Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Farewell 2013! Welcome 2014!

I believe a person's life is already predestined...
If our first impression is something that we're just born into... then I believe that our lasting image is something we'll have to leave on our own.

Year 2013...you are now my past life...
Past is past...as people says...move on...let us move on....

Don't bother to do any resolution for year 2014.
Since all of us going to be one year older...just live your life to the fullest with no regret....

Happy New year to all!!!!!

World Peace!!!!

Monday, December 30, 2013

I wish

There's no rule book.
The past is the past.
We can't preserve it;
it would be silly for us to even trying....but we can always look forward...

I used to think ...I wish I wish I wish...

Seriously , that I wish...really doesn't work because I never execute and go after my wish.
Don't you think when I said the word I wish...and I go ahead with my wishes...things will happen?
Then I don't have to live my life by saying...I wish????

So now...I will move on my life without looking to the pass but trying to live my one life time chance and make my wishes happen.

Nobody responsible to our life...except for our own self...

Your life...You Choose..Your Choice

Friday, December 27, 2013


We only live once!
Most of our time is spent at work....AGREE???

So, its vital that we are allowed to feel good about what we do.
Am I right???

How many of us able to feel that enjoyment at work?
If you are in that position....congratulation!
To those who don't feel the pleasure living your life day by day at work.
Don't you think its time to look for other opportunities?

Enjoyment at work begins where all other enjoyments begin, in good health.
There is no denying health is important , its easier to stay fit in pleasant surrounding.

If you feel sick in your current surrounding...please don't stay put because if you do...then it is a suicidal case!

Don't stress yourself to much because of work.

Try to live your life with full of happiness.

Thursday, December 26, 2013


It's a fact of business life that people come and go...
The offer of better prospects or career advancement elsewhere will naturally draw good people away from time to time. Well this is the reality of life, isn't it???

But what about the others-the ones who leave in order to do much the same thing, for much the same money,elsewhere??? What went wrong here???

Don't you think this scenario is common too???

Bosses will often assume it's question of pay. 
Well lazy thinker Bosses will assume this scenario at it is!!

Thinking in employees shoes, I put it this way....

Money is important ! It is hypocrite of anybody not thinking money as less important!

Don't you think it's essential to pay people fairly for the job they do???

Bosses!!!! get real...we employee need fair compensation for our services to you and your companies.

When companies doing well ...don't you think ...bosses??? you need share out some profits of your companies success???

But throwing money ...isn't the point here...

When people leave a good company,it's often because....
*  they don't feel good themselves!
* They actually feel marginalised! 
* They feel ignored!
* They feel underused!
* Most of the times they feel overused!

Anyhow, trust me not many people actually spend every spare hour scouring the jobs pages hunting for a higher salary. Most are driven back into the jobs market by frustration. 

Their bosses don't listen to them!

Sometimes if you think you have good business idea and it falls to the ground you will end up saying this to yourself.....

" I am fed up with this lot! I'm getting out of here!

So Bosses!!!!! open your ears and do have that attitude...LISTEN more !!!!
It wouldn't do any harm to just listen!!!

Wednesday, December 25, 2013


In my previous entries I talked about I went for 3 days hiatus.
Actually, was a bit on depressed side since the 2013 is ending.
I feel a bit lost...well not really a bit but I have that major loss and no sense of directions in life kind of thing.
I gone through this every end of the year.
But this end of 2013 is the BIG hu ha for me.
Well ...since I am going to be 40 years old next year.
Gosh!!! what is my achievement????
This make me feel a bit down to myself.

Chinggu...spontaneous road trip last Saturday really help to cheer me up!

See??? this is the proof...my bright and shining smiles again....kekekeke

We went for late brunch at our favourite Kesington place

Later dinner both of us reached at our favourite Eleven Bistro at Jonker Walk

Portuguese Baked Squid

Tamarind paste Prawns, Nyonya Stlye

My favourite Cencalok Omellete

End our day with our favourite Nyonya Cendol at our favourite place Bibik House Cendol.
Even the Ajumma ...never failed to recognise both of us everytime we visited her place.....regular customer

love this palm sugar

While waiting for Chinggu...to bring me my Cendol

trying to get my best shot

Here come my delicious yummy cendol

Since Ajumma told Chinggu I am beautiful....hehehehe...I give you free advertisement in my blog...
If you visit Jonker Walk...don't forget to try out delicious nyonya cendol at Bibik House.
Original Cendol RM5
Durian Cendol....mmmmm...I forgot the price.
Do check out Bibik House Cendol!!!

Thank you...Bibik House Ajumma...for calling me beautiful and make me feel over the top!!!1
Yup!!! its been quite sometimes to hear people say me beautiful...whether sincere comment or not...Her simple comment made my day!!!!
Really miss out my youthful time!

Later walk towards the end of Jonker Walk...then heard this man shouting 
"Ice Cream!!! Ice Cream"
That funny Chinggu....goes singing that Sexy Hyuna Ice Cream song...

That Man : :Ice Cream!!! Ice Cream!!!
Chinggu & Me : Cream...cream cream....
with me trying to dance like Sexy Hyuna in middle of Jonker Walk...of course passers by look at me like totally nut case!
Then both of us burst out laughing...to our idiotic singing styles...WTH!
As if both of us get drunk after eating that Nyonya Cendol????

Ah...notice that nobody come to visit and buy the Durian Gelato that man was shouting...me pull Chinggu to that Durian Cottage and decided to try out their Durian Gelato.
Only RM3 for Cone Durian Gelato.
I am not fan of Durian but this Gelato taste yummy!!!
If you come to Jonker Walk do try out this delicious Durian Gelato at Durian Cottage. 

If you see in photo of me holding that durian gelato with weird smile...mmmmmm trying to hold my breath and eat that gelato happily....seriously...ignore the smells and enjoy the taste!

That Chinggu...always over react when I started to do something good...
Yeah!! when I am busy buying that gelato just in front of that store.
Haishhhh...that Chinggu already inside the store...
Busy selecting durian crepes...

Me : woit!!! thought you don't like this kind of dessert???
Chinggu : Since you said you want to help them and give them business....so I help also lor...
Me : Haisshhhh!!! I should have known you would re act this way...

Well this Durian crepes...mmmmm...not bad.

If i don't stop that Chinggu...that fella will end up getting both of us fat that night...he even show me...he is going to buy some durian layer crepes as well.
Thank God! I stop him quickly...
As if both us big eater...if I don't stop him...both of us will end up fighting all the way back on who should finish up that layer crepes.

Lovely Saturday and great weekend for me...Thank you Chinggu!

Merry Xmas everybody!!
Have a great celebration today!

Tuesday, December 24, 2013


Last 2 weeks , I went out with being a vegetarian in my heart.
End up dragging chinggu in my scheme ...together we be a vegetarian for the day...WTH!

For my lunch...decided to try out Yishensu @ One Utama.

My choice vegetarian fish head meehoon...I totally love it..guess because I am hungry!

Chinggu..end up ordered pineapple fried rice with cashew nuts.
I find this a bit at bad taste side since its cold.Yup! I guess its pre cooked.
Seriously with this kind of price except with that outstanding orchid flower deco..the food was seriously sucks!!!

Then later part for dinner, decided to go to our frequent place BMS Organic store...still at One U.

My choice was Curry Laksa...still vegetarian and the best they use soy milk instead of coconut milk.
Anyhow...guess they change cook...the taste not as delicious like before.

Chinggu's choice was this yummy vegetarian bulgogi bibimbap.
The sesame sauce make the taste delicious and that generous amount of cut vegies really refresh the taste.

Monday, December 23, 2013


Just want to share what I have read during my three days hiatus.

Professor Muhammad Yunus of Grameen Bank said this during the interview with Santa Barbara Independent..

" Ordinary businesses :
* aimed at making money
* there is no consideration of how people benefit,
* it is all about making profits

Social businesses :
* all about social benefits
* not a personal gain

Profit are important in social businesses which seek to sell products at prices that make it self - sustaining.
Important reminder - social businesses is not a charity but profits are not its ultimate goals.
When social business turns a profit, the original investors are repaid. But the rest of the profits stay with the company in order to achieve its long term social goal of helping the poor. "

If you deciding to venture into business...do consider to do the ORDINARY BUSINESS OR SOCIAL BUSINESS?

Have a good working days ahead of you!

Don't forget to feel confident of yourself!

Saturday, December 21, 2013


Yesterday morning wake up....well to be exact I always awake since the night before.
Suffering diarrhea....everything was fine when morning came...but I am so tired already.
Exhausted..call for sick leave.
I think I can fall asleep while driving to work.
I only manage to go out around 11:00am...living alone like this le....only be able out of house when feel fit to drive...haisshhhh..

I went out to Doc for MC. Need one since I decided to rest at home.

Yup! me and resting at home ambition...so high ambition for lady like.
Like I can back home to sleep or rest.
Not that kind le...

End up drove myself out....by 1:00pm I reached AMPCORP Mall...gosh!!! what the hell am I doing here???
I really have no idea.
Must be my back to memory lane case...end up me driving here...if I said I don't realize I drove there...people will said I bluff one!!!
But seriously, I only realize what is going on only when I reach the car park..eheh? 

Clueless...don't know what to do...so since I am there...just walk in to one hair salon.
I didn't have hair cut for quite sometimes...time to snip this lengthy hair off.

The IvanMax hair studio salon Director, Max Chan asked me...you came all the way here just to get a hair cut???
Me : mmmmm...not really..I walked in here because I don't have place to go.
Max : How short I can cut your hair?
Me : Go shortest possible please...(with not sure face)
Max lifted up his eyebrow..
Max : mmmmm...you sure ar??/
Me : I want my head to feel lighter...
Max : like this arrrr... I think I can't cut too short for your hair...i can only go for this short k??
Me : Whatever....do as you please...
Max : You eat ledi ar???
Me : Not yet! I haven't eaten since morning.
Max : you should eat ....
then he go bla bla bla bla...about his phnom penh trip, my hair like a virgin because no coloring before...nice hair color  and there and here...
The lady opposite me was chatting away about politics and ladies behind me was having fun...on who looking good ...guess they are having some dinner or function to go that night.
Me ...really don't know what is really going on around me.
My mind seems going somewhere else which me not really sure.
I feel like my soul left my body at that moment.

Gosh!!! what is going on with me???

By the time I am out of AMCORP Mall is around 3pm...raining...and I go Damn!!!1
I then realise...I just wasted my day of being 39 years old woman....Goshhhhh!!! wake up!
I feel like slapping my face.... actually not like slapping but slapped!!! Damn!

Reached home...look myself in the mirror...ahhhhhh...my hair is this short now???
Overall...like the end result from IvanMax Hair Salon. Thank you Max! I visit you again when i need a hair cut next!

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Reply 1994

So jealous of Na Jeong when Chil Bong said this to her before he left for Japan...

Chil Bong : " Na Jeong ah.... if we meet again few years later and you don't have anybody by your side...let's date...

Seriously, so in love with Chil Bong at that moment when he said that!

How I wish ...somebody say this to me. WTH!!!

I am in fantasy world again.....

Assssaaaaa!!! tomorrow is Friday!!!!

Thursday, Fighting!!!! one more day to weekend!

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Early New Year Goodies

Came back from Hatyai last week with bless feelings.
Some early new year present arrived from Korea...waiting for me..kekekeke happy

This become my favourite lipstick from Mizon korea.
All sweet color. lovely!!!


Helen Park sunblock and beaming mirror BB Cream.
Serious this product is becoming my beauty regime now....the effect is DAEBAK!
Add in the Multi Magic Miracle Powder....yeay...what else a woman want???

Goodies from Taiwan...my first time tried this blue toblerone.Just finished the whole bar last Sunday...WOW!!! I have work harder then.
Penguin grape lip balm, phone earpiece and  lovely owl earings...all from my lovely friend!

Then...last Saturday, helping friend to shop for Xmas goodies....and there you go...got some goodies for me too. Thank you Chinggu!

Feeling bless!!!!

Monday, December 16, 2013


Happy Monday u all!!!!

Last Wednesday night is a bit at horror side for me...
I was force to uninstall most of my applications in my smartphone.
Guess my smartphone no so smart just like the owner herself...WTH!
Kakao, whattapps,wechat....all gone...
My phone suddenly gave me malicious warning on those apps.
So...I really panic and freak out...
I end up uninstalled all those apps...

Then finally, get this apps installed back the next day.

But when installing my kakao...I accidentally put in other phone number...foolish me.
Then end up waiting for sms verification code for nothing.

My instagram...sei la...forgot my id until now.

Even my banker told me , I am inactive in whattapps suddenly...haiiissshhh...

My twitter accounts...the other day received sms from my friends...asking me to change password since she received suspicious message via my accounts which I have not sent either.

I change the password...GREAT!!! I forgot my password now! WTH!!!

The other day opened trading accounts...then told the officer I do have online username but forgot my password. hehehehe...lucky that fella can help to reset my password.

Other accounts the one need reset...wait la.. IMA not FREE now!

Those over smart hacker!!!! stop fooling around with my accounts...I am totally IT illiterate ...asking my to uninstall and install back is too much work for me.

It took ages for me to even know what is twitter and whattapps.

Saturday, December 14, 2013


Woke up this morning with a feeling...

Ah...I am alive again.
I am one day older...
My body aching...sign...I am ageing....yeah! I am going through that natural process.
Everybody is going through this time.

Drove outside...see people with family in car...mmmm...family outing?
Walked to the store...family buying groceries...
Stop by the cafe for coffee...family with children having happy family breakfast.

While driving back home from dry clean...make me thinking.....isk isk...sad...

Who will comfort me when I am in pain?
Who will pour me drink when I unable to pour it myself?
Who will feed me food when I no longer have energy to cook or buy my own?
Who will massage my aching body when I am sick?
Who will attend to me if I am on the sick bed?
Who will console me when I am in fear to let go my life?

Who will be by my side at the end of my life???

I am comfortable with my current life...being alone and everyday alone is what I wanted.
But this doesn't stop me from wondering....

Even people with family and children can end up leaving this earth with nobody to say good bye....
To me who always alone ....do I have hope to see somebody to say good bye to me, when time up?
When the angel of death come to me....who will say comfort words to me???

Just who is that person?

Have a good weekend...everybody!!!! Emo side of me huh??? 2nd Day PMS status hehehe...

Friday, December 13, 2013


Next morning, brought my family out to have breakfast near Lee Garden area.
Took tuk tuk again TB100 for 5 of us.

since I read in the internet many recommended Hamid Restaurant for Halal food.

For 3 pre cooked cold fried rice and nasi lemak and 3 ancient tea aka teh tarik plus carrot juice... cost me TB510. WTH!!! RM51 just for bloody cold breakfast and the taste was bloody sucks!!!
Hamid Restaurant in Hatyai...over rated!!!!

in front of Hamid Restaurant, there is this man selling peanut chengmai. I bought 1 big packet  + 1 small packet for TB100. It taste fine...but it can be quite sticky in your mouth.

While waiting for Lee Garden and the shopping malls nearby open...brought my parent to wait at Mc Cafe...bought them Green Tea and me with other sisters both have some Lattes.

After the malls start ...all of us  shop around and round...

Until my mum tired.....by the way my mum insist to use her walking stick to walk around instead of wheel chair. Not so comfortable for her though but the pride is above the pain...so...others need to just feel her pain...but nothing else to say.Hope when I old..I don't be like her. Hopefully.
Since she already in pain , I suggested to have lunch before back to hotel.

Not much choice for us ...since mum in pain and can't walk further...so back to that over rating with bloody sucks Hamid  Restaurant. 
For 5 of us lunch...cost me bloody blood sucker price of TB1000 .
Bloody expensive pre cooked cold food again.
If I am alone...I will not spend this much just for lunch...rather eat all those street food then a restaurant!

My damage...at Lee Garden...hehehehe yeahhhh....for the sake of entertaining myself ...I bought all that..for somebody who don't shop!

Reached Hotel...all of them rest....and me...went down again for another 2 hours massage...hehehehehe..enjoying myself happily!

Later in the evening...brought all of them to floating market.
Booked tuk tuk (return) for TB500

We need to walk in to that floating market

need to cross the bridge which is still under construction...mum was suffering...walk...then she sat then walk then she sat down...mmmmm...wondering if I am old I would be the same too.
At least she has children to assist...me????
All alone!!!! isk isk isk ...I rather die and face the God!

mostly at floating market...food food food...cheap food..delicious food...either TB20 or TB30. Gosh!!! heaven of food here...parked mum at one place with table and chairs.
Assigned one sis to bring my dad for T Shirt shopping and other sis to follow me to buy food and snacks.

Try the freaking spicy and delicious otak otak...serious...the spiciness can burn one butt!!! hohohohoho...

after long journey and only around 1 hour at floating market...mum is making her face again...ok ok ...time to go back hotel. According to her nothing here again...alright then...you are the Queen...let us all go back hotel.

Yup! don't have chance to explore further at floating market.

After reached hotel...rest for around 10 minutes.... my sisters and I took the tuk tuk to Asean trade market again since the night before we don't have chance to explore that place.

Then all of us explore pink lady...keekekekeke heaven for men there but hell for women...
In front of Lee Garden plaza full with street food and so happening at night!!!!

When coming back from Asean Trade Market..this Tuk tuk has that karaoke system with Scorpion concert...WTH!!! the sounds like killing your ears..though!

The next morning...pack some freaking expensive breakfast...3 paratha and 2 rice with TB250.Gosh!!!!! Hatyai is too expensive for me!

I am not coming back for food!!!!