I tried to 'chicken out'.
I am trap! I am trap! (just like Henry song)
So hurt! This is not dramatic. It really damn hurt for me.
She told me normally the pain was bearable but mine is totally in pain and I look suffering.
I am suffering!!! sob sob sob
I sense something not right since I am going to be scan for the second time.The fear was like somebody just sentence me to be shot to death. Praying hard for some miracle. I read about this but now that I am this situation myself......haissshhhh... I am afraid!
I am so emo!!! weeeiiii...
At this point, I am just going to live my life 'haru haru' aka day by day like another normal day.
Not worth of life to worry on something never happen yet.Waste of time.
I will deal with it when things happen.