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I am taking 10 minutes break now, after 4 hours MF marathon since morning. I m having again another unusual Sunday.. Stucked at home to do my MF studies. I am doing this risk , return valuation , CAPM, WACC and bla bla bla the MF terms. Figures, figures and all those worms alike formula... damn! maths sucks! Yeah ! stucked at home doing all that maths. I am officially Maths geek now. Damn! I hate maths... Can't run away from this.. whatever it is still need to face. I only have 5 days to go..to get over this hell. Lucky my ' Beyond' song calm me down while I am doing this maths thingy... Hopefully, I don't have another heart attack later on... as I am now 'on call' waiting for my coursemate to finish up the group assignment. Maybe need to fly to Bangsar later this evening or maybe not... anything... I am ok with anything...just a bit lazy to drive in the rain coz my mood not so good today.. yeah ! having that mood swingy again..

Wake up at 5.30am this morning doing some stretching and yoga f0r 1 hour. Then I feel so tired but don't feel sleepy so climb back on to my bed and start rolling to the left to the right. Haha enjoyment moment in the morning.. rolling rolling.. Scary to go to revision class today. That MF lecturer look too fierce for me. I know he mean good but I just scare of fierce or strict people.. they really give me that kind of emotional feeling of scareness.. 1st , MF is my weakest subject.. this subject doesn't interest me at all...but hey ! do i have a choice here? 2nd, I keep telling that I weak on this subject but I did nothing about it... no actually not really , I did my stdies but.... Whatever I did does not go in to my freaking small brain..damn.. so looser! Ok .. I better stop whining about the whole situation and start to get ready for today's war. Yeah ! need to take bath and have my lunch then do a bit of my usual flipping through of the pages and off to mont kiara. How

Just hit a cat on the way back. Its too dark why did this cat crossed the road like that? I don't have time to hit the brake. The car behind me too close. I can feel the tyre rolling on the cat body. Its very frightening adn terrifying moment for me. I feel like a murderer.. My whole body shivered. I cried all the way home. Its raining heavily, my tears make my vision worst to drive back home. Can't help it, I just stop by the road side for a few minutes until my body stop shivering. But still can't help myself , crying all the way home. Sorry cat ! I don't mean it.. I am selling off my car next week. Why I have to face another losses this month? I have enough sadness this month. Why can't all this wait until next month? Let this pain heal first... I am still sad..:( Today suppose to be a Good Friday... Life still need to go on.. Managerial Finance Craze.. really make me crazy.. Tonight need to do marathon on that MF for tomorrow revision class. Argghh ! hope this o

Since I was kid , then teenager then young adult , one thing always freak me out! EXAM!!!! Coming exam 18th and 25th April 2009, really freak me out! I just don't know where to start. If I am still kid, I still can cry to my Dad and Mum. But now ... I just can't believe it... I am now old adult and still have that 'butterflies thingy' in my stomache. I can't go to my Mum or Dad, they don't care about me anymore. Nobody care about me... Only me now... how??? I just panic until my brain go dead. Seriously , until I received my lecturer email on coming Saturday briefing for Managerial Finance exam for 18th April 2009... I still freaking stone in my own dreamland. Damn!!! How should I start this? Actually I did started last week after I photostate MF book from my coursemate then .. when I was reading it, along the way I realise I did terribily in my individual assignment. OMG! sounds like that song ' If I can turn back time' I just feel de motivated. I feel

Proudly present my latest online store selling stylish and elegance Gadget that you will never want to miss! I am one person, who will do whatever way to make extra money to supplement my living. One way that I think workable for me is online business. I have been actively doing online business since June 2008 and I am still actively sell online and my item mainly women's products range of clothings which is through my ebay store , beauty products through my online blog at http://www.blinkfairy.blogspot.com It is just a small business and I don't spend most of my time promote my business online but yet the extra income from the proceeds give me better living style. I can now save more for my old age. Talking about 'Cindy in Style' - if you see on your top left on this page, that elegant heart pendant necklace is actually a USB Flash Drive. Ladies! you will be dying to get one of this. Convenients, mobility and stylish for USB Flash Drive. Wait!

Most of us think we have the toughest job. We hate our job. We have endless complain about our Boss - he is sucks, heavy workload, superior not understanding , client make our life difficult and bla bla bla... Its never ending... Here are the real story... You feel thankful to have your job and earn decent salary at end of the month. Me too... will stop complaining and bitching about my work. I repent... God please forgive me. I went for massage at my usual place. My body aching everywhere.. As usual I will make appointment prior and booked my favourite masseur at 7.00pm. I reached there around 6.50pm but was told my favourite masseur will be free around 7.30pm as usual appointment earlier started late due to 'Malaysian' time customer(LATE). Me again being very impatient , I don't want to wait any longer. I asked for alternative. She suggested to try her new girl whom just joined a month ago. Heard about her from my favourite masseur and apparently the girl is her cousin. A

Guess what? I have been worried sick for the past few month due to my 5 kg increase out of sudden. I did not eat much. I do some stretching and yoga but my weight still at that 5 kg increase. Really freak me out. I thought may be due to my old age and my metabolism getting slower. I tried so many remedies and herbs to increase my metabolism. My weight just stuck there at 5kg increase . Until last night.... I weight myself again... still there at 5kg increase. Very piss off and disappointed , i am trying to be violence , so I lift up the weighting machine raise higher then I notice.... Aiksss!!! why is it that needle start at 5kg and not at 0kg??? Then I realise the needle need some adjustment. Sorry! my dear weigthing machine... My bad! I have been very ignorance on your condition these few years. I feel relief then... Not that heavy yeh!!! I still can eat my favourite seafood??? I will treat myself after this....plus get myself a digital weighting machine... Hihhihihi... Oh !!! I stil