or to just let it be?
Many things to list down every single thing in our life is from our decision. We always hear this phrase, your life is in your hand.

One thing, we could not make decision is our death. However, we could minimise the risk and take care of our life.

So from now on, make decision wisely and you can choose to live your life happily or miserably. Who you are right now is your choice. Dont blame to others. It is all in your hand!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Trying to loose weight

I was trying hard to eat healthily this week.
Monday morning breakfast oat blend with strawberries, anlene milk and yogurt. I have spinach soup with 2 beancurd and then I skip dinner. At night continue my dance routine of kpop song for an hour.
Result for Monday.....uhuhuhuhuhu can't sleep because too hungry.

Tuesday morning, compensate with half plate of 'nasi lemak' (yeah! the most fattening food in Malaysia)kekekekeke... here goes my healthy diet. Obviously , my dream to have 'S' line pass by just like that.huhuhuhuhuhu Nowadays, I feel I am so lack of discipline:(

Yesterday, I received a call from one candidate who sent his resume via online.
Yeah! I read his application but just not ready to interview him yet due to his technical background. I need suitable technical staff to interview him. He kind of oversold himself calling to my office at least 4 times. I come to extend to instruct my girl not to put him through to me. I took his first call and he keep selling himself , he is young and capable and bla bla bla.... so what? I told him we will call him if we interested to see him. He then go on with today he is on leave and available to come for interview even if I call him now. Again... so what??? Even if you are free, does not mean I am free to see you.
Some people shown me their mental problem even before I call them in. I better avoid this type of people.

Today, the chaotic man is back to office.
I am just waiting patiently for all the problem he is going to pour towards my team and myself.
So call Corporate man act like a moron! That is all all of us see him now.

Yesterday afternoon, my Head of Engineer came over to see me and talk about his plan for his team and his intention to move ahead. This man full of knowledge but lack of leadership and organizational skills. He raised out his problem on handling the so called corporate man in our company. This man good in creating problem and sweep away under the carpet. When the problem burst out he will happily 'tai chi' away the the technical team. But the amazing thing is Boss love him very much. His technical knowledge only 15%. I did give some advice to my Head of engineer to get himself more visible in front of the Boss. Be more aggressive and act fast. This is the way to climb out. Forget about the so called corporate man. Gather all your team and create stronger team to be in your side in this way you could push away that trouble maker.

I just can't wait for more Dramas coming up in this office!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Monday Blues

Wet Monday again.
I am dragging myself to work.
It took almost 3 hours to reach office today.
Yeah! sounds crazy huh!
Why is the traffic very slow when its raining?
I wonder...
People trying to be extra careful and drive slowly?
or driver can't see the road due to its raining?
or flash flood?
or driver are still sleepy and unable to be in their right mind to drive faster?
ah!!!! whatever....

I reached office and get my hot coffee to keep me awake.
Yeah! its cold and my mind still on my bed. ehehe

On my PC and checked my emails.
huhuhuh one candidate I called interview last week wrote back to me, she could not make it for interview tomorrow but she will be available to come for interview on June 10,2011.
Omo... why on earth you applying for job if you not available to come for interview?
Are you on confinement or something?
Anyway, thing need to move on fast.

Hopefully my employee handbook briefing mission could go through by next week. Then I will be free to go anywhere I want to. I was very skeptical on this thing going to be implemented as it is. But worth to try.

Weekend, doing more research on Medan.
Since I am going to head the trip, I am getting nervous breakdown.
Bringing old people is a headache for me.
God! give me the patience and strength.
Hope everything go smoothly.

Whatever it is , my Beijing trip on September is the one and only keeping me alive day by day.
Yeah! sound crazy and fanatic!
What is life without all these crazy thing to look forward.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Flue away

Aisssshhh... I am still 'sicko'! Itchy bitchy spider throat. I feel suffocated.
Force myself to go to work as usual and while trying my best to ignore my 'sickoness'.

Last night when I was about to sleep after medication, my phone rang.
On the other line was my Boss asking me do I have his house key.
Ah! you should just ask me where is your blue underwear then. (my heart protest)
How the hell I know and I never live there, duh!!!!!
Politely, I answer him I don't have your house key. Then he asked me again, Rina who have my house key????? Arrrrrggghhhh!!!! my heart was screaming.....How hell I know??????? I feel like pulling my hair and roll like a spring roll on the floor... What kind of question is this in the middle of the night??? Call your wife and ask for it le!!!!!!!

Came to work today with happy mood and my heart is singing it's Friday Friday Friday (Rebecca Black style :))

Hope I could recover soon.....

Finally booked hotel for my Medan trip in coming mid May 2011.
I feel very stress up because I am the organiser and need to take care of two old people. Oh! I have to keep reminding myself to remain calm and patience. I just wish its over soon and forget about it. I am very nervous right now. I more afraid of myself than anyone else. Hopefully I could control my temper well.

Maybe somewhere in July I will be joining my friends for R&R at Tanjung Jara Resort. Wow! can't wait for that. At least no need to worry so much as I just need to take care of only myself.

Flue flue go away....
Itchy throat heal away....
Chesty Cough please go somewhere else...
I got it I got it God... I will try to embrace myself...

Monday, April 11, 2011

Oh my Voice

I am seriously unwell.
I wonder what will happen during the recruitment drive today.
My husky and deep voice may scare away all the potential candidates??
Hope not.

My friend let me talked to his 1 year old niece over the phone for the first time. hhahahahaha result? His niece look at his face with very weird expression. One horrible voice at the other end trying to reached to her. kekekeke I scared away one small girl.

When my Boss called me yesterday evening, I tried my best to lower down the tone and make it softer possible. It was tiring conversation though...

Last night trying to sleep early but my cough is killing me.
End up my eyes wide open at 3am.
Wake up this morning and look myself in the mirror with very huge black panda eyes.
Awww so beautiful..

Today, I am hoping for positive day and go back home later for a good sleep.I really need to rest.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Weekend Enjoice

First week recruitment drive really exhaust me. Many types of people and mostly weirdo. An eye opening for me. I was sick with dry throat and dry cough. Damn so suffering! Doesn't stop me from having great weekend.... at least great at my own way. Here goes my exploration since last weekend.....
Stumble upon this place beside kajang - putrajaya highway....called De Exel Garden Cafe... I don't know whether I got the name right kekekeke but something like that le...

They are landscape consultant
We can enjoy the peaceful environment while enjoying the food. food not so great to me though!

While waiting for food.....

When order this bluish drink I expected the outcome...sugar water with blue colouring and can fruitcocktail.

Grilled cockles...mmmmm not bad!

They claimed this is original muar mee bandung.... the taste?? two thumbs down...what a let down...:(

Their in house specialty recommended. Fried rice with seafood. The taste is sweet and fruity... verdict? my two hand thumb down plus my two toe down down ehehehehe

Last Sunday brunch at Empire Gallery Subang Jaya at Sisters . I eat egg roll.

Longest indoor sliding in asia ???

There you go.... dare yourself by paying them MYR12 per slide

On display some artistic fashion...

Yesterday morning accident at Jalan Loke Yew...the motorcyclist got hit by car.

I spend my Saturday listening Seminar by Professor Lihua Yang on Protate disease at KL Chinese Assembly Hall. Sounds weird for a woman went for such talk but general knowledge, why not?

Wet wet Saturday... decided to visit China Town after almost 10 years never step my foot on that place. Not many Ah Beng with Tattoo selling in that place anymore but all I can see many foreigners seller. Not much changes except for the covered area. The rest are all the same. For me walk and look. Dare not open my mouth to bargain at this kind of place.

For me this public phone is unique

False teeth shop

This hindu temple has been here quite a while but this one after new renovation

What a mess up there????? I guess all the money has gone to their pocket more than to public?

another Temple and this one is Chinese temple

Jalan Hang Lekir

Famous street cakes...end up with famous durian puff and red bean swiss roll


Jalan Tun H.S Lee

Famous Seremban Siew Pow

Never taste this in my life

Not much changes agter 15 years

New look for Petaling Street

Cat tears drink ??? ehehehe this is direct translation but this is actually famous longan drink and they have been in business for more than 20 years at same spot

Grapes anyone???

Still at Petaling Street

Bak Kut Teh or Bak Good Teh??? Famous chineses pork herbal soup and they said it good for health....

Since I am seafood eater so it is not easy to eat satay nowadays.

I found one stall at China Town selling grilled prawn satay

Not nice environment to enjoy food????

Two avid photographer

five mutton for my friend and prawns for me

From outside this is Malaysian China Town

Kasturi Walk... I miss this part!

At last this is the end of my Saturday.... Sunday breakie with Dom at Levain. The place apparently sucks! yeah! they are famous and now the service getting terrible

Friday, April 1, 2011

What is the end

Again I am glad to be alive peacefully... Traffic was smooth and I kind of at peace of mind. I made up my mind to treat myself with San Francisco Black Coffee today. Just coffee and no more budget for food. Hahahaha... smart me brought Hwa Thai Cream Crackers from home. Coffee and Cream crackers for Friday morning breakie.mmmpppphhh.... fabulous! Last night went out for a farewell dinner with my colleague. No hard feeling even though I am the one who asked her to resign due to non performance case. Fact of life which I have to face everyday. Apparently this girl is hardworking, friendly and positive type but she just cant fit with her work at all. No matter how much she push herself she just cant do it despite we try to coach her personally number of times. I feel bad to be the one telling her to just resign. But I put this in positive way and thank God she agreed without a fuss and make my task a lot easier and everything went well to the end. I wish her all the best and good luck in life.

The ice queen in me still exit a warmt heart to compensate. I hope not to do more of this sin. I manage to catch up with one short drama last night and this is romantic drama. Most drama will have a good ending and the heroin will end up married to the man she love deeply. This make me thinking, is it necessary a happy ending for two person in love to be married to each other? Can they just be in love forever without marrying? Are they happy forever after married? My opinion..... hahahaha make sense for a woman who still remain single at the age 36 and not even have a steady boyfriend. Ok... for me if I love somebody I just hope for both of us love and care to each other. Sounds fantastically fairy tales huh? But it make sense for me to have that thought since I am still single is ok for not married but as long as we care and be there for each other. Trust in both is very important but trust with doubt is wise to say.:) Moral for Friday morning, I just bragging to the world I am still single and not available because I dont need one. My faith to my life remain with me. I hope to lead a happy life and prepare myself to the next life. Wish all the best to the world and April fool Friday everyone!!!!! muakkkssss....