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I am at this stage...reaching to the eruption level. I hope I don't explode that bad... Trying my best to control my emotion...my speech...not to hurt people..not to make enemy... Trying my best to love instead of hate... Trying my best to control my bluntness.... Arrgggghhhhhh!!! this is killing me softly! I am praying hard my temper don't explode and make me an ugly person. I am praying hard ....I don't regret on my act! By holding all this ...I think ...I am going crazy...the anger is like boiling hard! I wanna let it go...but I keep thinking about it and this make me more angry! Seriously, I am not adorable when I am angry! 'One of my EMO post'

Woke up with bad swollen throat! Not a flue a cough or even a fever but just swollen and painful throat. Weird! As usual went to office trying to keep my spirit motivated , until.... My Snr Accounts Exec slapped me with his resignation letter... Ah! expected.. but not so soon though.. I broke down deep in my heart but lucky still maintain my composure.. Damn it! When I am strategising to walk away here goes block here and there... Now it will be back to more burden.. Now I feel so helpless.. Life seriously not so easy for me. Every single sen I earned its like getting a coin out from volcano mountain. Seriously , deep in my heart I feel more and more sick! However, I take it as another challenge and this motivate me to move on from here soonest possible. On the way back pay a visit to Doctor. as expected got myself antibiotic and another tablet don't really know for what just swallow it all! My mind just blank. I didn't take my lunch. Why? Whatelse? work and work like a slave t