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Sleepless last night! Think too much until my head feel wanna blow up. I never experience this extreme pressure to myself. Woke up and make myself cup of black coffee... sitting on my cozy sofa and continue thinking. My mind is like computer with words coming through numbers and even a flash back to history on what I have done and how I should handle the situation... some with regret and some came up with sweet memory... many with sad one....Why I can't make my life simple like others? Why I need to think so much? Ah! what make me think only me busy thinking??? I believe all of us did and most of us will come to this point! All the why and why keep coming to my mind... and I realise it is already morning...ah! another day to go through... another additional day to my age...mmmmm my 40's is closing and coming nearer.... I feel I dont achieve my dream yet... Living is pretty extreme and it is no joke. After life preparation is critical because no 'u' turn and uncertain fa

Today interviewed 2 candidates for accounts position. Both are fair candidates with different quality. If the position opens for 2 vacancies , I may offer them both. However, I only need one person. One a diploma holder with 2 years working experience and streetsmart character (more like my character). She only available after one month notice. The other one fresh Bachelor Degree in Accountancy and still looking for 1st job. She is one ambitious girl and look professional and no doubt trainable. She available immediately. although I need replacement immediately, but yet after discussion with my colleague, both of us agreed to wait for the streetsmart. Reason being , we need somebody who really can handle situation and strong to face the challenge.Deep in my heart hope we made the right decision. Spoken to him again, ahhhh!!!! still can't let go. My attitude is my biggest weakness! I also cannot let go. I wish I can just close both eyes or at least have guts to ignore and close one

Whats for dinner? Single woman like me either pack from the nearest restaurant or try to mix and match anything from the fridge. Ah! tonight mix and match is chick peas from R&R when I am travelling from North on Sunday and salads which I bought last last and last weekend... thank god that salad still fresh then I mix with tuna & sunflower oil and dash of black pepper. Here we go.... my lunch and dinner... skip lunch just now due to over worked my self again. Taste? surprise!!!!! not bad... ehehehehe the truth is quite bad.... ahahaha not my taste! I end up throw it to dustbin and digging to strawberries I bought during my weekend trip. Well... this office will not put me to rest even one minute. Every moment is all about surprise. Aw! not good or happy surprise but always full of stupid and problematic surprise. If I have a man and that man thought I will appreciate surprise to lighten up our relationship...... I will ditch that man right away! I hate surprise from now on....

What is the purpose of prayer for five times a day if your heart is not clean. There is this man in my office and he is known as good man to everybody in the office. Even my Boss always said to me , Rina he is a good man... My reaction will be.... ar? Good man? Can you define good? mmmmm....from my eyes.. He prays 5 times a day. No doubt other people sees him as good man. Pray 5 times a day mean you are good? Company put him in cold storage due to non performing. He is more than aware on the whole situation. He even mentioned to me without hesitation and feeling ashamed that he is more than happy to earn free money. ...mmmmmm is this good? where is his integrity? One day we are chit chatting on business and so on...he mentioned to me he has one friend has this connection with KDNK and one of the Ministry but dont have any idea what business can he do with this people. He were saying govt got budget and we need to finish it. I dont want to work so hard. I just want easy money. I want to

For all of you who cannot resist with temptation please dont read further....... kekekekeke... Strawberry moment....so delicious so yummy.....I am full with satisfaction ooo lalalalala.... So not cool with lots of calarioes swallow into my body.....repent repent Drooling drooling.... with my weekend feast at Cameron Highland. Honey Strawberry Crepe So beautiful and yummy!!! Strawberry Strudle...and you can't resist Strawberry Chocolate.... lovely... Land of goodies and cakes like in the fairy tale.. Strawberry or pumpkin? grown beautifully Strawberry flowers a moment to remember Siamese triplet strawberry Rock Melon? Sea coconut on top of the highland? which part of this place with sea??? Lord of the rings jungle... this is my best shot!!!! ehehehe proud of myself enjoy more flowerssss below... and I just remember...ooooppppsss forgot to upload my most desirable sconessssssss and Masala tea I am so passionate... waiting for this bee sucking honey from flower... beautifu

I was so lazy... ooppppssss ... not was but still lazy. Somebody called me last night and still asking me the same question. Have you decided? mmmm... ah! should I answer or should I not answer. Dont want to be rude and dont feel like to be polite either. I reached home almost 12.30 noon and my mind focus to my marathon plan. Marathon for Playful Kiss...Manage to finish the entire episodes (16) until 12 mid nite.Yo! I am with my Zombie face to work... overdose of radiation from my computer. Anyway, I am happy and satisfy.I even dream about Hyun Joong at night.... wow...dont feel want to wake up at all.... I like the feeling of being in dreamland again... I was waiting for this for so long ever since Boys Over Flower and Personal Taste series craze ended. I have many photos to upload but yet I am so lazy. My CM trip was the most memorable journey. Of course hiccup here and there but manageable with my snobbish and cocky attitude make into play. hehehehe... Yeah! I am trying to be a DIV

Whoa!!! don't really achieve much this weekend. I wish I have extended weekend..... wahahahaha or never ending weekend. Eat and eat and eat... the most enjoyable moment in life... My Saturday Brunch.....being greedy again! squid sambal, omelete, triangle bean & chicken rendang... mmmmm rated 4/10 Saturday brunch dessert.... sweet sweet cupcakes... yucksss!!!! rated 1/10.... I want bisou cupcakes I saw hanging duriansssss just now Sunday brunch - Tarbush Lamb briyani rated 5/10... I wish its hot but serve it cold... Tarbush - lamb swarma...rated 5/10...not bad! not to forget me ehehehe Sunday teatime - 2 cute egg tarts plus one cute girl kakakaka and another cute girl wahahahaha plate of enemy @ the gate toast bread one special brew coffee ooopppsss kopi! broken dam toast bread and another cute sailormoon pose Christmas feel @ Pavillion... ahahaha same old tree and deco like last year and me again Faranheit Christmas deco for the first time Me digging into my pocket f

Frust again .... stupid internet line don't allow me to upload my greedy lunch and dinner photo :) and :(.... keep rejecting and make really drive up my blood level... ok ok I am trying to calm down! Busy weekend I believe. I am expecting myself stuck in front of computer for the whole weekend. Ah! my back bone feel harden and my muscle so so painful. Even my neck need a lubricant to turn. My fingers feel numb. My eyes feel strain. My shoulder... ah my shoulder so so hard and painful. My butt oucchhhh numb too... I think I end up getting a flat butt soon. My waist ouch ouch so hurt... Everytime I turn I can here my bone kluk klak kluk klak.... ohohohohoho... need more calcium I believe... and some good stretch out. OK my body... I will do YOGA for you.... sigh!!! so damn lazy to exercise but I can see and feel I am getting fatter and fatter due to my laziness... Why? I am working on my online store ad campaign. I need to develop at least 6 banners with 6 different sizing. I have to

I was busy interviewing candidates today until forgotten I miss my lunch. My gastric hit me again!!!!! By the time I realise, almost at tea time. I have no appetite to eat anymore after reading thru my inbox. My worst enemy is coming back on the 10th. mmmmm my wicked thought keep coming into my mind. Myanmar is now in the midst of crisis.... ...it is appropriate if he appear to be one of the victim of that nasty army bullet...or .... Boss asked him to extend his stay..or ... his mistress announce she is pregnant with triplet...or ... the plane engine he is boarding malfunction due to bird accidently fly in... .... he just decided to be a monk and stay in tibet or... .... he decided to apply for long leave and go for another honeymoon with his wife or ...he is down with chicken pox like our PM or or or or STOPPPPPP!!!!! Rina???? wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop your wicked thinking!!!!! reverse reverse reverse another another step... I was driving back home and start thinking what for dinner

I was keeping quiete this few days. I spend my time with more thinking than talking. I observed things around me and try to analyse my life. Am I at the right track? This is the question keep coming into my mind. Do I do thing right ? or Do I do the right thing? When I was thinking about both .... I manage to list down: * Do the right thing. * Do it for the right reasons. * Do it with the right people. * Do it at the right time. * Do it in the right order. * Do it with intensity. * Do it for the right results. My time at my current place almost up! I had accomplished many things and learn many things along the way. I hope change I brought in for this company will benefit them. I know most of them want me to stay and of course some of them more than happy to hear the news I am leaving but my biggest challenge right now is to break the news to my boss. I know he can't accept this fact! Although sadness I can't stay for long but I had decided this is not my stop. Better future wai

Reading newspaper every morning is like stabbing knife straight to my heart. It is very painful to read Auditor's General Report. Every sentence you read your mind will think out aloud. Ah! thats all the money goes. Ah! this ah! that..... but can't write it in this blog or they will arrest me or something. I don't know. I am just an ordinary lady who mean no harm and just want to lead a normal life peacefully. Let God judge and punish what they are doing or did. Why the title is monkey story? Why is it that some managers are typically running out of time while their staffs are typically running out of work? It seemed that everyone in the company needed something from you yesterday, things that might have been important to them but had little time to do with getting your job done.and when you are trying to focus on one matter here we goes you would be inevitably be interrupted to attend to another. By the time you took care of all the paperwork, meetings and interruptions th

Everybody want to be a winner in this life. Why did I said that? Most of us work our arse out to earn for living and most of us couldn't get enough with what we own. This is the real fact. That why I can say all of us end up in the L I M O (LOW INCOME MORE OWINGS) Either you are in denial or not but this is the reality of life. Most of us want to be a winner and everybody want to have pride and be on top of the wheel. When we are at bottom of the wheel we will feel inferior, useless, hopeless and the feeling to kill ourself come automatically. We prefer to use easy way to run away from being a failure. I dont know whether people out there agree with me if I said being on top to enjoy the glory is happiness but is not easy. Being at the mid way to the top is no feeling. Being on the way down is sadness. To be at the bottom make you feel like dying. When you are at bottom point or on the way down what should you do? I suggest we face it and dont give up! Just re think re strategise a