Monday, December 7, 2015

I DON'T WANT TO BE A CAT

Last Saturday night, came back from Malacca road trip late night. I took staircase up instead of lift since I wanna lose weight. WTH!
Oh! by the way my unit is on 1st floor...hihihihihi.

Opened the staircase door and ....
Meowwww!!!! Meoww!!!!

In the middle of the stairs...a sad looking cat and her four kittens making eye contact with me. WTH!
Don't look at me...please!!! Don't look at me ...please!!!
But we did!!!
Otteoke!!!
All of them look thin, sick and hungry.
Aihhhh!!!

I don't like cat. Can't stand the smell too. huhuhuhu..Otteoke! Otteoke!

I went into my unit..put down my bag and my shopping haul from Malacca.
But my mind keep thinking of that cat and kitten.

Can I go through this night without thinking about them? huhuhuh...
Knowing myself well...I can't!

I know I am going to have a sleepless night, if I don't help them.

They are not human. They are stranded at apartment area where people are very individualistic. Nobody going to throw left over for them.

Not like that mother cat can go out to work earn wages and buy food for the kittens.
huhuhuhu..

If cat mother hungry..she can't produce milk. Then kittens got no milk to drink. huhuhuh...Otteoke!!!
I digging through my cabinet , my fridge...nothing suitable for the cat and kitten. Not even milk to spare. WTH!

Whats wrong with my food stock?

Then I notice box of digestive biscuits. Oh! maybe this can get the cat through this night. 
I broke the biscuits into pieces and put in newspaper and pour pipe water into a small plastic container.

Build up my courage, went to the cat place.

Again...both of us made eye contact. huhuhuh...I hesitate to put down the food I brought..because I was so afraid. 

Cat went...MEOWWWW!!!!

Me...close my eyes...put down the things and ran up to the staircase....and BAM!!! the door closed behind me.

Panting!!!! behind the door. But again!!!!! I unable to stop thinking...did the cat eat it?
huhuhuhuh...me and not let go thinking again..Damn!!! I need to check.

Slowly open the door and walk down the staircase for a bit, then peep down.

Oh! the cat must be hungry. She eat well.

I feel happy! I think I can sleep tonight!

I repent...last time when I was in trouble...I always said this to myself...

"I rather be a cat or chicken than a human! At least cat and chicken have nothing to worry!"

I quit thinking wanna be chicken since ...after think hard...I may end up in hot frying oil or become delicious chicken curry or rendang in the pot. WTH!

huhuhuhuh...be a CAT?
I was wrong! House cat ...maybe but if stray cat...worst! Can't even beg for food. Meow! Meow! Meow! who understand what you want? Everything depend on the human mercy! I repent!!! I feel bless to be born as a human! I will live well....Thankful.

Promise myself to buy suitable cat food for her tomorrow morning.


There.....my first cat food buy!!!! Never in my life buy cat food and never imagine I will buy one. I just treat this as one of my new year resolution ...Be nice to Stray Cat! Part of non community service!

It become my routine to feed them and run away. I don't even want to see the cat! huhuhuhuh still scared! Maybe one day I can build up my courage to be near them.

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