My mood swing at downward level.
Yeah! I couldn't eat... whatever I eat end up throwing out back.
Yup! sounds grosssssssss!!!
But I am the one experience this and its hurt!!!!
1. My throat hurt
2. I feel disgusting
3. I feel sad because I waste the food
4. I am afraid I am bulemic
5. I am afraid I get the stroke due to the pressure of throwing out
6. I am hungry but afraid to eat
7. i don't have energy and feel tired
8. If I die because of starving...so sad ...
Now... I will pray to God to help me to live.
I will do more good thing so God don't punish me like this.
Can I make a wish now???
Below are my wish....:)
|I miss Seafood Spagetti|
|I want to eat shrimp omellete at Malacca|
|Me if my coffee not to my taste..... yup! coffee lover...once a day black coffee..but since Fasting month not a drop coffee down to my throat... Oh! I mean hot long black coffee..missing my coffee..isk isk isk|