Thursday, May 28, 2009

I feel Better

When I received call from my coursemate last night saying result for MF is out, I feel very nervous. I expected to flunk on this subject because it was toughed.I am very nervous to even look at the result.
So scary!
But when I saw the result, my tears started rolling down..
Oh! my God...
I don't need to re sit! yeay!!!!
Happy! happy!
God Bless me!
Thank you.. Thank you..
Although just a pass without a credit I more than happy and thankful...
For E&I as expected I got it through smoothly and as long as I maintain credit in my result I more than happy.
A distinction will be a bonus to me.
So far manage to get through with all credits on 5 subjects plus 1 pass.
Its tough though.
Good! everything as schedule and hey finish my MBA on Feb 2010 .. here I come...
I am planning for far away trip after my MBA.
Adventurous Rina is going backpacking to London or Brisbane coming Feb or Mar.
And for now...
I need to concentrate on my new subjects which starting since 9th May 2009.
Next week need to attend classes and pile of assignments and revision waiting for me.
Like that song ' Back to life... Back to reality! '
I am moving on....

Tuesday, May 26, 2009


How to start this week post?
Nothing interesting in my life and I feel boring
Let me see...I just got back from my North trip.
Not that great but just fine!

Back to work overloaded as usual but manageable.

Health not so good as I am feeling very weak and hope everything back to normal by end of this week as I seriously need to catch up on my studies and assignments.

I just not in the mood to start anything but hey I still need to force myself or else.....
Looking for swimming instructor to teach this fat ass woman how to float and swim.
I need to swim to stay in shape and healthy currently all my exercise routine seems doesn't work at all.However , my biggest fear is to get into the pool.
I can't swim without not getting in?? hehehe
Let me go and soak my feet there first for a start.
One toe in at one time then the whole feet in then walah... got in and float.
Ah! the water very cold and how if somebody pee in the pool damn I will get itchy whole body.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Heading North

Quite long time, I didn't drive back to North alone.
I guess almost 3 years.
This Friday I will be driving back alone for the 1st time.
I normally car pooling with my Sis since my car is old junk and quite dangerous to travel that far.
But now since she got married and I bought new wheel and also expecting busy for next 2 month, I just grab the chance to pay a visit to my old folk.
Yeah! owe them due to last Raya end up only one night due to unexpect tragedy.

How I feel right now??
Nervous actually because I am afraid I will get lost.
I always have bad sense in term of direction.

Remember when 1st time bought my car and suppose to drive back for Raya for the 1st time.
I told my mum I will be starting my journey at 5.30am and by 9.30am I am still in KL trying to find way to get into the NSE. Yeah! that bad. My full tank petrol need to refill due to too many rounding. Make thing worst its Fasting month! I am so panic like mad and almost give up.
Early morning call whoever I can just to get direction to highway. Ah! so embarassing...
But after that quite ok although I did miss few turning here and there but at least not until 4 hours still lost.

This time i hope I get it right meaning manage to get into the highway at least or like last time instead of turning into North I end up heading South. Yeah ! this is totally confuse case.

I remember my friends always to lead me to Atria everytime when we feel like going out for lunch. Almost a year and I am still need to get direction from people if I need to go there.
I am planning to start my journey after my personal errants in PJ finish hopefully by noon. 

I always make sure my car petrol tank always fill up well. Just in case...

I am no sense of directions lady! always lost in my own world and forgot to come back to reality.

Still feel nervous now....

Monday, May 18, 2009

Naughty girl - repent

Today, I am feeling good as usual because is Monday!
Monday is 'The Mother' of the week so it is important to start my week right or else...
Work as usual nothing new.. meeting few scary look people.

I left around 6.30pm with good spirit and thought will do SERIOUS revision for my studies.
On the way home stuck in traffic jam at Kerinchi Link towards federal highway as usual le..
But... today a bit different
One hot guy in Dark Grey Honda City beside me hihihi...
I suddenly feeling flirty.. ( yeah! I am bad today)

I look at the guy and he also look at me.. just want to test power hahaha
I throw my sweetest and seductive smile to him and wink hahahah BAD RINA!
Very unusual of me.. mid life crisis like that le..

Response... haha he actual look at me smile and wink back.. as mentioned he is at the other lane.
He look so adorable but...
Seriously I feel guilty..
When the traffic start moving he actually accidently kiss the car in front of him.
Oooopppsss ! not my fault.

Of course I feel guilty after that. Hope he is ok and car not badly damage.
I think he must be cursing me after that .
Hope he don't remember my car plate number and also recognise me...scary...

Reached home bought some prawn thought wanna cook prawn since long time never cook but end up my whole housing area blackout. Since I only have hot plate at home so having electricity in the house is necessary and here goes my chillies prawn.
Turned back to buy some candles and lighter.
I can't afford to loafing outside because I have some rescue mission at home.

My rescue mission is to save my 2 magnum ice creams and 2 tub of walls ice creams which I just bought yesterday.
I manage to eat 2 almond magnums and half tub of ice creams when my stomach go upset and feel like throwing up. Yeah! me with my extreme case again... Stop eating the ice cream and just leave the remaining to melt.... isk isk my ice creams...
I believe this is God punishment to me for being bad and naughty girl until make other people involve in accident or the hot guy in that honda curse me for distracting him ...
I won't do it again ok..

I repent! I will never flirt to anybody anymore....

Thank God! got the light back before my NCIS started... wuhuhuhu here goes my study...

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Adventurous Weekend

Yesterday (Saturday) is the best day for me.
I love travelling and be adventurous and discover new places.
Its all started with going to Semenyih Post Office to collect documents and Semenyih Town is new place for me.
Semenyih town is very busy and very small and old town. I reached there around 1.30pm and its lunch time and then I decided to have lunch at the restaurant nearby. Ordered one Mee Jawa and Lychee then add on 5 mutton , 5 chicken and 2 Perut Satay. Wow! I ate a lot yesterday. Despite being told by my chiro doc in the morning not to take too much meat and hard thing as my jaw allignment still not in good condition. As usual I love to break the rules...
Oh ya! talking about my adventurous day yesterday...
After collected the documents then suppose to head back home.
But suddenly I remember watched one tv programme on Ostrich Farm near to Semenyih.
Aiks! thought I saw the signage just now on the way to the town... so I divert to Ostrich Farm instead of heading back home. Actually , its the same way to Chinese and Christian Memorial Park.
It was a very very very hot and sunny day... so travelling back to greeney place is cooling.. hopefully.. Snap photos on the way there...
Talking about ostrich actually I didn't manage to really play with Ostrich as I chicken out when I reached there. I really not that good with animal and just scared Ostrich will harm me or I end up harm that animal... hehehe I just snap photo from outside and far and then off ...scared le coz that ostrich very tall, even taller than me. Their neck look like a giant worm to me...
Then I continue my journey , don't know what I am going to discover next..
I saw this signage saying 'Ladang Bunga bungaan' Oh! lovely.. diverted there with thought could have nice flower view during sunny day. The road very narrow with jungle left and right. On the way I saw few 'Mat Rempit' quite scared though but luckily nothing bad happen.
Did I really see the flower ??? Ah ! just see the photo below. Thats all I found after that journey.
On the way even saw this signage said got 'Kolam D Rimba' mmmm sound interesting but there was not really a kolam but just kolam for fishing.. misleaded this poor lady again..
Continue the journey ahead since the road link back to Ampang. Then saw 'Teratak Tekala'. Yes ! finally can see the real nature. Paid RM1 and walked in. Many people mainly family picnic near water fall. Very happy family!!!
Just have a short walk found big ant on the way, then found wild mushroom, tall trees and few monkeys... Cooling and green so refreshing view.
Then continue journey to Ampang, stop at 'Ampang Yong Tau Foo' for dinner (actually its around 5.30pm) then go window shopping at Ampang Point. On the way to car park saw this 'Cash Converters' yeah! I heard about it but never been there.
I just drop by and have a look. Many people but the items? No comment! You should check it out if you want to know more.... I wonder.....ish ish ish.. like that oso can sell.
Start journey back home but on the way pass by Leisure Mall end up watch Startrek and learn Vulcan style of greeting people and reached home at around 11.40pm. Very tired buy yet feel satisfied! I went to bed and sleep like a baby..... I m loving it!

Nice tree! look like the tree trunks is kissing!

Road to 'Ladang Bunga bungaan'

This is the frontage of that creepy ladang bunga bungaan

Kolam Saujana D Rimba yang penuh hutan rimba... iyeee

The only flowers I saw at that Ladang

Workers at Ladang Bunga bungaan

Beautiful trees.. don't know how old but bet been there long time

Pond in that Ladang Bunga

Me in front of Ostrich Farm

See all those Ostriches! and the fierce creepy black dog with saliva drooling down waiting for me too...
Now you know why I turned back... scary!

Christian Memorial Park - nice landscaping

Frontage of Chinese Memorial Park

Teratak Tekala - cooling and refreshing

Wild mushroom

Nice trunk like a snake

This tree is very very tall

Greenpeace!!! Cheezzzz

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

What is family mean to you

The other day when I was talking to one friend, I did mentioned about my worries on who is going take care of my body when I am dead? How??
Since my family is way too distance from me.
Its not that I am not good with them, I just got so carried away with my career and totally don't know how to pick up from where I left.
I am totally feel embarassed on my attitude towards maintain good relationship with them. As much as my PR skill is 'sucks' towards people around me same goes towards my 'so called' family too!
I am that bad ha???
Yeah! I don't deny!
I am concern about my feeling too much until I am afraid to show my affection towards others. I just afraid to get hurt and to get turn down.I don't like disappointment. This is also affected my personal relationship as well. I am too afraid for rejection or disagreement. or maybe feel unhappy with me or anything that make people judge me.
I wish to have close knit family like other people.
Sisters or brothers who are close to you and always be there when happy or down time. You have 1st person to call when you have good news to share. You have somebody to call when you suddenly got fever or food poisoning.
It is very sad case if you have 'so called' family when they come look for you when they are in trouble and totally forgotten about your existense when they are happy or good life.
Actually what is family mean???
Seriously until now don't really know what does it mean.
I don't know how does it feel to have family around.
Maybe too long staying outside from family circle makes me forgotten the feeling.
However, I am trying my best to be good family member although deep down in my heart , I don't feel belongs.
Maybe , its me all the while who keep the distance away?
I will try my best to pick from where I left... how should I start??

Monday, May 11, 2009

Here goes my waffle

I started out very bubbly and chirpy as usual on Monday morning. Everything went hair wired after lunch. No.. no.. not due to heavy lunch! I just took mushroom omellet and my favourite 'okra' for lunch. Maybe part of it due to my 2nd day PMS. Yeah! when you are not married and mid 30s your hormones tend to influence your system and emotion. I can't deny this.
Mid life crisis hahaha...

Yeah yeah I still can laugh despite having a bad day. Not too bad but still unexpected for Monday.

What happen after lunch?
I got bad migrane and make thing worst I have to maintain my sweet smile despite being in pain just to make sure my emotion doesn't affect people around me... If not people will start saying yeah!!! she is not married and lack of sex thats why so emotional....Ah! so painful..

I went back on time today. Thank God! my Boss went home early today.
My uterus part very painful plus my head feeling like got hammered or something.
I still need to drive home.. on the way feeling like vomitting ah! my gastric 'pulak'... but as usual still maintain like strong lady as usual.. me and my EGO!

'Tapau' some food on the way back.
Best thing.. after 'tapau' my waffle I opened my car and straight sat at the back of the car (passenger seat) . Then I realise .. Oh mummy! this is my car! How can I sat on the passenger seat when I am the one suppose to drive the car back home... Aiyooohh!! what happen to me?
Laughing all the way home despite being in pain... Very funny!!!
I must be thinking I have a driver or something hihihi... me and my biggest dream ....

I went to the wrong junction on the way home and end up journey home of 10 minutes became 25 minutes due to my lack of focusness on my way back to my house. Damn! what happen...
I am in pain here...

Reach home, put down all my thing. I took long hot shower. Then open my 'Competitive Strategy' study guide and look for my waffle.
Aikks! where is my waffle. I remember took up just now.
When I thing harder then I remember...
Oh! girl... what you have done????
I remember I took lift up and straight to rubbish room and throw my waffle?
Did I really throw it away???
I went to the rubbish room to confirm and yes! I saw same plastic bag and confirm my waffle in there...
Ah! there goes my dinner... what is in my mind when I did that?
X File!!! unsolved mystery..

Seriously blurr Monday for me..

End up drink red date + rose bud tea to cure my pms pain and yes I am still hungry...
No appetite anymore... when I think about my waffle in the rubbish goes my waffle.. and my dinner...

This is what happen when you are alone and nobody to divert you back to the reality world.
End up waffle in the rubbish room???

Sunday, May 10, 2009

It pays to have fun at work

Sorry for bad quality photos.
My old junk camera almost dead at that time but just still need to keep snapping though or you miss this moment... My last day at PWR Design Sdn Bhd

From left : Jack Tan (Fireball in the Company) & Me

From left : Wai Gin (always thought she look like Sally Yeh) & Me

In photo : my friends at previous company - from left : me, Brandom (My Teddy Bear) and Nev (Queen of Screamer)

I read this article by Roshan Thiran in StarBiz yesterday title 'It pays to have fun at work!'. Very interesting article, talked about Southwestern Airlines-CEO Herb Kelleher. At his Company, employee working hard , achieve result as well as having fun at working place. They even have weekly team activities and after lunch crazy hours. They have fun together and result to this activities... bonding to each employee and most of them tend to be very motivated and don't want to miss work. Even their work performance increase!
There are few reasons why having fun is important in the workplace.
Levity boosts our ability to think outside the box and enables us to generate innovative solutions necessary to solve problems. Fun is great creative booster!
Even research also indicates that while having fun, we develop neural cells in areas devoted to learning and memory. Fun is also good for teaching.
Google , with its fun workplace , retains about 95% of their employees!
People are naturally attracted to fun..

When we talked about having fun at work doesn't mean we neglected our responsibility towards the company. We need to balance up. Through company activities we could develop closeness and bonding to each employees. Result to this , positive team works!
I once worked with almost similar company. I love to be with this company so much and if not because of limitation in my career enhancement, I never thought of leaving the company. (small size company). We have monthly activities which we have selective employee rotation to organise activities for the month. It was pretty interesting though. Since my 1st day at this company our relationship at workplace like working in one big happy family. We experience playing crazy games together , travel all the way to Klang for Seafood, watching movies and many more activities. All this activities included our beloved Bosses as well. They are very sporting and cool. I believe most of x employees from this company will misses the bonding to each other when we left the company. Ah! I miss my experience at PWR Design Sdn Bhd.

I remember always looking forward to go to work every morning because I know many friendly and fun people waiting for me.

At my current company, limitation set by the boss. We even were told to eliminate all friends and family. We have to devote our life towards company 24/7. Even song played in the company also very selective song. All employess cannot show the closeness to each other in front of the boss or we will be accused on having politics and trying to go against the company. Its not I am trying to tell tales but this is fact!

Why I am still here, despite so many limitations?
I love my job.
I have job satisfaction here eventhough this will be gone soon.. but I enjoy what I am doing now every moment.

Althought this is difficult job but with all new challenges everyday... make my life very interesting and really learn a lot from all the challenges.

But I dragging myself to work every morning because of the negative environment.

My life is not complete...

Culture of the company?

My comment.. I admit, we have very very high turnover of staff.

Sad though and I wish one day the boss will understand its not just about work and maximise profit. We also need to balance up in life work, having fun, personal life, family...

Life is short..
Be spontaneous...
Enjoy every single day in your life..
Have fun!
Try your best to fullfill your dreams..

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Amazing Friday Night

Mel's 21st birthday falls on 9th May 2009 which is Saturday. As usual once I stuck at home on weekend I will never want to go out again. So, I decided to throw small birthday party in the office for her on 8th May instead. I love to arrange theme party but this is ad hoc case. No prior proper plan so I can say its total fail plan. But hey.. just to comfort myself.. at least something for Mel!
I walked to Tropicana City Mall ordered one Chocolate Cake (well you will never go wrong to choose Chocolate- my theory) and gave them the wording 'Happy 21st Birthday to Mel'. Then paid for the cake and off to get some drinks and other side 'throat junks' - my phrase for side menu.
Finished all my shopping then went to collect my cake. Damn! the writing on the cake was so horrible. I refused to accept the cake! The sales assistant look so frustrated and quiet angry with me. Hello! I am the one suppose to show my frustration here no you.. mind your attitude. You suppose to deliver to customer satisfaction. Its somebody birthday and 21st birthday only once!Don't mess with me. I know my rights!
I just choose another cake (unfortunately no more chocolate cake so I settle with bluberry). anothery guy came to the rescue and took over and attend to my needs. One hand is holding 3 bags and one of those bag full of 2 litres drinks , ahhh my hand felt numb . Pain and angry thats my feeling right that moment.
Luckily , everything went well. Hope Mel is happy. I gave her one of gadget that I am selling from my online store and hope she love it!
Then later evening, I went to Mont Kiara collected my Study Material for Term 4 which officially started 9th May 2009. 'Leading & Managing People' and 'Competitive Strategy' , 2 interesting subjects and yes! more readings ... aiyohhhhh....
Right after that, I feel like want to pamper myself then decided to visit Embun Day Spa nearby for Thai Massage. Oh my God! this new masseur from Thai.. she is so so so so amazing. Her hand very strong and she really can handle my body well with all the exact point that she pressed. Its painful but yet ECSTACY feeling. Ya! ya! I know sounded a bit horny (hihi) but hey!!!don't bother that most important I am feeling gooood tonight. Enjoy my sleep that Thai Massage so much!
Well.. good start for new term wu huuu..

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


As I was driving to work this morning, I saw many couples in a car with their todlers and children. Maybe to fetch their precious on to the nursery.
I believe every parent in this world love their flesh and blood more than anything.
There's always a saying get married , start a family (in another word start breeding) make your life complete. Raising your kids like an investment. At least many feel secure they have somebody to take care of them when they go through their old age.
Breeding another life and feel secure?
If you have enough money to provide this fruitful of love with best education, best medication and they turn up to be a good kid to you, then its fine!
But, if they turn into otherwise?
Do you think its a mistake to bring in another life into this world?
My point of view , many people nowadays, breeds with wrong intention.
Living in this world nowadays getting tougher and suffering.
If you think to breed with your own benefit without thinking about what your fruit of love going to face then it call selfish!
Think about it, many parents end up squeezing their kids for cash for their own lifestyle support. When parent are sick, then the kids will be burden and need to juggle between work and taking care of parent as well as left with high cost to maintain your medical bill and other bills.
The kids will be very lucky if the parents save for their own and do not leave kids all sorts of burden.
Worst thing if the parent feel boring with their life as they have no activities to do and start nosing around into their children life. Life getting difficult for the children with nosy parent around to barge into their only private territory.
I am not against any family or anything but I just feel its not fair on behalf of your kids. We are here in this world, without our consent, I think all of us feel the same way. Its all like a chain and natural thing.
I am one of those kid survive in this world with wrong reason and nobody to share the burden, I am facing now.sometimes if you are too softhearted, you will be bullied by your own family. So unfair! But what to do for the sake of returning their favour to raise you up and provide you food for 20 years and you end up in debt with them for the rest of your life!
Its all about obligations....

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Teddy Bear oh Teddy Bear

My dearest friend snap me this photo on his trip to Teddy Bear Land in Korea last Christmas.
Amazing experience he got there and thank you for snapping me this photos appreciate it!
Very adorable...
I am working hard to save money to visit this place.
Teddy Bear wait for me...

New York New York

Enough le Mel..
Happy hours also want to work!
Employee of The Month for Executor

New York New York
Received good review from Mel & Zef and 'mati mati' both want me to try
Lets go then..

The Little Black Book?
Sounds like that movie..mmmm

Since you want to snap my photo here my sweetest smile for you to remember hehehe..
Sweet or not? Cute??

From Left : me, the cute Mel and Zef my victim for 4 months

Hello!!! I am so hungry both of you show some mercy...
You have plenty in front of you.. isk isk
Don't take my chicken!!!!

Say Cheezzz!!!
From Left : Johnny, Me, Mel, Zef and Nigel
Ahh look at that Nigel.. he is having audition for toothpaste or something???
The smile is soooo weird...
The end.. Dinner @ New York New York - 30th April 2009
Zef & Johnny - Both of you most happening interns and hope you guys could find better placement in Advertising & Media Industry.
Good Luck to both!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Teary Saturday

As usual Saturday morning is my Chiro day. Positive result since my Doctor said she see the improvement on my spine. Hopefully everything goes very well.
Since I am on 2 weeks break so I don't be bothered to even think about studying hehehe..Thought of doing my facial but since I am one spontaneous person, I end up with disappointment when I walk in to the spa centre and they are fully book for the day. Damn! so 'hot' meh?
Stop by to my favourite restaurant and 'tapau' my lunch. Don't eat anything since morning. Do some readings on the newspaper. Death here and there ah! so scary, then watch korean movie online. Ah! this movie really make me cry my heart out! A therapy for my eyes but not for my mind.
It is a touching story, when it come to part the actress found out the birth mum dump her to orphanage and she went to find her mother and tell her straight to her face how she hate her mother for dumping her... Deja vu !!! I just can't my help crying hard. So sad! So sian...
Then I watched this documentary in TV about the earth quake victims. The death and to watch all those people waiting for their loves one to be found from the debris of the collapse building with hope... so hurt..
I feel very very sad...
It is so happen a teary Saturday for me.
Don't think want to go out tonight because I don't think today is a good day for me.